- Chapter 22 :

When I opened my eyes again, my vision was blurry and I felt oddly warm. I pondered whether I should get up and figure out where I was, or sleep and not care. After a quick second of thinking, I presumed that the latter was a better option indeed.

"Jihee? You awake!?" I dead panned at Jim's voice and I pretended to sleep, cuddling with the pillow next to me. My head was hurting for some reason, and I had to stop myself from groaning out in pain as the door opened.

"Jihee?" Jin's voice was uncertain as he crept into the room, poking around. I kept my eyes shut and waited s few minutes before he breathed out and left the room, closing the door ever so softly. I finally re opened my eyes and moaned out in pain, tears forming in my eyes at the pain that kept growing.

Shit I need my medicine right now.

The pain was unbearable as I tried to get up, falling off the bed instead as a loud help left my lips from the impact of the floor and the fact that bombs were going off in my head. I kept shaking on the floor, trying to regain control of my body.

The door slammed open as shouts were heard. I couldn't see or hear properly as the thud of blood rushing filled my brain and my eyes started to close. These were the effects of not using the meds the hospital used to provide me. I was starting to wonder why nothing was happening, as if I had lived to learn without them.

I guess not.

Suddenly two hands grabbed my and I felt myself lifted into the air. My body was pressed up again a firm chest as their hands wrapped me closer. The touch felt oddly familiar as I struggled to function at that moment.

I felt myself falling into a deep black mouth of pain as my handed wrapped around my hand in an attempt to block out the pain. Suddenly, the nightmare started. I could hear the voices, all the screams that I had tried to block out for years.

"You're so useless, go fucking die."

"You thought we actually liked you? All a lie you lil shit."

"You don't deserve to live."

"I feel so ashamed to have given birth to you."

"Kill yourself. We don't want you."

The pain of my memories flooded in and a few screamed left my mouth as I placed my hands over my face, hiding the tears that flowed like a river. In the midst of this chaos, I felt myself being placed on something as more sounds and movement got involved.

I felt hands, the same ones that carried, move my hair and caress my cheek. The last thing I felt were a pair of soft lips kiss my forehead sweetly before darkness swept over me and I was gone.

***

"HURRY UP!" Yoongi hollered as Namjoon rapidly drove into the hospital gates. Yoongi had begun panicking the moment Jihee had passed out, trying to keep her awake by whispering encouraging things and even going so far as to leave a small kiss in her forehead.

He was worried for her. Especially when he heard her scream, he raced into his bedroom, where she was in the floor, rolling. He had screamed to the others before picking Jihee up and running her to the car, Namjoon and Hoseok hopping in as well.

He couldn't help but get worried when Jihee had wrapped herself into a ball in his embrace, screaming and crying. Jihee looked so hurt and in pain, and Yoongi only wanted to help. After Jihee had passed out, he laid her in his bed and sat outside to 'think'.

Did he like Jihee? Was she even okay? The latter was answered quite quickly by this experience as Yoongi knew something was wrong with Kim Jihee. Now all that was left was to find out what had happened to her, and why she was like this. Yoongi quickly reached out and pulled on his mask, and reached and made sure his black hoodie covered his face neatly.

Namjoon hit the brakes and Yoongi flew out the car, Jihee intact in his hold as he headed for the main entrance. "Shit shit shit shit, wake up wake up, wake THE FUCK UP!" Yoongi screamed the last part as nurses approached with a stretcher on tow.

Yoongi placed the frail girl onto the rolling bed as the nurse gave him one nod and sprang away, pushing the girl farther and farther from Yoongi's reach. "J-Jihee." His voice cracked feverishly as  Namjoon and Hoseok appeared next to him, disguises on point.

"She's going to be be fine." Hoseok whispered soothingly as he petted the back of Yoongi, biting his lip in concern for the girl. Jihee had recently joined, but she was family to the Bangtan Boys nevertheless.

The three boys walked to the counter where they decided to register and pay for the girl. "Kim Jihee." Yoongi uttered as the lady at the desk frowned. "Oh she's back is she now." She muttered as Yoongi perked up.

"What?"

TRIPLE UPDATE!!!! hope you all like it even if it's shit smh. TOMORROW IS YOONGS BDAY AYAYAYS— i'll try and become a better writer now bye <3

-lunar1029