This is smut. If you don't like reading smut, spare yourself. There will be another chapter after this.

Tendou smiled, holding Ushijima's cheek. "You have such pretty eyes."

Ushijima looked up at the lights and then at Tendou. He hummed softly.

Tendou kissed the tip of his nose. "Remember Bub, you can say no at any time and I'll stop where I am and help you. We will stop if you want. You're in control for this."

Ushijima nodded. He clicked the button on the remote in his hand.

The room was now dark, a red glow casted down on them.

Tendou chuckled.

Ushijima edged closer, almost nervous. "Deep breaths darling."

Ushijima turned at the sound of a car door closing on the street below his apartment.

Tendou took his chin into his palm. "Hey… focus on me, okay?"

"Okay…"

Tendou hummed. He kissed Ushijima slowly, easing his arms around him. Ushijima did the same, hesitant but he seemed hopeful.

Ushijima was gently put against the bed, laying on his back as he kissed Tendou. Tendou had him securely held under him, giving him every way he could to help him feel safe. "Satori?"

"Something wrong?"

"It's really tight." Ushijima mumbled.

Tendou chuckled. He eased his hand into Ushijima's boxers, pulling them down. "You wanna leave your shirt on or do you feel okay without it?"

"I'm okay without it."

Tendou pulled the shirt off of him. His hands traveled up and down Ushijima, taking in everything. "You're so handsome…"

Ushijima started looking away, forgetting the task at hand.

Tendou gently grabbed his chin again. "Eyes darling."

Ushijima looked at him, curious.

Tendou smiled. "You're so cute." He grabbed the bottle of lube from on the bed next to him and coated two fingers. "Okay you know what this part feels like. If you need me to stop, I will."

"Okay."

"First one. Deep breaths." Tendou slipped one of his fingers into Ushijima. Ushijima moved slightly, brows furrowing. Tendou looked down, rubbing Ushijima's thigh as he moved his second finger into him.

"A-ah no look at me." Ushijima snapped his fingers a few times.

Tendou looked up. "Ah, it's okay." Tendou rubbed his cheek. "I've got you."

Ushijima huffed softly. He got Tendou's shirt off of him. Tendou took off the rest of his clothes, quickly going to continue his prep. Ushijima held his hand, clenching his jaw as Tendou put his third finger in him.

Tendou pushed slightly and circled his fingers. He knew it must not feel too good but Ushijima would feel good soon. He slipped his fingers out and grabbed the lube again. Ushijima reached past him and got the condom off of his nightstand. He gave it to Tendou.

Tendou slipped it on and kissed Ushijima's cheek. "Will you be gentle?"

"Of course I will." Tendou kissed him, slow. Ushijima pulled Tendou to himself, kissing him. Tendou held his hand still, smiling. "Mm… okay." He positioned himself.

Ushijima held Tendou's arm. "Please, be gentle."

"Bub, I've got you. It's okay." Tendou started to go in, making slow circular motions with his hips. "Count how many times you feel me make a circle, okay?"

"Mhmm."

Ushijima counted as Tendou eased inside of him, honestly not feeling that much pain as he concentrated on something else. Tendou's fingers ran through Ushijima's hair, him smiling as Ushijima looked at him through heavy eye lids. "Ah… hah… okay. There we go."

Ushijima sighed shakily. "Eighteen and a half."

"Does it hurt?" Tendou whispered, leaning forward and holding Ushijima.

Ushijima hissed, feeling the pain now that he'd moved. It wasn't much but it was there.

Tendou held his face in his hands. "Hey there… lemme see your pretty eyes."

Ushijima looked at him, panting.

"Good, good." He rolled his hips. Ushijima was a bit more relaxed, closing his eyes and putting his head back. "Ah, keep looking at me, okay?"

Ushijima looked at him. He felt Tendou rub his cheek and smiled faintly.

"It's not as bad as you thought, now is it? You're okay. You're doing so good Bub. I'm so proud of you."

Ushijima moaned shakily.

Tendou's brows raised. Ushijima liked praise? Sure he'd pleasured the brunette but never before had he been able to praise him. This had gotten so much better. Tendou's favorite thing was to praise Ushijima.

Tendou went a bit faster, hoping it was okay.

Ushijima's head went back. "Bub… are you okay?"

"Mhmm. I just can't… can't do eye contact. It's not you I promise…"

"That's okay Bub. I've got you. Can I go a bit faster?"

"M-mhmm."

"Alright." Tendou went a bit faster. Ushijima held his biceps, his own biceps resting on the bed under him. He wrapped his legs around Tendou's waist, bucking as soon as he did so. "Ah it feels good, doesn't it?"

Ushijima groaned.

"I'm gonna take that as a yes."

Ushijima reached an arm back and started tapping his knuckles against the wood.

Tendou smiled. He kissed Ushijima's neck slowly. "You're doing so good."

Ushijima moaned softly.

He tightened around Tendou, tempting the red head to just let his climax come already. "A-ah nice and tight. You're doing so good Bub. You're making me feel so good right now… fuck. You feeling good?"

Ushijima bucked. "M-mhmm."

Tendou angled his hips up a bit. He rolled his hips, careful. Ushijima suddenly cried out, gripping tighter. His knuckles tapped harder on the wood. "Oh I found it. Great."

Ushijima's breathing became more and more labored, now quiet.

Tendou knew what it meant and smiled.

Ushijima managed to open one of his eyes, nodding feverishly before putting his head back again.

Tendou kissed his cheek, a hand slowly rubbing his side. "You're doing amazing Bub. I know it's a lot but you can do it. You're doing so good."

Ushijima started bucking a bit harder, grabbing the sheets and shaking his head. He couldn't help but fidget as he got closer, the stimulation being a lot for him.

Tendou could feel himself start as well and groaned. "You're almost there. You're getting so tight."

Ushijima moaned, almost panicked. His hips jolted and he came, back arching. His thighs had started shaking, as well as the hand not holding onto Tendou.

Tendou came, stopping as soon as he could. He gulped, panting. "That… that was amazing."

Ushijima gave the head board a few more taps, eyes now open as if he were tired.

"Bub. Look at me." Tendou whispered. He tilted Ushijima's chin towards himself. Ushijima met his eyes. "Are you okay?"

Ushijima nodded. He stared at Tendou's worried, but yet love filled eyes. He'd just made love with his most important person. He loved Tendou so much and now he felt so much closer with him.

"I'm going to pull out now, okay? This might feel a bit weird."

Ushijima nodded.

Tendou eased his hips back, looking over Ushijima to see how much had come out. It was… a lot more than he'd seen from the last time he pleasured the male. It gave him confidence to know he could make Ushijima feel good though.

Ushijima pulled Tendou towards himself as he pulled out, burrowing into his hair. "Thank you…"

"Oh? Bub you know I like making you feel good. No need to thank me."

"Not for that."

"For what then darling?"

"I feel loved." Ushijima slowly started to rub his fingers up and down Tendou's back. "You showed me what love is…"

Tendou hugged him tight. "Wakatoshi I will always love you." Ushijima nodded. Tendou helped him up and into the bathroom. "Time to wash your pretty body off."

Ushijima yelped at the comment.

Tendou smiled. He turned on the water and filled the tub with warm water and bubbles. Ushijima had a thing for bubbles and Tendou loved them to so they were making things better. "Okay… it might sting a little when you get in but I assure you it's okay."

Ushijima got in the tub with Tendou, going to snuggle up against Tendou's chest.

"I love you Wakatoshi…"

"I love you too." Ushijima looked up and rubbed Tendou's cheek. Tendou looked a little tired himself. Thank God they had time to cuddle and sleep tonight.