Idk what the title is. It's there. Happy Birthday

This is gonna be two separate tags cus that's just how it be *shrugs*

1) It's der ^

2) 👍

    a. I joined Wattpad to read the book Dark. It's a Harry Styles fan fiction that was very popular that I was reading on onedirectionfanfiction.com. It disappeared so I was trying to find it and found it here. After that, I fell in love with the platform and started out reading PLL, TVD, HP, and 1D fanfics. I soon fell in love with the people too. This app and the friends I've made make up my safe space and have gotten me through the worst times in my life. 

    b. My first book on Wattpad was a TVD fanfic. It was many many years ago so I don't remember a lot about my motivations and such. I loved the show so that was a reason. I do know that it somehow transformed into a Jeremy fic. And like...very quickly. I read over it when I cleaned up my profile and it is just so bad and cringy and unedited and the plotline is weird and the ship sailed like immediately. It's just...it's bad. 

    c. Oh, my writing has changed a lot. For starters, I now heavily edit my works whereas I didn't use to edit at all. I've also matured a lot as a person and as a writer. I pay more attention to plots and I know more about...well everything. I care more about my writing now. I've always loved writing and have done it since I was a kid, but it's more carefree when you're younger. As I grew, I become more passionate and focused more on fine detailing and honoring my characters. 

        I still write fanfiction. I still write complex, original characters. I still prefer the strange and supernatural. Not much has changed about what I write, simply the way in which I write it. 

My backup account which has all the books I spring cleaned is Jan_4_1978 if anyone wants to see how bad the old stuff is lmao

3) I mean...I'll try but I don't know about that. 

4) I'll do tagging later

1) ^^

2) Well damn. I really feel like only doing 14 to smite the demanding tag, but we'll see.

3) Again...rude

4) Why are you so demanding Mr. Tagman

5) Oh, really? Do I? 

6) Bitch don' tell me what to do. I do what I want. #FreeWilly

a. I'm like really sad rn. My dad sent me a video of people destroying and burning things down in my hometown; San Diego. It's the place I've spent the most of my life. The shopping center they were attacking is where my dad, his ex-wife, and his ex-girlfriend used to work. I used to go there constantly as a kid. I hold many fond memories there like helping my dad pass out deli samples on Halloween dressed as Cleopatra. I cried a lot watching it and I am just..really sad right now. Very disappointed in people. Those of you that read my announcements know how I feel about all of this.

b. My closest girl friend irl is dating my ex-boyfriend. But wait...there's more. So, actually, they dated first. They were together for two years and she moved to WA with him from Wyoming. They had their issues and he grew feelings for me and they broke up and Shane and I got together. Fast forward some months and I've moved in with his mother because she needs an in home caretaker. The very first week, Isabel got in a quading accident so I was helping both of them. A little while later she moved in with us too and we shared a room. We got very close and when Shane and I broke up, she helped me through it despite the feelings she still had for him. They started fooling around and after a very long time got back together and are doing well. She once told me she tried to hate me and I wouldn't let her. She also told me that if I hadn't come along when I did, she doesn't think that they would've fixed their problems and stayed together. I'm very happy for them and no I was never mad at either of them for getting back together after we broke up. She's my best friend and I knew they still loved each other.

c. I am scared of heights. Specifically, things that can break. I'm also mildly claustrophobic so elevators are lots of fun. Glass ones are dope but utterly terrify me.

d. My dad made me a case of burned DVDs when I was a kid and despite all the things we've lost over the years, I still have that case of movies. It's mainly kids movies; Mulan, Over the Hedge, 101 Dalmations, etc but it means a lot to me. Plus, I still love those movies, I just don't watch them often.

e. Staying on the above train of thought, my dad used to have this big shot glass collection. I loved it, there were so many cool ones from all over. He collected them for years. It was one of the things we lost the second(?) time we lost most of our belongings. I stole one of those shot glasses from him before we lost them. I still have it and it means a lot to me because it's the only one left. My dad collected them my entire life. It's a San Fransisco shot glass and my dad knows I have it.

f. When I was in elementary school, my best friend Alyssa and I sent love letters to our crushes. They both ended up finding out who sent them. I can't remember all the details of what happened, but my crush, Ian, liked me back and I was being a chicken and then we had this kind of relationship and then he moved and then I moved and...yeah. He found me on fb like two years ago and when I went to California I got to see him and it was really nice. He's the one that bought me my light staff.

g. My birthday is in a month and I'm not really ready to be twenty yet. I was looking forward to it like 'oh, when I turn twenty things will get better and I can push myself into hyperdrive with the adulting thing and it'll be okay' or whatever and now the world has gone to shit and I'm honestly really stressing about starting school. I just realized it's June and I haven't applied and like how does that even work right now and just- yeah, I'm fine.

h. I hate folding laundry. This has been a PSA of a tired bitch that's been folding laundry for like three days.

i. I think I hear people yelling down the street and I could've sworn we heard glass breaking earlier and I'm honestly kind of scared even though we're twenty minutes from Portland.

j. There's way too many dishes in my room

k. That is definitely yelling and I am definitely scared

l. I don't like this

m. Fuck you number m I'm punk rock I do what I want

n. I hope you stay safe and healthy and have a good day. I love you

o. See I did 15 without actually doing 15, how bout dat rule man

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There's 12. Why? Refer back to number m