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Jungkook laid on his bed, phone in hand. His headphones plugged in, and Youtube open on a compilation of CS: Go commentary clips. The video ended and Jungkook turned onto his side, phone still clutched in his hand. He tapped on the search bar and resisted before giving in and typing in the name.
Park Jimin
Of course, all that came up were various videos related to celebrities of the same name. He tapped in the search bar again and added dance onto the end. Again some celebrities showed up, mainly fancams of idols. But among all those, on the fourth page, laid a video titled Park Jimin Dance Showcase Performance. He could recognise the boys silhouette in the thumbnail, and clicked the second he saw it. Watching closely and intently as the announcer called out.
"Next up is Park Jimin with Skin by Rihanna." The boy came out, blue and pink lights hitting the stage, giving an atmospheric glow to Jimin as he positioned himself center stage. Five other male students came out, walking around in an artistic formation as they wrapped silk ribbons around the boys torso, arms, and one around his eyes acting as a blindfold. Even before the dance officially started, they were already performing. Turning what could be a simple dance into an art piece instead. The five men held onto the ribbon ends, acting as though they were restricting Jimin's movements, as the music came up. Both the men and Jimin moved in time to the bass at the start. His limbs acting as though they were being pulled and he was trying to escape. He eventually pulled the two arm ribbons from out of the other dancers hands. The two around his torso getting pulled away gracefully by the dancers as they exited the stage. One leaving on each side creating a display of symmetry. The one holding the blindfold-imitating ribbon released his grip and left through the back to keep the matching design on each side in tact. The ribbons around his arms helped keep the elegance in his moves. Whenever he moved his arms around, they were subtly made loose by Jimin. As he was mid spin, they flew off, his hands then running through his hair, locking in place to the beat as he moved. His hands ended up on the blindfold, pulling it off in one swift movement on a bass note that reverberated as the song came to an end. He stared out into the audience. His breathing was heavy and a smile appeared on his face at the applause that occured. Seeing Jimin's smile made Jungkook smile in return. The video ended and him left in awe, desperate to find more videos of the boy dancing. Never had he seen a performance like that, especially not by someone who was still a student. Maybe one day he'd get to see Jimin live... He sure hoped so.
"Jungkook! It's for you!" His Mother called up the stairs, grabbing his attention. Must be Taehyung. He practically ran down the stairs, wanting to see the boy as soon as physically possible. Only stopping when he reached the bottom of the stairs and saw the look on his face. He looked hurt. Jungkook's Mother could sense the tension in the room.
"I'll leave you two to talk. Nice seeing you again, Taehyung." She smiled softly before leaving. Even though technically she was still in the same room as them, no door separating the living room and kitchen.
"Um... Do you want to go upstairs?" Jungkook asked somewhat shyly. Taehyung looked over to Jungkook's Mom. She was trying to look busy but it was obvious part of her was still audibly tuned in to their voices.
"Yeah, I think that'd be best."

The boys arrived in Jungkook's room, casually stepping over the mess. They immediately sat on the bed, both facing forward instead of at each other.
"I like you. I really, really like you, Taehyung. Like... A lot... And I'm really really bad at words..." Taehyung looked down to his hands, playing with the rings on his fingers. "I'm really bad at feelings in general... Yesterday... Yesterday, I just freaked out, okay? I- I panicked, in the moment and didn't know if I could... Commit."
"But?" Taehyung looked at Jungkook and their eyes met. Everything in Jungkook wanted to say "But, I can. And I want to." But if this switching with Jimin was going to be a usual thing... Maybe it wasn't such a good idea. What came next was going to hurt like a bitch.
"But... There is... No but." Taehyung looked back down, emotions slowly taking over but him resisting it as much as he could. "I want to be with you... I really do..."
"Now there's a but."
"But... I think now's maybe not a good time." Taehyung shifted so that he was sitting with his legs crossed, hands now picking at a loose thread on his jeans.
"Are we still going to like... Kiss... And stuff?" He looked at Jungkook, face clearly showing how awkward that was for him to ask.
"Sometimes... Um... There might be days that I don't want to though... I'm just. I'm going through a lot right now and I don't always want the touchy close stuff, or maybe I do, but... I don't really know, I-"
"How about. From now on. You initiate everything." Taehyung had seemed to pull himself together. "If you go in for a kiss then we kiss, and if you don't, we won't." Jungkook nodded.
"That could work, yeah." He smiled softly, and then an idea came into his head. "Or. We could do it so, either I initiate it, or you ask me first. If I say no then just don't take it personally, and if I say yes... Then go for it, um... And maybe take it slower than usual if I say yes. Unless I take charge or just tell you otherwise."
"Okay, I can do that... Yeah." They looked at each other for a moment, before Jungkook let out a little chuckle.
"God, our friendship is so weird."
"Yeah it is. But I like it that way." Taehyung nudged Jungkook's shoulder gently as he said that, and they both smiled.
"Smash bros?"
"Hell yeah." They did their special handshake as Taehyung got up to go set up the Nintendo Switch. Jungkook's eyes darted around the room. He spotted a piece of homework he never finished or handed in and approached it, turning it over and grabbing a pencil. Messily scrawling on the back of it.

