PRIVATE CHAT

wifey🥰

wifey🥰
so
how did the dinner go

tessa
im in love

wifey🥰
i thought we knew that already

tessa
we did but im more in love

wifey🥰
how come

tessa
he was just so sweet

wifey🥰
what happened tho

tessa
he just 
ugh
i love him

wifey🥰
tessa oh my god

wifey🥰 IS CALLING....

hello? 

wifey🥰: What happened

You know usually you answer a call with, hi Tessa how are you? 

wifey🥰: You are refusing to tell me what happened so I was forced to call you

I'm not refusing, I just- ugh oh my god i'm literally in love with him

wifey🥰: Tessa I swear to god!

Okay okay. Hang on let me add Olivia and Conan because I don't want to say this twice

wifey🥰: okay

TESSA ADDED livy💜 AND conman😎 TO THE CALL

Okay, there we are. Olivia, Conan, meet Jenna. Jenna, meet Conan and Olivia

wifey🥰: Hey guys

livy💜: Hello!

conman😎: Oh my god. Um, hey. You know Tessa when I asked you to introduce me to Jenna I meant with warning

Sorry. I just figured it would be easier to explain the dinner tonight on the phone over text and I didn't want to have to do it twice

conman😎: Apology accepted only if you tell us what happened immediately. Like right now.

Okay, so I arrive at dinner and

livy💜: Wait wait, tell us what happened with Hannah too

wifey🥰: You met up with Hannah? Isn't that your ex? the one you wrote ur first album just lovers about?

Okay, um, yes she is my ex. We met up for lunch today because she lives in Miami and we hadn't seen each other in a while.

conman😎: How did it go?

For the most part pretty good. It was actually really nice getting to see her again. We talked about... everything, really, and she was really sweet. The problem came when the conversation moved to Formula One. She was curious to how I met the guys since she knew of my obsession and so I explained the story, yada yada, and then she asked me about Charles 

livy💜: Shit

Yeah.... 

conman😎: What happened?

I mean it wasn't that bad she just kind of.... shut me out when I explained? Like I told her I liked him and that I was seeing him tonight and she was very.... bored about it. I don't know how else to describe it. Like she asked me about him and then when I answered she was suddenly uninterested 

livy💜: thats kind of weird

I know. I don't think she was happy that I liked Charles

livy💜: I think she was just a bit nervous

What do you mean?

conman😎: I think she means because Charles reminds her of Cameron 

What?! Why would she think that? Charles is nothing like Cameron

wifey🥰: Who's Cameron?

My ex boyfriend...

wifey🥰: Oh.... The one you wrote Choices about?

That's the one. Unfortunately. 

wifey🥰: So why would Charles remind her of that piece of shit? And why would she even know who he is?

livy💜: They were still friends when Cameron was in the picture

conman😎: And Charles reminds her of Cameron because he's a guy I guess. She doesn't know him, he's a male, and you're into him. Hannah's just worried I think. Not that acting like that was okay of course.

Yeah... anyway the lunch ended pretty quickly after that. But she texted me later apologizing and we've moved past it. The dinner tonight really lifted my mood though.

wifey🥰: Yes, what happened at the dinner? You made it sound like it was good

It really was. 

livy💜: Tell us!

Okay, so I get there and I'm all dressed up and I see some of the guys waiting outside the restaurant, Charles included, and I go over there and Charles's mouth just drops. Literally, his eyes were wide and he checked me out for a solid 30 seconds before I had to snap him out of it

livy💜: Oh my god!

conman😎: Yes! Finally!

I know! I was literally freaking out the whole time. The other guys also sort of checked me out too though so I'm not sure if Charles's reaction was any different, but I'd like to think it was

wifey🥰: It totally was. Continue

So we go inside and Charles sits next to me and I don't know if it was intentional or not but I was very happy about it. Also the table was like a big circle the nine of us sat at. Anyway, the whole night Charles is talking to me and getting my attention and even though everyone else was there it was almost like we were alone. Like Charles barely talked to anyone else except me

livy💜: Omg I'm literally dying.

I know I know!! And that's not even the best bit

conman😎: What's the best bit?!

So we finished the meal and paid for it and we're all starting to leave and Charles grabs my hand and asks 'do you want to go on a walk and get some ice-cream?' and I ask 'oh sure, who else is coming' and he. says. 'could it be just us?' like what the fuck omg I genuinely thought I was going to have a heart attack in that moment.

wifey🥰: OH. MY. GOD.

livy💜: THAT IS SO A DATE

conman😎: AGGHHHHHH

Okay Conan please stop screaming into the speaker you're making me deaf

conman😎: Sorry. Continue

So we walked around for a bit, because Charles said there was an ice-cream shop open late just down the road, and as we walked we talked. And honestly it was so nice. We were talking for the first time in person after so long, and he couldn't keep his hands off me. He kept putting his hand on my lower back as we walked or linking our arms or holding my hand and it gave major date vibes.

wifey🥰: I'm sorry but that is literally a date

livy💜: Yes he totally took you on a date

Right? Like he was so iffy with the dinner seeming like one and then he takes me on this romantic night walk to get ice-cream? Anyway, we get there and we get our ice-cream and we sit down on a park bench outside AND HE PUTS HIS HAND ON MY THIGH

conman😎: OH MY GOD?

livy💜: OH MY GOD!

wifey🥰: OH MY GOD?!

I KNOW! And it's just resting there but I'm freaking out and we talk and he keeps leaning in closer to talk to me and our faces are like inches a part.

livy💜: and then?!

AND THEN HIS PHONE RINGS

conman😎: NOOO

wifey🥰: WHAT THE FUCK

livy💜: ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!

I wish I was. His stupid fucking phone rings and he pulls back and then it sort of gets awkward and he quickly answers it, ends the call and we just stare at each other awkwardly

wifey🥰: Whyyy

So we end the night there saying it's late and he waits for me as I call a cab and its not too awkward anymore but not easy like it was before. The car arrives and I'm about to go in when he asks, 'wait, Tessa, do you reckon we could hang out on Monday after the race? Just me and you'  and like he didn't specify it was a date but I'm still super fucking excited

livy💜: This is amazing

conman😎: It's totally a date

Maybe. If he doesn't specify it's a date by the end of it I'm gonna ask him out

wifey🥰: Seriously?!

Yes. I'm sick of this not knowing and mixed signals shit

conman😎: Slay Tessa

livy💜: So proud of you girl

Thank you. I'll keep you updated, but right now I need to go to bed. It has been a long day

wifey🥰: Fair enough. Text us tomorrow okay?

Definitely. Goodnight guys

livy💜: Night

conman😎: Goodnight 

wifey🥰: Night night

CALL ENDED