Three months later...

Author's Perspective

Jungkook was tired. He was tired of searching Taehyung. He was getting hopeless. He was back to his mother in Hong Kong but things were getting worse. 

He was getting back to the alcohol. Not only the nights, he would now get drunk in the days too. Though he was back there but he was in contact with his friends who were one of the reasons to continue his life. 

His mother knew everything that was going on with him and she had decided to do something better for him. She decided to take the company headquarters to Seoul, which was not an easy option but she was ready to compromise anything for him.

She wanted her son to live the previous life with his friends because they could make him better and could make his pain less. But she herself was helpless to find his love,  Taehyung. 

Jungkook was best at hiding his feelings and that's why his mother was always worried for him. 

Once she was waiting for him to come back home because she wanted to tell him the good news that their  company headquarters would shift to Seoul. 

She sat on the couch and waited for her son to arrive and then she heard some footsteps. She stood up to see him and Jungkook entered with his trembling legs and tipsy walk. 

"Jungkook?" She ran into his direction to help him to get into his room. She made him lay down on the bed. 

He was mumbling something between his drunk hiccups. 

"Jungkook, get some sleep now" she put the blanket on his body.

"Ani~~ omma, no. Sleeping is painful because when I close my eyes. I see him. Only him" he cried into the pillow. 

Her face softened as she saw her son like that. She sat near him and stroked his hair.

"Dear, I wish I could give you all the happiness you deserve. I want to do everything that can make you happy" she said with teary eyes.

"Omma, then give me him. I want him and only him. Right now" Jungkook sat up and whined like a child.

"Oh honey" she pulled him into a hug and Jungkook cried.

"Why did he leave me?" He sobbed.

"Shh, don't cry, everything will be alright. He will come back to you. I have faith in your love dear, he will be back" she said some good words and Jungkook slept while resting his head on her lap.

She leaned over and peck his forehead and went away after closing the door.

"Everything will be alright my son" 

Taehyung's Perspective

The next morning...

I woke up feeling the same heaviness in my body. My belly was of a round football size. Baby was eight months old now. 

I sat upon the bed and tried to get up but my body was aching very badly, especially my back. I was double of my previous size. 

"Good morning angel" I heard Jin hyung exclaiming as he entered the room who later helped me to get up.

He leaned over and put his ear on my belly as he tried to hear what the baby was doing. 

"Hmm, seems like the baby is hungry, now come and have some breakfast" I was very nicely aware of his tricks to feed me. Even when I wasn't hungry, he would feed me by saying that the baby was asking for food.

It was just his way to care about me. 

Sometimes I would feel that maybe I was a burden to him. He had to spend lots of his time looking after me. He never left me alone and that made me feel like a totally useless person who was being a burden and nothing else.

I would try to help him in many ways like by doing the household work but he used to get mad over the fact that I was working with a baby inside me but seriously I had no problem with that.

Again he pulled me to the dining table for breakfast and I had to do that for the baby.

I sat down slowly while holding my back for support. As I sat down, I heard some familiar giggles and footsteps of someone's arrival.

"Jisung? Jenny?" My face brightened as I saw the two of them running inside the house to hug me.

"TaeTae hyungie..." They exclaimed and I spread my arms to hold them. I hugged them at the same time and they giggled because my tummy was coming in between our hugs.

"Baby, baby, good morning" the little Jenny said in a childish manner.

"Aww, no good morning for me?" I fakely pouted and she tiptoed to peck my cheeks as I was sitting on the chair.

"Goodud morning" she greeted me and I pecked her cheeks one by one.

"Good morning TaeTae hyungie" 

"Aww good morning Jisung" I pecked his cheeks and the two kids giggled cutely.

They leaned and placed their ears on my tummy to hear what the baby was doing inside. They found it interesting and they would always do it whenever they used to come over. 

Even after having the hard or uneasy day, the two kids would never fail to make me smile. Their existence around me was enough. And thinking of my child gave me a cheerful reason to leave. The reason was enough to hide my pain and sorrow. The reason was enough to live life again.

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The children made my day better and every weekend was exciting for me because they used to come over.

The day was tiring too because I played a lot with them. I felt tired and I just laid back on the bed in the night and closed my eyes.

"Tae? Where were you? I have been searching for you" 

"Kookie? Why did you l-leave me all alone? You have no idea how hard it was for me to live without y-you" my legs started to quiver and I was about to fall. 

"TAE" I felt his arms around me which held me tightly. 

"Kookie, d-don't leave me" I cried as I fisted his shirt into my hands and begged him to stay.

His raven hair was messy and his eyes were bloodshot. 

"I won't go anywhere. It's just us now. I will take care of you and the baby. I will always be with you. I love you" he kissed me and his hands stroked the tummy where there was the baby.

"I love you so much Kookie" I dug my face into his chest and cried into his neck.

Suddenly his hold was getting weaker. He was pulling away and I saw crying and begging him to stay with me but he only pulled away. I tried to reach him but he was far from my reach.

"KOOKIE, DON'T LEAVE ME" he disappeared and I knelt down broken. I started to cry helplessly and my belly started to hurt.

The pain was unbearable. I was screaming but it was of no use. No one was there.

Author's Perspective

"Tae? Tae what happened? Open your eyes" Jin patted the blonde's cheeks who was crying with his eyes shut. He was throwing his hands here and there and was turning his head multiple times.

"Oh, oh my god" Jin got hopeless and panicked. Taehyung was not hearing him at all. He was just crying and his body was quivering.

"NAMJOON, call the doctor" Namjoon entered the room and he was shocked to see Taehyung's condition.

Within a while the ambulance arrived which took Taehyung to the hospital. 

His eyes were still shut and he was mumbling something. His pale face was getting red and his heart was beating fastly.

"Sir you can not come inside," the doctor said to Jin who was crying to see his brother like that. Namjoon pulled Jin into a hug.

Jin's eyes then caught the doctor coming out of the room.

"W-what happened to h-him?" Jin asked the doctor.

"Sir, he got a panic attack. His condition is very serious. It can be harmful for the child. We need to do the delivery right now" Jin's legs started to shake. He was in a shock. 

The doctor went away in a hurry leaving Jin as a crying mess.

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Oh my my!

It's getting sadder and sadder.

Hope you like it.