'Hey Jimin, so uh... I should explain a few things to you.
I'm guessing you may be experiencing a bit of conflict on your own end as I write this, but you messed up a pretty crucial part of my life as well so... I guess we're even?
Either way, I'm guessing from both experiences, you've probably figured something out about me.
I'm... Gay.
If you didn't realise that then... Well, this just got awkward. Sorry.
Basically me and Taehyung, we aren't in a relationship, but we also kind of are? Like... Platonically? It's kind of complicated. But basically we're just very close friends who sometimes do things that normal friends wouldn't, I guess... It's just what works best for us. I wanted to become his boyfriend but you being the picture kind of complicates that, so we're just sticking to our weird friendship with kisses type thing.
I've arranged a situation with him so that you don't have to do any of that stuff. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable and I really don't want you confusing Taehyung again.
Basically from now on, I, or I guess we? Initiate physical stuff, or he asks first. When he asks, YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY YES. I don't want you to feel pressured at all. He won't take it personally, I've told him that I'm just going through a lot right now... Which I guess isn't even a lie, haha. But also... You don't have to say no. When you're in my body, it's also your body, and you should be allowed to do with it as you please. I just ask that if you do any of that sort of stuff, it isn't with anyone other than Taehyung. Or hell, I mean if you happen to meet Hoseok while in my body go ahead, I'm chill with that as well.
Sorry, that was probably weird to say, wasn't it?
I'm going to leave some money on the side and I want you to get clothes and whatever you need for when you're in my body. You may have noticed that I kind of went crazy as you and spent your PC money... Sorry about that by the way.
Um... Please don't do anything to my hair as revenge... Please?
Okay uh... Taehyung's staring at me weirdly now, so I'm going to stop writing this... Okay...
Bye.
Why is this so awkward to end ashksdhlfd.
Yes I just keyboard smashed irl, fight me. - JK'

Jungkook finished writing and put the paper on his desk face down. Scribbling a massive 'JM' onto the homework-covered side.
"You done?"
"Yeah." He laughed awkwardly. "I told my Mom I started studying and I just wanted something to make it look like I actually was" He laughed again. Taehyung handed him a controller, a soft smile on his face.
"Winner gets a kiss?"


