Russia's POV

I really wish папа was here.

I looked down at the glass shards in shame and fear as мама yelled at me. I didn't mean to break the glass it just slipped out of my hand. I knew I should have been more carful but it just happened.

Папа has been gone for almost a week now and because of this мама hasn't been the nicest person. I mean when has мама ever been nice to me? I just always made him mad.

"I'm sorry мама I will be careful next time." my voice was quiet as I spoke. Though his yelling only got louder. At this point he was just yelling at me not only for the broken glass but for every little thing he could think of.

Why out of all the times I could have made him mad why did it have to be now? Мама has already been mad since папа had left and I just fueled the anger. It's like throwing fuel onto fire.

I felt as tears formed in my eyes as I just stood there looking down at the glass. It's like I could see myself in every single shard of glass. It's safe to say though that I didn't like it much. I didn't like seeing myself like that.

I then felt a hand grabbed the shirt I was wearing and I looked up at мама frightened. "Are you even listening to me?!" I shrunck back a bit when he yelled in my face. I just nodded my head though. "Y-yes I'm listening мама-" I then felt as I was pushed back and landed on the floor.

I was scared, what did I do wrong this time? I don't think I did anything wrong.

"How many times do I have to tell you to stop calling me that?!" I felt as tears slowly started to pour out of my eyes. Мама kept yelling at me as I sat there crying. I swear I didn't mean to make him mad. I really am sorry that I did.

He then grabbed my shirt once again and forced me off the ground. "You little bitch has no manners what so ever. Maybe I should knock some sense into you." Мама's voice was full of anger as he spoke to me.

I couldn't look up at him. My entire being was just full of fear of what he even ment by that. What did he even mean by knock some sense into me? Whatever it was I didn't think it would be good.

Мама then started to drag me somewhere by my shirt. I kicked and tried to loosen his grip on me but there was no use. Мама wasn't going to let go of me.

I then heard a door open and I was thrown again. I rubbed my eyes from the tears that were blocking my vision and looked up at мама. "Now you're going to stay out here until you learn how to behave. Now good night." Мама then started to close the door and I jumped up from my place but before I could stop the door from closing it was closed and locked shut.

Fear was the only thing I felt as I pounded on the door and tried to open it. I didn't want to be out here, I wanted to be in there.

Soon enough my attempts on trying to open the door stopped. I then turned around to face that outside. I stood on the back porch of the house. Snow fell from the sky and covered the ground with white frozen water. It was freezing out here to the point I could see my breath.

It was just dark and cold out here.

I looked at the edge of the forest that was in the backyard. It was always scary being out here alone at night. That forest felt like it went on forever. There was no gate in there or anything to keep wild animals out of the backyard so sometimes wild animals would come into the backyard at night which made everything so much more terrifying.

I looked back at the back door. It was warm inside there and safe. It wasn't scary or cold inside there. I just wanted to go back inside.

I shook a bit as the cold started to get to me. Even more tears started to roll down my face as I stared at the door. When was мама going to come back for me?

I then sat down on one of the couches that were outside. I didn't know what to do at all. I really wanted to go back inside but I didn't know how.

...

Maybe I could go through the front door.

That meant I would have to walk down the steps and close to the forest which didn't seem to nice. I then looked at the back door then at the woods. I did that a few more times before I made up my mind to try the front door.

I slowly got up from my seat on the couch and made my way to the steps of the back porch. I looked at the dark forest again before slowly stepping down the steps one by one before my feet hit the cold snow.

It was darker down here then it was on the porch because there wasn't much light down here. The only light was just the light coming from the windows of the house. I took a deep breath and moved away from the steps and farther into the backyard.

When I was half way to the side of the house I heard a loud snap from the woods which made me stop in my tracks. I stood still as I looked around a bit frightened by what I heard. I know that wasn't me, I didn't step on anything.

I took another deep breath to try and calm myself. When I did I was about to make another move forward before I saw something in the forest. I just stood there staring at it.

Two yellow eyes stared right back at me.

I was completely frozen, no thoughts going through my head at all. I didn't know what that was but I just stared at it and it stared right back at me.

It didn't move though there was just no movement so I thought I was safe. I turned my attention away from those two glowing eyes and started walking again.

Soon enough I felt claws digging into my skin and being pushed onto the grown. I looked up quickly and saw those yellow glowing eyes again but I could see what it was coming from now.

That was in fact a wild wolf.

I then felt its teeth dig into my leg and I let out loud scream of agony. I kicked and tried to move away from the wild animal but it wasn't giving up. I felt scratch after bite as I tried to get it away.

I felt as my clothes started to get warm and wet with my own blood and the snow bellow me. I cried and screamed out for help but no one came.

I then kicked the wolf in the nose and it backed off immediately going into the forest.

I cried and shook as I laid on the ground. My brain couldn't process what had happened. It all happened to fast, way to fast.

I then tried to get up but I collapsed back onto the ground. The snow around me slowly turning into a dark red. Everything hurt, everything was so so cold.

Soon enough I just gave up on moving as I laid there in the freezing snow. My body and my brain hurts. I was thinking of so many things while thinking of nothing all at the same time.

It seemed like I lost track of time because before I knew it the lights from the house faded. Darkness was all that was around me now. Did мама just forget about me?

I felt as cold as the snow that surrounded me but as hot as the blood rushing through my body. I couldn't say it was as hot as the blood rushing out of my body because more then likely the once warm crimson blood was becoming ice crystals like the snow around me.

I shook even more as the cold became like the new warm for me. What did I do wrong in мама's eyes? Was it because I broke that glass? I didn't mean to make мама mad. I promise I didn't mean to.

I felt as cold tears came out of my eyes and dripped onto the snow. I didn't know if it was from the cold or the pain in my body or maybe it was from both.

I just wanted to be inside at least or maybe even in the comfort and warmth of my own bed. I wanna be in my bed just like my siblings are in right now.

I stared out into the forest as my energy drained from me. Soon enough before a new thought could even start my vision darkened into nothingness.

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I have nothing much to say other then I'm proud of myself for finishing this. I've just been going though something that's just been really really sucky for the pass 24 hours to the point I had no motivation to do anything what's so ever. I'm just proud that I have completed this even if it's just a small thing. Also I hope you enjoyed it :).

Anyways I hope that you have a good day/morning/night or whatever time you are reading this.

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