{The B Came Back}
[Theory of a Deadman]

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....Ugh....

...So much pain...

....Why does it hurt so bad?...

Fluttering my eyes open wide. I was in a bed... A blanket placed on top of me, and my head resting on a comfortable pillow.

I had realized that I was in a completely different attire. I was in PJ pants and a big white T-shirt....that's when it dawned on me that I wasn't in my own room. I was in someone else's. The smell of coke filled my nose which automatically made me know who this room belonged too.

Wincing in pain. I looked down at my finger..or at least half of it....it was all wrapped up in a thick gaze. Some blood can be shown staining through it. I noticed it was shorter than usual making me think that it was taking all the way off....it made my stomach turn.

"... uhhh... Fuck....it hurts...a...lot..."

"Wait a minute...who changed me?"

Feeling embarrassed at the fact either Edd or Tord changed me. I get out of the bed and tried to leave out the room. But the door opens before I even got the chance....

Edd towers down over me. The hallway was dark making the only thing really visible was his eyes but I recognized his eye color. He was the only one in the house with brown eyes. I take a step back. Holding my finger behind my back getting PTSD from what he did.

"...y..../....n...."

His voice croaks out. It sounds like he was crying. He began to fall frontwards making me get out his way. He fell to his knees and wrapped his big arms around my waist. I could feel him sob into my shirt. Digging his nails into my back.

"...p...l..e...a...s...e...."

".....p...l..e..a...s...e....d...o..n..t....h...a...t...e....m...e...."

I leaned over the best I could to turn on the light. Looking down at Edd seeing his eyes all red and puffy. His lip quivering and his cheeks stained with tears. What stuck out to me the most was his hands...I saw something red come down on them...and staining the sleeves on his hoodie.

Oh...God... he didn't....?

I don't even need to see what's underneath his sleeves to know what exactly he did. I was stuck. What the fuck do I do? He fuckin ripped off my finger for fuckin damn sake!? Where's Tom... Where the fuck is Tord!?

".... it's...fine....I..m...n...o..t...m..a..d. I...I'm in a lot of pain right now. I promise I'm not mad.."

That wasn't fully a lie. I was more of scared of him than mad. I was in to much pain to really care. I felt tired and dizzy... not to mention sick. I lost a shit ton of blood. I was also really thirsty and hungry...

"... you're not?...that's good...I'm glad...thank you. I'm sorry again, I had to...take the rest of your finger off. It could have gotten infected and I didn't want you to get sick! You lost a lot of blood and...a...n..d-" He began to choke on his tears.

"Edd get up ...I'm fine...I just fell dizzy...that's it."

That was a lie. I was in so much pain. My head felt lightheaded. I could literally hear my heartbeat ringing in my ears. My stomach was all twisted and turned. Not to mention the throbbing pain coming from my nose missing finger. Hell, just standing up was hard enough....

....not to mention...I'm out of pills....

Edds face seemed so twisted and turned. Like a demonic twisted demon laughing and taunting me. It kept shifting from that to normal Edd. I had to keep it together. I can't lose my mind... not during the apocalypse. Not when I worked this long to be normal and get out of that hell of a house.

"...Y/N."

"Y/N~"

"...Let's go downstairs, okay?.."

"... Don't you trust me, Y/N...~ H e h e h e h e..."

My head hurts a lot. I had to always remind myself that it was all in my head. It wasn't real. It's all fake...

N o t h i n g i s r e a l.

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{No One's POV}

"Hold still! I-Im not fuckin licensed in the medical field so- ack! Shit!" Tord was re-wrapping up Y/N's bandage finger... well what was left that is. He had taken off the old gaze. It was all dark and purple looking...and kinda black!? It 100% looked infected. Blood was still dripping down but there was dead flesh sticking out giving it a unappealing look. Tord was going to be sick.

{⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️}

"Fuck...give me the gaze ...I'll wrap it myself...." Y/N takes the bandage out of his hands and tries to wrap it back up. She could feel his gray eyes stare onto her hand. She could sense that he wanted to say something.

"....what is it, Tord..."

"I don't want you to think I'm trying to make your pain any worse... Because I'm totally not! But... I'm no doctor or nurse... But that wound looks really infected. Edd wouldn't listen to me when I tried to help you but he wanted to do it instead. Not to mention, you lost a lot of blood so I don't know how well-"

"Don't...shhh...I don't really wanna hear." The young woman really didn't want to hear any more bad news. She was more focused on not trying to make eye contact with him. All her vision could see was a disfigured character. Everything in that room looked so different than it did before. She was aware it was her mind playing tricks on her. Without her pills all she saw was literal hell.

"...But it's really bad! Like... We need a doctor type bad!.."

"...Meaning you could die painfully and slowly because of it...you should just put yourself out of your misery..."

She bites her tongue. Trying to ignore the voices. She looks over at Edd who was staring out the window. She wondered if Edd told Tord what happened to her? Did he actually told the truth or did he lie? She would ask but right now she wanted to remain silent.

Y/N's hallucinations only got worser and worser as much as the pain increased. Different from the boys' perspective. Hers was a lot more hell like. Every corner was an endless pitch black hallway. All of her friends look like dysphoriented entities that was made of nightmares. It was just hard for her to hold a conversation... Without feeling like she was going to get her head ripped off by one of them.

...She never knew someone could be so scared of death but yet wishes it upon themselves all the time...

...yet, there was still a lot she didn't know about herself...

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