Part 60
I wish this day would be longer then just 24 hours. I'm starting school tomorrow and I really don't want to go. I mean I have a elective I didn't know existed until I saw my schedule and find out from the teacher himself. I don't even know if I would even like it but whatever. Wish me luck ig. Anyways I hope you enjoy chapter 60.
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Soviet's POV
I watched as a few doctors came into the room and brought something inside with them. I could tell that the thing they have brought inside my room is in fact a walker. I mean I already know I'm old but I don't need to be reminded of it though.
I wasn't really excited for this day. I wasn't really excited for any day but this is way worse then any of the others but it will be beneficial for me and my family. Today I will have to try and get Russia off my side and at least give me enough room to do the next thing. I was going to have to move my body which felt like a million pounds so I could stand and/or walk.
I haven't left this bed for the pass 2-3 weeks so I wouldn't be surprised if it would be hard for me to walk. My body also didn't seem like it liked the lack of movement either.
"Alright USSR." I looked over to the doctor that said my name. He had light brown hair and dark brown eye. He also had some glasses that sat on his his nose and when he talked his words were coated in a thick German accent. His name is Dr. Walter and he's been taking care of me the entire time I've been here. It's safe to say he's pretty nice and even Russia kind of gets happy when seeing him.
"So as I've already told you we're going to attempt to get you to stand today and maybe walk. Then we can maybe go on a walk around the hospital, how does that sound?" I didn't really like how that all sounded. I didn't want to get up for more reasons then one but just to be nice I just agreed. "Mhm it does." he gave me a little smile and he looked over at Russia.
"Do you think you have it on your own?" I nodded my head and looked down at the child. "Russia can you let go please?" he just shook his head and hugged me tighter. "Please Russia I need to get up." he then looked up at me. "But папа hasn't gotten up in a long time so why now?" I let out a sigh and rubbed his head. "I know but I need to now and you can stay on the bed until I get back-" then out of nowhere a girl ran into the hospital room.
"I'm sorry hopefully I'm not to late." she placed her hands on her knees while trying to catch her breath. I just looked at her in shock and confusion. "Your not and where is Ivan?" Dr. Walter said to the girl that ran in.
I then felt as Russia quickly sat up in the bed and looked at the girl. "Carmen you're back!" so I'm guessing that this girl is named Carmen. She looked over at Russia and smiled. "Hi Russia it's nice to see you again." she gave him a little wave and Russia did it back.
Then a boy walked into the room and stood next to Carmen. "Hi Russia." he said smiling while also waving at him. "Hi Ivan- oh wait!" Russia quickly looked at me and pointed to the boy named Ivan. "Did you know he's from your country папа?" I shook my head. "Where?" I asked and Russia started to speak. "He's from..... Ummm." he looked over at Ivan. "What is it called agian?" Ivan then laughed a bit. "BSSR." Russia nodded his head and looked back at me. "He's from BSSR." Russia had a big smile on his face when he said that and I also smiled a bit. I really did miss that smile of his.
"Alright Russia come on we have a fun day planned for you." Carmen said and I looked at her in confusion. What was that supposed to even mean? "Like what?" Carmen then looked at Ivan and they both gave each other a few looks before looking at Russia agian. "That's a surprise so come on." she held out her hand and Russia started to move towards her.
I then realized what was finally happening.
I quickly sat up in the bed which didn't feel nice at all. I felt like I just picked up a million pounds and like I'm being pushed down agian by a elephant but I wasn't going to lay back down. My entire torso and back felt so uncomfortable when I sat up and kinda did hurt just a bit.
I grabbed Russia and pulled him back towards me. I wasn't going to allow for some people to take my son. I heard as Russia let out a little yell when I dragged him back but I didn't care. He wasn't going to leave my sight especially if a few strangers were taking him.
Then my eye sight started to turn blurry with a few black spots in my vision. A ringing was heard in my ear and my head started to pound. I held onto Russia tight with both of my arms and closed my eyes tightly. Soon enough the ringing had ended and I opened my eyes agian but this time I could actually see.
I held Russia against my chest in a protective hold and looked at the two people. They both looked very shocked about what had happened. "USSR their not going to do anything to him." I then looked over at Dr. Walter. "And how do you know that? I'm not going to have some strangers take my child." I felt as my body begged for me to just lay down but I didn't. I couldn't lay down right now even if I wanted to.
