I thought about just leaving... Like completely forever and never coming back to this website . It seems to me like some people would be better off without me anyways .
And I'm not just saying this to have pity or to have people beg me to stay no that's not what I'm doing : I'm seriously   considering leaving for good .
So don't think that ... I'm literally considering this .
I know I would be hurting some of you and I'm truly sorry .
But I feel like I'm not longer needed / wanted

Things on here have changed and I don't like what's become of this place .

I'm sorry that I couldn't be the Padmè you all wanted me to be

I'm sorry that things with me changed
I'm sorry that I can't be perfect
I'm sorry that I got lied to and hurt to much to the point it changed me
I'm sorry I'm depressed and feel like complete shit sometimes

I'm sorry for everything...

Once again I'm not doing this for attention but I really am considering this as my last option if I have no choice