I suck at poetry v.v

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Why oh why , do I feel like my heart is breaking?
There's  this stabbing wound in my heart that won't mend .
I weep and  hide behind a smile even tho deep inside  I'm breaking 
I love my child , I love my darling I will fend for them till the end .
I fall in to  a deep sleep , where my dreams are made of things that could have been .
My  hollow eyes  see the darkness of the very thing you said you'd never become .
I'm broken , I'm shattered , I'm alone , in this darkness where my will to live have become nothing but a far away dream .
I scream and shout and cry out to you but my hands can't reach you .
I'm slowly drifting away to a far away land where the light is warming and the skies are blue like your eyes once where before the shadows turned on you too