"But папа they aren't strangers. They're really really nice because they were in the car that was taking me here and they gave me company when I was in my room. They even gave me candy when I was there!" I looked down at Russia and he had a bright smile on his face when he talked about them. "They work with children that have been in accidents like Russia has been in. I called them in so we could do everything that needs to be done today without Russia in the room and on you the entire time."
I looked over at Carmen and Ivan. I wasn't so sure about all of this. What if something happens to Russia when he's with them? I wouldn't be able to do anything to help him, to keep him safe. I can't fail again, I just can't do that. I wouldn't know what to do with myself if I ever did fail at keeping my children safe again.
"I know how you feel." I was then snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Ivan speak. "I have a daughter and she's turning 2 this month. I understand how you feel about all of this especially from what as happened for you both to even end up here. I promise we won't do anything to hurt him." he then put his hand inside his pocket and pulled out a piece of paper and showed it to me.
It was a picture of a woman holding a little baby. "That's my wife and my daughter." I looked at the picture and looked at every detail. The smile that was on the woman's face and how the child's little hand was around her finger. It reminded me of how Reich was like when Russia was first born. When Reich wasn't a country.
I wonder what happened to all of that.
He then put the picture back into his pocket and looked at me. "If I don't want anything to happen to my own daughter then I wouldn't want to do anything to your son, I promise." I then heard Carmen hum in agreement. "Yeah I also won't. Yeah I don't have a child like Ivan but I love children to much to do something to them." I looked between the both of them and eventually down at Russia.
"Please let me go with them папа." he looked at me with pleading eyes and I sighed. "Alright then you can." I then looked at Carmen and Ivan again. "But if something happens to him I won't hesitate to snap your necks." they both nodded and I let go of Russia. "Have fun alright." I looked down at him and he nodded excitedly. "I will папа!" he started to move away and he climbed out of the hospital bed and to Carmen and Ivan. "I will see you later Russia, bye." he smiled and waved to me. "Bye папа!" then soon enough all three of them were out of my sight.
I let out a shaky sigh and looked down at the bed. I really wanted to lay back down now but I've already sat up so what's the point if I'm going to have to do it again. "Well USSR can you move yourself to the edge of the bed and in front of the walker." I looked over at it and slowly started to move my legs. They felt so heavy and I could barley move them but at some point with a lot of struggles I finally got to the edge of the bed with my legs hanging off of it.
"Now I want you to grab the handles and try to stand up. If you can't just tell me and I will have people help you."I nodded my head and grabbed the handles of the walker. I gripped onto the rubber and started to put weight onto my feet. I used my arm and leg strength to push my body up and soon enough I was weakly standing up with the help of the walker.
"You need to put more weight onto your feet you're not doing a workout." I sighed and tried to lessen my grip on the handles and relax my arms. I felt as my legs shook a bit from the added weight but I still kept myself up. "Good, that was faster then I expected it to be." I felt my heart rate increase a lot just from getting myself to stand but I didn't care much.
I just wanted to start walking now.
I lifted one of my feet up and placed it in front of the other. It was a bit sloppy but it got the job done. I then pushed the walker forward and brought my other foot in front of the other. I felt as my legs shook as I lifted one after the other but like I said before I didn't care much.
"What are you doing?" some of the doctors took a step back to get out of my way and I just looked down at my feet to watch what I was doing. I had to be careful with what I was doing. "I'm trying to walk now let's go on that walk you talked about around the hospital." I kept taking those slow and shaky steps and pushing the walker all the way to the door and out of the room.
I then heard as one of the doctors that were inside of the room say something. "I wasn't expecting that." they said. "Yeah but countryhumans are a very fascinating species aren't they." a few seconds after I heard that Dr. Walter came out of the room and right next to me.
I still continued to talk my slow and shaky steps and he walked slowly next to me. The first 15 minutes of our walk we didn't say a single word. It was just me trying to focus on my stepping while Dr. Walter just stayed quiet. I knew that we or well I got a few looks from visitors, patients, and the staff that were here. I mean it wasn't everyday that you would see a countryhuman in the hospital.
