do i have a notable aesthetic? a ton of my friends say that i do but its completely unintentional.

♬ - idfc ➤ blackbear
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   Hopeless.

   He thought it was hopeless at this point. Being madly in love with his teammate and best friend. It didn't seem to go anywhere.

   Raven was aware of his feelings. She didn't know how she felt. Of course she had strong feelings for Damian, but Raven was inexperienced and clueless enough to not know if they were more than friendly.

   She didn't want him to feel bad. That was her best friend, after all. So she would tell him little lies to keep him satisfied.

   "I love you, Damian Wayne." She'd whisper, looking into his eyes.

  Though, he did know she didn't mean it in the way he wanted. If she had, she would immediately accept his offer to be his girlfriend. But he was happy with what he got. He didn't care at all.

   One day, Raven had uncharacteristically chosen to go out drinking with Kori and Dick when they asked if she wanted to tag along. She came back, alcohol levels higher than they should be. Not making any possible sense and slurring on every statement, her intoxicated self was all over Damian. She was kissing him and smiling. Whispering white lies into his ear, such as "I love you" and "I need you in my life".

   He knew she was only saying those things because of a response to the alcohol in her body. But he still didn't care. He loved her too much to care.

   He acted as if he didn't care at all about her in that way, as if his feelings weren't there at all. But that was only a front so she couldn't see how vulnerable she made him. She couldn't see that. He was too scared to show it. He was only a fool for Raven. Maybe Raven was too good for him anyways.

   But, nonetheless, he continued to act as if he didn't fucking care at all.