~3rd Person POV ~

Taehyung heard the sound of his alarm ringing out loud, making him slowly open his eyes. It was currently 8:30 in the morning on a fresh and early Monday. Meaning that Taehyung had to go to the studio with the rest of the cheerleaders and practice

He didn't feel like getting up out of bed, their heated argument that left him in pure tears was all that he could think about. It was something that he couldn't think about. It was hurtful enough

Taehyung was the captain so he couldn't just not show up to practice. He reached behind him to feel the cold and empty spot behind home. Coming to the realization that he didn't have Jungkook in the bed with him, he woke up alone...for the first time in literal months. Jungkook would never leave him

Especially in the bed alone, it was like forbidden, playful that the married couple had

Taehyung looked away, blinking rapidly to avoid breaking down into tears like he did all last night. He sighed and headed towards the bathroom while catching a glimpse of himself in the mirror

The man's face appeared pale and drained, likely from crying profusely. His hair was messy, and his eyes were puffy, with dried tears staining his cheeks. Whenever he argued with Jungkook, the pink and silver haired male became an emotional mess, breaking down completely

He never liked it when he looked like this. He never liked it when his husband caused him pain

Before starting his daily morning routine, he took one last sniff. During his routine, which included brushing his teeth, washing his face, and taking a shower, he would normally have Jungkook by his side. The two of them would crack silly jokes while brushing their teeth, with toothpaste foaming from their mouths

" I love you so much...why can't you just trust me " Taehyung mumbled, looking at the picture of the both of them that was hanging on the wall

Letting out a sigh, he exited the bathroom and collected the items he usually took with him - his phone, charger, and gym bag. Compared to its usual state filled with the laughter of either Jungkook or Taehyung, the house was unusually quiet today.

He entered the living room and proceeded to the kitchen to grab his regular morning coffee, which was usually made by Jungkook, as well as his water bottles. He couldn't shake the feeling of things being off without Jungkook

After a heated argument with his husband, he went to bed and slammed the door shut. He wasn't sure where his husband had gone, and hoped he was still in the apartment rather than having run off

Taehyung sighed and walked back upstairs, hoping and praying that Jungkook was just sleeping in one of the guest room. As he walked into each guest bedroom of their apartment, Taehyung finally frowning a little, seeing Jungkook sleeping on the bed

He wanted to go towards him and hug and kiss him. Just be near him and touch him like he always did. He just wanted to touch his husband, his lover, the man that he vowed to spend his entire life with him

" I love you " Taehyung whisper, taking one last look at his husband before closing the door and walking out of their apartment. The terrible feeling being drained, the tiredness. The silver head male didn't like feeling that way. He hated it

He came to Paris to start a new beginning, not to have constant arguments with his lover

Taehyung got into his car, bragging out a long sigh before he knew that he had to go to practice. He couldn't just start slipping up at practice

He was the head of the team, the team captain and almost the face of the cheer team

" try your best for the team Tae...you're going to go to the championship...this is your dream and you can't fuck up. No fucking up" Taehyung mumbled to himself. Knowing that he couldn't screw up

" Get yourself together Taehyung, " Taehyung sighed, starting up his car to drive to the studio. Slowly but surely making his way to the studio where the rest of the team was watching him

" Come on Tae...get it together " He sighed, covering his faces rubbing it vigorously. Knowing that he can't let the argument with his husband mess him up

It was just hard to think

Taehyung slowly made his way to the studio, loosely carrying his bag and drinks. A burst of loud chatter was heard when Taehyung opened the door to the studio. He tiredly looked to see all of the cheerleaders stretching on the floor and walls

" Morning Tae " Maria said with a big smile, a smile always being on her face when she arrived at the studio. She was a burst of energy

" everything okay?" Maria said, taking a look at their captain to see him tired and puffy eyes

" Yeah, I'm good. I just had a really tough sleep last night...let's just get started so that we can leave as soon as possible " Taehyung mumbled, trying not to show any signs of weakness

Maria nodded and everyone gathered around, getting into position and Taehyung turned on. Things were going pretty good like they was supposed to, Taehyung was collecting and showing the rest of the cheer team the new moves

Why doesn't he trust me?

Am I a bad husband

Am I giving men the wrong signal?

What is it that I'm doing wrong?

Why can't I do anything right

" Taehyung! Why aren't you moving?" This was not meant as an accusation or a personal attack, but rather as a genuine question about why Taehyung seemed to be lost in thought and not participating in the cheer routine

The male snapped out of it and immediately apologized for no moving. He shook his body and continued to practice and teach the new moves but he was tuff. All he could think about was Jungkook

Why Jungkook doesn't trust him

Why can Jungkook trust him

Did they get married too early

Did they get married too early not knowing all about Jungkook?

Was all this a mistake

Taehyung was so absorbed in his own thoughts and concentrating on Jungkook that he lost track of his dance steps. The entire team was watching him when they noticed he kept stopping while performing

" Tae" Maria called out, making Taehyung pause and looked at her through the mirror

" I'm sorry you guys um..." Taehyung trailed off, letting out a hard sigh and he closed his eyes. Not wanting to let the team down but he truly couldn't even think, all that was in his mind was his husband. Waking up alone in his bed...it hurt so badly

" Take five " Taehyung sighed as everyone obeyed his rule and took five. He couldn't think, he couldn't cheer and he couldn't focus

Taehyung and Jungkook had been together for months, and they were one of the happiest couples anyone knew. But now, things had been a bit rough between them. They would argue over small things, and sometimes, their fights would escalate to something bigger. It was so much

" Tae...you're not yourself, what's wrong?" Bàllaria questioned, seeing their caption wasn't himself

" I don't know...I-I can't focus...I can't do anything" Taehyung breathed out, his kind of losing his mind

Taehyung's face fell as he remembered the argument he had with his husband. He had accused Taehyung of cheating on him and it had been a huge blow to Taehyung's confidence.

"Yeah, I just can't stop thinking about it," Taehyung admitted, feeling ashamed. " He keeps accusing me of cheating and it's truly pissing me off " Taehyung groaned, sliding down the wall

Bàllaria raised an eyebrow. "Have you been cheating on him?"

Taehyung shook his head vehemently. "What? No, I would never. I don't even know where this is coming from. Kim Taehyung is not cheater! I work my ass off to get him while in college, I wouldn't just throw it away...I love him so much even thought he is acting like a total idiot " Taehyung grumbled angrily

Maria placed a comforting hand on his shoulder. "Then you need to talk to Jungkook and figure out what's really going on. Either way, you can't let this situation affect your performance as our captain."

Bàllaria nodded in agreement. "If it's not something that can be resolved, maybe you need to start considering a divorce. Your mental state is important, and you can't keep putting yourself through this kind of pain." She softly said

Taehyung knew they were right, but the idea of leaving his husband was almost unbearable. He loved Jungkook more than anything, and the thought of losing him broke his heart

" I don't think a divorce will be necessary, I think you both should just have a heart to heart talk and then maybe you guys can fix. Unlike this dumbass who is suggesting divorces!" Maria harshly snapped at Bàllaria who rolled her eyes

" If you guys don't mind, thank you keep things in check while I go and talk to Jungkook?"

Of course, we will! Don't worry Taehyung. You know we have your back," Maria said as she cheerfully ruffled Taehyung's hair

" Alright...thanks you guys, I owe you one " Taehyung mumbled sadly but happy that his friends were willingly to keep everything in place while he goes and talks to his husband. He very needed talk