Those looks kinda made me a bit embarrassed of myself. A countryhuman was supposed to be strong and mighty but here I was struggling to even walk. Of course I'm the one that somehow gets myself into these types of situations.
Soon enough we made it to the courtyard of the hospital. The courtyard is actually really big and had a water fountain somewhere here. It was a bit cold out since it's the end of October and almost November. I was used to the cold and preferred it over warmer temperatures anyways.
Soon enough I was finally confident in my walking skills to look up from my feet. I looked around the courtyard and it's really beautiful. I just loved nature so of course I would love to see all of this.
Probably around a minute later I started to hear Dr. Walter's voice. "So I wanted to talk to you about your state." I looked over at him but he continued to look forward. "Well the stab wounds are healing up really well along with injurys internal and external. No vital organs were hit during the attack besides the liver but I will get to that in a second." I felt as my eyes widened a bit. How did he seem so calm about telling me that my liver has more then likely been damaged?
"I think you already know that you will have scars on your body but most of them are on your torso and back. The biggest and most noticeable one starts here on your chest." he pointed to the left side of his chest and starts to move to the right diagonally. "Then end here." he then stopped on the right side of his abdomen. "You also do have one on your shoulder." he pointed to his right shoulder a bit close to his neck. "Then it goes down to here." he then dragged his finger down to the end of his shoulder going down a bit.
I look forward and sighed while looking back down at the ground. "And your liver was hit durning the attack and some of it had to be removed. Luckily the liver is a organ that can grow back parts it's missing so everything is alright there." I didn't really know what to think about all of this. How to think about the scars and the reason why I had them.
I wish this was all just some sick nightmare.
I layed down in the hospital room just staring up at the ceiling. I got back from the walk a few hours ago and I was enjoying my silence. Just to be alone for a little while.
The walker that I used sat next to the hospital bed so if I ever needed to get up I could have easy access to it. I'm in fact really proud of myself for walking and getting out of this bed. I really wanted to leave the bed anyways.
I was also happy that I got to see that courtyard. It was really beautiful and I would love to go back to it agian. Maybe the next time I go Russia should come see it with me.
I smiled a bit at the thought of my oldest son. The thought that I could maybe see his bright smile when he's running around the grass or something. That would be a really nice thing to see right about now.
I then heard the hospital door open and I looked over to see Carmen, Ivan, and Russia back from their little hand out. "Папа I'm back!" I tried my best to sit up which worked and I saw as Russia got onto the bed with a big smile on his face. "What did you do today?" I saw as Russia did little bouches on the bed. He usually did that when he was really really happy.
"Oh well today me, Ivan, and Carmen went to go eat ice cream and we also went to the park and played tag. We also went to Ivan's house and I got to try his wife, Anna's, food for lunch. She makes reeeeeeeally good food. It reminds me of when мама made food for me. I even got to meet Ivan's daughter, Charlotte. I really really like Charlotte. I want a baby sister now. Папа can I have a sister!?" a smile came onto my face when I heard Russia talk about his day but when I heard the last thing I became shocked.
"You want a what?" his smile grew even more. "I want a baby sister, please can I have one!" I didn't really know what to think about that. I wanted to say no but I couldn't, he was just to happy. "We will see." Russia then started to hug me. "Okay!" I smiled down at him and looked up at Ivan and Carmen.
"Thank you I really appreciate you making his day." Carmen nodded her head. "Yeah no problem." I then looked back down at Russia. "Say bye to your friends Russia." he then looked over at them and waved. "Bye bye!" they both waved back at him. They then both said their goodbyes and left the room soon after.
I laid back down on the hospital bed and started to play with Russia's hair. My mind started to think about that one question Russia asked me. Hopefully he doesn't say anything around Reich because if he did then I wouldn't know how Reich would even reach to that.
This should just be a little phase right. I mean he did just meet a little girl and now wants a sister so it must be.
Hopefully it goes away soon.
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Yeah so Russia wants a sister now and he better get it. He's just to cute to ever say no to. I love him and I wish I could steal him away and adopt him but Soviet would snap my neck before I could even put a hand on Russia. I just want the small bean so badly now ;-;. Or maybe just a sibling that's nice to me and doesn't insult me everyday. Russia could be my sibling if I can steal him from Soviet.
Anyways I hope you have a good day/morning/night or whatever time you are reading this.
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