对自己的恐惧 (Fear of Himself)

I wake up in a startle. Blood spills from my mouth. I feel my cheek. The wound has healed. I look at my hands in a startle. What have I done? I remember... I press my hand on my wound. I remember what I did. Shin Nu... he... he... oh god.

I throw up something.

"Wei Ying." Lan Zhan grabs my arm.

"Don't touch me!" I throw his arm back.

I'm a monster. I grip the wound. I'm a monster. I'm a demon. My body was stained in others blood. I shakily come to my feet. The pain stops. I don't feel it. I just feel monstrous. What am I?

"So... you remember what kind of thing happened?" Mai Yin says.

"Thing? You call that just a thing?!" I glare at her.

I look at my hands. What do I do know? I can only hear the dagger screaming in my ears. 

"Wei Ying, it's going to be okay." Lan Zhan says.

"How?! Did you not see the demon?!" I yell.

"So... the sun's risen." Ibu walks over.

"What? Where were you?!" Mai Yin yells.

"If it helps, I can teach you to control the demon." Ibu says.

"You could've helped." Mai Yin says.

"I'm too old to get involved, it is not my fate." Ibu shrugs.

"You... you can teach me how to control this evil?" I ask.

"I can do better than that. I can teach all of you." Ibu smiles. 

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