Jimin was in the bathroom, sponge in hand as he dabbed on his neck attempting to cover up the hickey from the night before. He didn't want to see it anymore. And if his Dad came back and saw it, that'd be one hell of a conversation. Especially with Hoseok being the one in the house with him rather than his now ex-girlfriend.
"So you really don't remember?" Hoseok was laying on Jimin's bed, turning to face the direction of Jimin's ensuite. He could see a hint of the boy through the crack in the door left open for them to speak.
"I don't."
"Have you been to the doctor about it?"
"I don't need to go to the doctor. I know why I don't remember it." Hoseok waited for Jimin to continue but he never did.
"Care to share with the rest of the class?" He laughed.
"It's... Personal. I doubt you'd believe me anyway." He continued to dab at the spot on his neck. He looked over his work deciding it was the best he was going to be able to do, and began packing away his tools.
"Is it to do with when you passed out in the dance studio? Should I be worried?" Jimin came out of the bathroom and joined Hoseok on the bed. He laid down beside him, causing Hoseok to turn so they could face each other.
"No. You don't need to be worried." He sighed. They were close together and for Jimin it felt normal, no different than before. But for Hoseok it was slightly uncomfortable. After the events of the day before, all he could think about was kissing Jimin again. He shifted his eyes around, trying to avoid eye contact, which Jimin noticed almost immediately. "Are things weird between us now?" Hoseok didn't speak. "Because I don't want them to be."
"No, they're not weird. I just... I'd be lying if it didn't hurt that you don't remember our first kiss."
"Our only kiss."
"Yes, our only kiss, whatever. It was still our first..." He looked hurt more than anything, and Jimin didn't know what to do to make him feel better. His method of comfort was always through touch. "I know we're never going to be anything more than friends but..." He swallowed. "I really felt something when we kissed. And I think you felt something too. It just sucks that you don't even remember it now."
"What if we kiss again now?"
"What?"
"Don't interpret it as anything more, just... If we kiss now, I'll be able to remember it, yes? And maybe it could help you get all your feelings out, and it'll be like a reset... Or something..." Jimin didn't even really know what he was saying at this point. He'd already kissed a guy. Why not kiss another, right? No big deal. Not. A big. Deal.
"You don't have to if you don't want to Jimin."
"I enjoyed it yesterday, right? Maybe I'll enjoy it again."
"Okay." Jimin looked at Hoseok's lips but didn't make a move, nerves getting more and more evident in his eyes. "We don't have to if you don't want to, Jimin." Hoseok whispered.
"No, I... I want to." He sighed. "I want to." Hoseok nodded and Jimin leant towards him, lips finally connecting to Hoseok's. He'd be lying if he said he wasn't enjoying it. Hoseok's hands slid onto Jimin's lower back, extremely gentle and soft against Jimin's skin, a small shudder coming from Jimin as a response. His lips parted for a second and Hoseok thought he wanted to stop and pulled away his hands quickly. Jimin stared at Hoseok for a second, before grabbing his hands and placing them firmly back onto his body. Jimin leant in again, kissing the boy a lot harsher than before, body moving against Hoseok's, grinding down on him ever so slightly. Hoseok's hands moved to Jimin's hips, guiding him to move even more against him, pressing down in just the right spot to get Hoseok heated.
Small whines filled the air as Hoseok bit and pulled against Jimin's lip, hands moving further down to Jimin's torso. Tracing light patterns against his skin, making Jimin squirm in pleasure and desperation. Kissing down to his neck and making another mark to match the first, a moan escaping the younger's lips. Hoseok stopped at the sound, his voice like music to his ears. He breathed heavily against Jimin's neck before pulling away and looking him in the eyes.
"Jimin... We can't do this."
"W-Why not? Did I... Do something... Wrong?" His voice sounded small and insecure.
"You're not doing anything wrong. If anything, you're doing everything right, but... You literally just got mad at me because you're specifically not gay... Yet now we're... Here." Jimin sat up, pulling his knees up to his chest, wrapping his arms around them, and shrugging in response. "Jimin..." Hoseok sat up and they made eye contact again. "How much further were we going to go? Like... What would you have done if we had sex? It would have been your first time with a guy and... I'll be real when I say that I don't think you're ready..." Jimin stayed curled up against himself, hiding his face behind his knees. "It's good to explore your sexuality. But you shouldn't just... Jump into anything. You know?" Jimin let out a small nod. "Jimin..." He sighed. "I don't want to just be... An experiment, or whatever. I'm actually into you and I don't want you to get my hopes up and one day decide, 'nope, I'm definitely straight, let's never do that again,' because that's going to hurt me." Jimin pulled at his sleeve, looking down before agreeing.
"You're right... Can you stay tonight though? Please..."
"Jimin, I already stayed last night, my Mom's going to start asking questions if I'm not home again." Jimin nodded, picking at his nails, avoiding eye contact. "I think if we spend the night apart, it means we can start fresh tomorrow. New day, new week. I don't want things to be weird between us, alright?" Hoseok continued.
"Okay. I understand."
"Okay..." The two stared at each other in silence. "See you tomorrow then."
"Yeah... See you tomorrow." Jimin's voice was quiet and Hoseok nodded awkwardly before leaving the room. The sound of the front door closing a short while after. Jimin didn't even want to think about what just happened. He didn't want to think about his feelings. And most of all he didn't want to think about Jungkook.
So why was he what immediately came to mind?

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