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𝖒𝖆𝖐𝖔 𝖒𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌: 𝔢𝔵𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔯𝔞𝔳𝔦𝔱
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| 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞 ;
'exspiravit'
| 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 ;
mako mourning
— aliases ;
'ghost,' bc i'm uncreative
— nicknames ;
there's not a whole lot you can get from 'mako,' but like? feel free to come up with nicknames for him.
| 𝐚𝐠𝐞 ;
18 ⸻ birthday ; august 2 ⸻ zodiac ; leo
| 𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 ;
his maternal grandmother was a bliite, but the rest of mako's family are human, giving him a total of 25% bliite dna (more or less), and the rest human. for all intents and purposes, he says he's human. the only traits he's seemed to inherit from his grandmother are curiosity and height.
| 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 ;
if you had to pick a word to describe mako, it'd have to be youthful. mako is someone who lives in the present and finds it difficult to adopt a wider perspective. perhaps it's a product of growing up in a place like kensyu, this mindset of living second by second, or perhaps it's simply mako's natural being. point is, boy is so nearsighted he probably needs glasses. really, he has like. no regard for consequences. he's an 'act first, ask questions later' kind of guy, though he does try his best to be better about that and try to think things through a little bit before he acts. but it's very difficult to push away his impulsivity. sometimes it isn't such a bad thing, like when his impulsivity tells him to hug somebody or something equally endearing, but it could just as easily lead him into trouble if he isn't careful.
his inability for self-discipline definitely manifests in other ways than acting on the first idea that comes to mind; mako's sort of a flighty person and it's difficult for him to make up his mind on things. it also appears in his control over his strange abilities- or rather, lack of control, considering that his intangibility comes and goes without much regard for convenience or mako's own wishes. mako also comes nicely packaged with insecurities and imagined inferiorities (or are they imagined?)! hurray! he's used to being surrounded by people who are well-trained in what they do, people who seem so experienced in life, where he's just a pale shadow in comparison- fitting, for a ghost boy. he can't help but be a little frustrated with himself for not being up to scratch, himself.
with such feelings, it would be all too easy to allow bitterness directed at others to fester. but mako has enough self-control to keep that from happening, apparently; despite his numerous frustrations, he takes it as a challenge more than anything. mako makes it a priority to do his best and show the world that he can be more than it's given him. sometimes this leads to him taking things almost too personally, but usually it makes for a nice motivator when he can't scrounge any on his own. he's actually a very gentle boy, and prefers to choose being sweet over bitter. but even though he's got that going for him, even though he's gentle by nature, mako could be called a wee bit unstable; he didn't exactly have the best time growing up, and had no role models, no one he could look to for directions. as a result, he doesn't have core values instilled into him like most other people would've had in childhood. now that he's older and a little more self-aware, he's trying to figure that out, trying to figure out who he is and who he wants to be, but it's tough, you know?
in summary, he's young and dumb and still trying to work things out for himself. mako falls short when it comes to thinking things through thoroughly, true, but he's a sunny boy who chooses to smile in favour of being salty over what he doesn't have or what others have.
| 𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 ;
fc: felix lee
his features are as gentle as his personality, for the most part. mako might be part bliite, but it doesn't show in his appearance apart from his above-average height of 5'10" (though that isn't giant by human standards, so perhaps not?). yknow i'm kinda bullcrapping this part but. yeah. mako would like to colour his hair but it's naturally blond and so far it's stuck that way regardless of what any reference images i might put. uh that's it that's all i have to say.
| 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 ;
lycoris' district of kensyu isn't a kind place to grow up. luckily, mako was - is - a kind person, and that seemed to make up for it, to a degree. his parents split up right after he was born; he only met his mother once after that, and was raised by his father, instead. which was alright; it was difficult, but the pair scraped by fine enough. for mako, it was a blurred childhood. he remembers watching crime happen in the streets outside the little flat he and his father called home. he remembers sounds of violence and nobody trying to stop it. he remembers fear, and he remembers his father telling him to shrug it off and move on- "this is the world we live in, son," he used to say. mako's later childhood that grew into teenagehood was much more memorable. he had a few friends, though survival partners might've been a more apt term. mako lived in difficult conditions, but thanks to his friends, he had some kind of protection from the world. some people wanted to preserve a sweetness like mako's. in return, he did their best to make them happy. a people pleaser isn't something mako is or ever has been, necessarily, but he enjoys the doting he received and did his best to reciprocate. but all things must come to an end, unfortunately; this is the nature of life, cruel as it is. mako fell ill, not unlike many others in kensyu. he was lucky enough to receive an offer from upper-class medics; apparently they were conducting some kind of research. desperate to save his son's life from disease, mako's father offered his son to the medics. so he went. it was a bit of a blur, but mako became part of something called the orion project (he was just as confused by it as you might expect), and idk i guess he's kinda vibing now or smth but yeah.
| 𝐨𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ;
he's still in the project, unless i'm a fool and don't understand aidyn's information, which isn't too far-fetched of me to do.
| 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ;
orion project / kreilan industries [ though he doesn't necessarily feel an obligation toward it ]
| 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ;
— aesthetic ;
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