was it routine

 to memorize the patterns

of my soft breaths in the night? 

i'm absolutely amazed

by the pathological ways

 you've tried to destroy me.

honey, you forgot

daddy hadn't raised

no damsel in distress-

and mum 

taught me everything i know.

when will you realize

i have smitten

the very air you suffocate on?

baby, i have love more

beautiful than me,

i thought i told you this.

you swallowed that in 

too fast, i guess.

and now, i'll only but

pat your back

as you cough on your biggest

mistake yet.

- fucking a strong woman over.

⚛︎⚛︎⚛︎

lol, i'm gonna be one insufferable girlfriend one day.