I can smell blood. I can see death. I grip my hair. I let out a scream. How much longer of this can I take? I've been drinking his poison for so long now. I can't imagine my life without him but the white ribbon I can still grip. I can still hold the white headband. I don't know how I know it but I am just so relieved I remember something else rather than poison. 

I grip my neck. It still is bloody. I know your poison, but I can't fight. I don't know why. I just can't. His words pin me down. His words... I believe them every time. Let me take the suffering from you... or I can take the suffering from you.

I feel like I'm constantly choking. I let out a breath as I feel blood dripping from my mouth. What is this place...? Is this all an illusion? I look down. I swear... are those bones?? The ground feels so rough. It could be for the fact that I'm in bare feet. Why do I feel... sick? There this smoke always filling my lungs. Is it from Han Yo? Probably at this point.

"Xian?" I hear.

I jump. I turn. There was this girl standing before me. My eyes sour as I look at her.

"It's just my mind playing tricks on me, Xue." I pick the rabbit up.