Jungkook's Perspective

Spring has finally arrived bringing joy and delight with itself. The most awaited and my favourite season was around.

The indescribable amount of happiness took over me. The period of cherry blossoms, the floating of peachy petals, the intoxication of the aroma and love all around like specks of dust in the air, it was all here back again.

It's been almost one year of stumbling upon an angel in the form of a human, Taehyung.

With every moment passing by, I started being more anxious and impatient but at the same time there was nervousness too which was eating me up.

I had to separate ways for some days as my final exams appeared which really seemed like an eternity for me but when I finally was able to see him, I couldn't hold back myself anymore.

He was under the same cherry blossom tree which began its new blooming journey.

After being far from him and couldn't being able to see his gorgeous face for days, my emotions and anticipation intensified.

I admitted it that I have fallen in love with him, completely and eventually.

I still remember, he was standing there, under the same tree, his exquisite figure wrapped in the white robe and hair swaying in the air after coming in contact with the breezes, his slender fingers were brushing the mellow petals of the flower very gracefully when he was watering the plants.

He stood properly then, brushing his hair out of his sight, batting his long eyelashes afterwards and then his eyes finally landed on me, standing a little far from the garden.

"Jungkook? Oh my God, how are you?" He came running to me and pulled my both hands into his own. I was taken aback by his heartwarming gestures.

"I-I'm good." I whispered and he gleamed his smile.

"I missed you so much, you have no idea." He whispered, intertwining both of his hands with me and the mellow petals floated in the air when I looked into his ocean eyes where I wanted to drown myself forever.

"...I missed you more..." I finally whispered and he swung our hands happily.

"How have you been?" I asked and he released one of my hands to drag me into the garden, under the same cherry blossom tree.

"I have been good but was missing you all the time." He whispered and I loved how he could vocalize his emotions so easily where I always counted my words before speaking.

"Ah, Jungkook, how's everything going?" He asked me and brought me closer to the tree.

How would I say that my everything revolves around him and if he is fine then everything is fine.

"It's fine." I responded shortly and he smiled, pulling his hand away from my grip. The lack of contact would always frustrate me.

He knelt down to carry the purring cat who instantly jumped into my embrace, licking my face to show how much the tiny ball of fluff missed me.

"Oh hi, Miss. Daisy." I stroked her back and she meowed at me.

"Jungkook come here I wanna show you something." Taehyung insisted and showed me how he planted some new plants. The tiny buds of the plants seemed to appear from many parts which would turn them into flowers one day.

My eyes were never leaving his pretty face when he expressed his thoughts to me so gracefully. Sometimes he would change his expressions and make cute pouts, describing his difficulties of taking care of his plants and sometimes he would radiate a smile and would flutter my heart unknowingly.

He stood up and walked under the tree leisurely and I followed his actions. He caught me staring and faced me before snapping his fingers to get my attention. I chuckled and scratched the back of my head.

He pulled his hand in the air and a petal landed on his delicate hand. Miss. Daisy stretched her paws in my arms as she tried to play with the falling petals.

"Cherry blossoms, it's here now. Your favourite time." He whispered and leaned to pull out a petal from my hair and I closed my eyes lovingly, feeling his hand on my head which gave me chills.

He turned around and walked closer to the tree and roamed his fragile hands on its rough surface of the trunk.

I moved closer to him, letting go of the cat that was busy catching butterflies around.

I picked up a sharp edgy stone and Taehyung looked at me with a melting soft smile, knowing what I was about to do.

I started carving my and his name on the bark of the trunk which I connected with a heart. In remembrance of our beautiful bonding.

'Jungkook ♡ Taehyung'

He smiled and chuckled softly as he brushed his fingers on the carved names. He slowly raised his head to look at the blooming tree and the smile on his lips became a genuine one before he whispered something.

"You know Jungkook, this tree is very special." He whispered, catching my attention and I faced him now, dropping the stone from my hands.

"How?" I whispered as curiosity took over me.

He smiled at me before turning his head back to see the tree and the mellow petals slowly landed on the ground after touching his face.

"It is said that if you kiss someone under this cherry blossom tree then your love will last forever."  He whispered and my eyes landed on its branches then at him.

My heart started throbbing inside my chest. The heartbeats were almost resonating in my ears. I could feel the burning of my cheeks when his ocean blue eyes took a glance of me and quickly averted away. 

He taught me what love is, how it's done. He completed my emptiness. He made me happy and brought out the best of me.

His freckles, his ocean blue eyes, his golden threads like hair and his lips more delicate than the petals in the surrounding, they were all doing things to me whenever I would land my eyes on him.

If kissing under this tree would make our love last forever then yes I want to kiss him under the same tree forever and ever.

And I didn't know from where did I get this much courage.

"Can I kiss you under this?" I asked and he turned to face me, the smile fading away as he perceived what I just said.

"J-Jungkook....?" He whispered and knitted his eyebrows together as my words gave him an absolute shock.

My tongue trembled and lips sealed before mouthing him my feelings as I proceeded what I just said in my head.

He looked away then, not wanting to face me anymore and I quickly panicked after analysing his gestures. He tried to escape by walking away.

And I had no other choice. 

"Tae, I love you." I gripped his wrist before bombing those words on him before my unsaid words would gobble me up.

He turned around in a trauma, his eyes widening and his mouth fell open. He slipped his hand away from my grip and his actions ambushed me.

He took a deep breath before opening his mouth to say something.

"No you can't, you can't love me." He whispered and turned around again and I stepped in front of him, my legs became jelly but I needed to stand still.

"W-why?" I asked in a broken whisper, tears threatening to fall down anytime.

"It's a sin, Jungkook. How could you?" He uttered in disbelief which pierced down my heart. The shock and the disappointment on his face clearly made me feel like a disgrace.

I closed my eyes finally, letting the droplets of immense pain scroll down my cheeks.

His eyes softened and his hand quickly rubbed my arm.

"Jungkook please…" he whispered slowly, looking at me with pity.

"I can't help it. I just love you and I will always do." I whispered, wiping away my tears.

"Jungkook, no, no please. You can't." He whispered and stepped back, pulling away from me in every passing second and I feared of him letting go away from me forever.

"I'm sorry, but… I do." I whispered and he covered his mouth with his palms.

"Jungkook please try to understand. You can't love me." He tried to comfort me.

"How can't I when it's only you who taught me how to love?" I asked in a broken whisper. My lips whimpered and the feeling was sickening.

He looked down sadly. His eyes were holding mercy and forgiveness for me which was heartbreaking.

"You said we all are children of God and we all deserve love." I tried to debate like a child and he stepped backward, closing his eyes to let the salty drops flow effortlessly.

"B-but you can't love me for who I am." He whispered and his eyes softened when he caught me breathing sharply, trying my best to not burst out into the sobs. It was burdened on my chest.

"Jungkook…. please… try to understand, it's a sin. Loving someone for me is a sin." He whispered, sounding like a pleading and I finally burst out to see him like that.

He stepped closer but slightly pulled away again before rushing out of my sight and leaving me crying all alone. I knew I had hurt him. I knew I somewhere offended his feelings and lost his faith in me.

But I could never fake a promise that I can't love him because I know I will always do no matter if he doesn't. I will still love him if he won't accept. 

I looked above at the tree which was standing still and witnessing my heartbreak like all those days of spending great moments and pure happiness with him.

I brushed my fingers on my and his freshly carved names.

"If loving you is a sin then I am a sinner." 

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Well, I can't promise any upcoming event to be joyful because this story had taken a sad turn now.

Still hoping you like it. ♡