- Chapter 2 :

Leaves fell down onto my body as I looked up, appreciating the particles cold feeling on my skin. It had been too long since I'd last come out and taken a whiff of real air, not contaminated air that filed through the air conditioners. 

I didn't know how it all started, and sometimes I even had trouble remembering what had happened to me and why I ended up like this, but the sudden flash backs of death always was able to bring it back. I sunk more into the bench and hugged myself even though it wasn't cold, it was a habit. 

There was no one in the world to do it for me, so I decided to do it myself, I decided to stand for myself. I did plan on leaving soon though, this world I mean, I'd already figured that I wasn't very welcome here. It didn't trouble me at all, in fact I felt happy, there was no one to grieve for me, and the hospital would be quite happy to stop paying for my therapy, it was good for everyone.

How I'd been able to make it all these years was a mystery, but the bigger mystery was how the hospital raised me this long, whether it was a grudge or sympathy I'd never know. Nor did I want to know as I really didn't care. 

I focused on the park in front of me instead. It was very different from other parks in many senses. Other places were contaminated with kids and smiling adults, a sign that sickened me to the core. Maybe it was because I never could laugh, I lost the ability to laugh, or that I had nothing to laugh about but it always sickened me to see others smiling and laughing. 

I really should stop being this depressing, but it's a habit, it normally comes to me. This park helped though, it had a beautiful scenery and was quiet, calling to me. I wanted to continue admiring the amazing scene when I suddenly remembered that I couldn't stay in this park forever, well I think I can't but I was technically homeless. 

I sighed instead and waved it away looking up at the clouds admiringly, however a frown replaced it. This was the same sky my parents sued to show me, back in the good days. All four of us would camp out in a field every Saturday and stare at the sky while talking, pointing at clouds and playing games.

They used to tell me that I was strong, that I'd get through it, that they'd always be there for me. And they lied to me. They instead left me, laughing and spitting at me; maybe that was why when I heard of their death, I felt nothing. It only led to more accusation and hate however, and a force field was built around me as I had a passion of hating this world.

Maybe that was why I hated them so much,

I've always hated people that lie.

***

Yoongi grudgingly trudged out of his room as Jin hollered his name, clearly frustrated at his fellow member's slow and grumpy attitude. However Yoongi was actually in a better mood than usual which was quite rare. 

"Finally you made it, let's go eat in the new cafeteria now!" Hoseok cheered, as he sprinted to the door, hopping on Namjoon's back. Namjoon only yelped before falling over, the two playfully hitting each other. Yoongi held back a smile and the other members padded out the room, closing the door with a small click.

The BigHit building had recently built a small cafeteria in the building for the staff and the boys sinse going out in public was getting too risky, and Jin wasn't always available to cook for them. Yoongi thought making it was a good idea, but he huffed when remembering it was a floor away, more walking.

Yoongi was a very lazy human and he admitted it, however when others made too much fun out of it, he made sure to punish them with a slap or anything that would hurt them for sure. As much as he valued the other members, sometime they had too much fun for their own good, sweeping Suga away as well.

The boys reached the room and sat down at a table gingerly, smiling at the other staff who waved to them. The table kicked Taehyung to go order for them as Suga lied his head down onto the cold surface, the breeze kissing his skin as he sighed in content. It was perfect, the warm weather but cold breeze, smell of food-

Well it would have been perfect if Jung Hoseok wasn't blowing on his face, giggling as he poked Yoongi. "Hoseok I am warning you go away." Yoongi grumpily said, turning his head the other way. However Hobi continued annoying his hyung by more intense pokes and whistling in his ear. Hoseok knew that Yoongi would do something, but he was having too much fun annoying the man.

"That's it." Yoongi muttered before kicking Hoseok with his one foot. Hobi landed on the cold ground with a yelp, dragging the attention of all the other members to him. There was an eerie silence before Hoseok started giggling, prompting the other boys to chuckle as they helped him up. Jin chided Yoongi a little, but the man was already resting too deeply to notice.

"Yoongi hyung, I know you love me so just open up to us~" Hoseok giggled as he hugged Yoongi from below. Yoongi took a sharp breath but let the male hug him. Hoseok looked to the man and smiled when he noticed the warm smile gracing Yoongi's features as well. Suga might act mad, but he was a caring and loving person on the inside.

"Yah Yoongi-ah! The food is here!" Jin called as Yoongi sighed, groggily getting up. "I am going to my room and sleeping after this.." Yoongi trailed as he stared at his ramen, remembering when he dressed as Naruto for Halloween. He felt the stares of the members on him and lok at them in irritation. "What?"

"You see....." Jungkook started as the boys gulped. Yoongi spooned himself some noodle as he wearily eyes the boys. "Hurry up and spit it out already." He growled and they nodded before distancing themselves from the angry man.

"We have a photo shoot right after this..."

Okay sorry for no updates for a long time! But whatever here it is now! I just released another Sumgyeojin chapter and will be going to update Lost next! I hope this chapter is okay so bye! <3

-lunar1029

OH AND OMG THANK YOU SM @CharlottesCookie FOR THIS AMAZING COVER ILYSM UNNIE YOU DESERVE THE WORLD! DO GOOD ON YOUR EXAMS LOVE! <3