The Force Awakens

Its been a couple of days since I was with Poe. I tried to communicate with him, but its like Kylo Ren is reading my mind. I stayed in the room for days, it sucks. I was playing with a ball, throwing at the wall, repeatedly.

"Will you stop that? I will shoot you." Said the stormtrooper that was guarding my room. I stopped. Me being me, i thought i should have some fun. "Thank you." I threw the ball at the wall again. I heard the weapon, I raised my hand and froze him.

"Seriously? Now, what would Kylo Ren say if he saw his prisoner dead?" He didn't say anything. I released him. He stood back where he was in the first place. I sat on the bed, looking at the trooper. A great idea came to mind. "You will find my lightsaber, bring it me and then let me go."

"Bring the lightsaber and let you go." He walks away.

"Stupid stormtroopers." I laughed to myself. I waited a couple of minutes, he returned with my saber. Oh im so sorry that i let them take you away. I walked out of the room, looking both ways so Kylo Ren wont see me. I quickly sped walk through the hallways. I was near the TIE fighters, home sweet home. I quickly ran out but someone grabbed my arm. I looked back, and well, it was Kylo Ren. I was dead. He dragged me to the room and slammed the door.

"Stupid girl!" He releases me, i turned to him.

"Me stupid!? Let me tell you something Kylo Ren, you're the stupid one! You let a stormtrooper, a stormtrooper out of all people, babysit me!"

"I will kill you!" He screamed.

"No you wont." I told him. He stood up straight.

"What makes you think I wont?"

"You would've done it by now." He sighs. "Let me go!" I yelled at him.

"You are not going anywhere!" He pointed a finger at me.

"Point at me again, you'll have nine fingers left." I Just explode. "I rather die then stay here with you!"

"Be my guest!" Things were getting heated. "You are so difficult Hera!"

"Then let me go!" I took a moment, I never said my name to him. He raised his arm up as if he was going to choke me. I stood there, with no fear.

"Not scared?" I walked up to him. Close.

"Im not scared of a child who hides under a mask." I growled. Then i felt this thing, the way feeling i had years ago. Force. He took off his helmet, Kylo Ren, tall, skinny, black curly hair. I took a step back, a tear fell down my face. It cant be.

"Scared now?" I stood there, shocked.

"Ben?" I whispered. I shook my head. It cant be. I turned around. The force, the feeling. I should've known. The day he saw me at Jakku, he knew it was me. I didnt know if i should kiss him or hit him.

"Its Kylo Ren. Bens dead." He told me.

"I was looking for you all over the galaxy. I only stopped because i thought you were gone." I cried to him. "Our force keep me believing you were alive."

"You broke that force when you left." I closed my eyes.

"I didnt think it through. I wanted to go back, i just didnt know if you wanted me back. But I still love you. I was dumb, i thought it was for the best." I stood there, thinking. "Those voices, they made you go to the dark side. Snoke?"

"Its in my nature. Like my grandfather." I shook my head.

"You can change that. Youre not your grandfather. You're Ben Solo."

"Im Kylo Ren, Ben Solo died." He puts on his helmet and walked out. I stood there, what had gone wrong. That wasn't my Ben, the one i love.

Next Day

I couldnt sleep all night. Just the thought of Ben as Kylo, i thought it was a dream, but it wasn't. I laid down on the bed, too much space. I turned to my side, imagining why he turned. There was knock on the door and the doors slides open.

"Get dressed, we are going to watch something important." Ben threw the dress on the bed. I got out of bed and stared at it.

"What if I dont want to?"

"You have to. You have no choice." I looked at the dress. The black, silver dress. I looked at it with disgust. "What now?"

"I dont do dresses. I rather wear this." I pointed at my clothes that I was wearing. Ben angrily sighed. "If you find something than a dress, ill highly join you." He grabs the dress and heads out. 10 minutes later he came with a black long sleeve and black pants. "Was that so hard?"

"Youre so difficult."

"I know." I grabbed the clothes and headed to the bathroom. I changed into them. I put on the jacket Poe gave me as a gift for my birthday. I walked out of the bathroom. "What?" I said as Ben looked at me.

"Follow me." We walked out of the room and we entered the control room. "Now we wait and watch."

"Wait for what?" I saw a blast of fire light, like an atomic bomb, blasts from miles away from us, into the sky. They were heading to planets The Republic Capital System being lit, then powerfully hit by the vast fire-blast which were obliterated. I saw the scene. I felt like i was hit. I took a step back.

"This happens when-"

"When what?" I cried. "You're a monster! How could you!" I hit his chest. "You just killed billions of people!" He didnt seem to care. I shook my head. "Who are you?" I walked away from him. I ran straight to the room. I cried. I need to get of here before anymore deaths happen. I spent the whole day in the room, looking for a way out.

"Liked the show?" Said the red hair man. I slowly stood up. "I quite liked it myself."

"You demanded the blast?"

"Yes ma'am." I clenched my jaw. I quickly raised my arm and started to choke him with the force. He was turning red. I let him go, meaning tossing him across the room. He started to cough.

"I will come for your head when I get out of here. It'll be the last thing ill do." He held his throat and ran out. Ben comes in a few minutes after, he takes off his mask.

"We found a girl who saw the map to Skywalker. You're lovely BB-8 just loves to trust everyone."

"What girl?" I was confused. BB-8 had to trust her. The danger she must be in. "Youll let her go."

"I dont think I will."

"What do you want then? If you have the girl, then let me go! I have nothing for you." I yelled at him.

"I can keep you here as long as I want to." I slapped him across the face. He was stunned.

"I want to see you try." We stood there, close.

"I'll show you the dark side."

"What is this? Revenge?" He didnt say anything. He just kept looking at me. "You didnt feel same way, that hurt me so bad. I also left not because of you, because what was the point of me being a jedi? I had no place there. Flying is in my blood. But some part of me, wanted to stay, no matter what you did, I wanted stay because of you."

"But you still left."

"That wasnt you that day, was it?" I whispered. "Ben-"

"Kylo Ren." I licked my lip. There was no emotion from him at all, just a blank stare.

"Im sorry." He puts on his helmet and left. I rubbed my eyes, trying not to cry. I cant stay here. I have to save that girl and we can get out of here.