You were at the hospital and you were currently taking care of your sick boyfriend.
You went to your boyfriend's room and as you stare at him, he smiled at you.

"Seokgi, how are you doing?" you asked him and you seated on the chair beside his bed. "Y/n, is it okay if I leave you already?" he asked you and you stared at him and a tear escape your eyes.

"No Seokgi, you promised me that you will marry me right?" you asked him and he holds your hands. "Y/n, find someone better than me. I know there's one that's really for you. I'm sorry Y/n, I cannot stay longer in this world. I want to leave this world but I want to see your face first. I want it to be the last thing I see when I die." he said and you were crying.

You hold his hands tighter. "Can I kiss you before I leave Y/n?" he asked and you nodded while crying as you hold your face closer to him and kissed him. After a while, you decided to let go of him, you know what's best for him and he was happy to leave so you decided to tell him that you are letting him go already.

"Seokgi, I am now letting you go." you said and he smiled at you.

"Thank you Y/n! I love you!"

"I love you more Seokgi."

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Today was Seokgi's birthday and you decided to pay him a visit. You were standing in front of his grave and you were crying. You love him you really really do, letting go of him is the hardest decision you made but as long as he was happy, you are also happy.

It started raining and you love it since it suits your mood.

"You'll get sick miss!" a man voice said and you looked at him. "I don't care at least I can be with him on heaven." you said and he laughed at you.

"I can feel what you feel." he said.

"Why so?"

"I lost my girlfriend one year ago."

"I'm sorry for that."

"Don't be."

You saw him pout and you went up to him.

"What is your name?" you asked him and his smile was back.

"Jongho."

"I'm Y/n."

Since both of you don't have any umbrella, both of you stayed on the rain while trying to get to know more each other.

"So how old are you Y/n?" he asked.

"I'm 20!"

"Me too." he said.

Both of you talked for a while until it is time for you to go home.

"Bye Jongho, I should go." you said and he stands up also. "Where do you live Y/n?" he asked and you replied "Just near here, to the city."

He smiled and said "I also live there. I think we should see each other more often.". Both of you hugged before leaving.

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Few months have passed and you finally accept his death already. It may hurt you but you accept it already.

You and Jongho's friendship became stronger and you're falling in love with him but you're heart is still beating for Seokgi.

You were at your house and Jongho visited you. The doorbell rang and you went to open it only to see Jongho holding flowers.

"Hi Y/n, I want to give this to you." he said and you gladly accept the flower that he gave. "Thank you so much Jongho!" you told him and both of you entered your house.

Both of you watched a movie and after a few minutes it ended.

"Thank you for coming here Jongho and thanks for the flowers by the way." you said and he smiled widely at you. "Your welcome Y/n!" he said and he even kissed your right cheeks which makes you blush really hard.

He left and you lay down the couch still thinking about the kiss he gave you earlier. What does that mean? Does that mean that he likes you?

You remove that thing from your head and slept since you feel really tired already.

While you were sleeping, you've been dreaming about Seokgi and tears are uncontrollably falling from yoir eyes.

"Y/n, don't be afraid. I know you love Jongho. I won't be there for you and you need someone to take care of you."

"But Seokgi?"

"No buts. Seeing you happy with Jongho makes me so happy. I want you to have everything you want in life. If your heart is still rotting for me, try to look on the bright side. Jongho will make you happy while I won't."

You woke up and you seated from the couch. Tears are falling down your cheeks as you dialed Jongho's number.

"Jongho can you go here please?"

{Why Y/n, is there any problem?}

"Not really but can you please come? I really need you right now."

{Sure Y/n, I'll be there in a minute!}

"Thank you Jongho, you're the best."

{Anything for you Y/n.}

You smiled as you ended the phone call and waited for him. For a not so long time, he arrived.

"Hi Y/n, what do you need from me?" he asks as he looked at you worriedly. You love him, you gotta admit it. You're afraid thwt he likes someone other than you so you're hesitating whether to say it or not.

He was waiting for your response when you suddenly hugged him and your head was on his shoulders. He blushed when you do that but he just ignored it and hugged you.

"Can we stay like this for a while?" you asked him. He plays with your hair and he respond "Why not? We could stay like this forever if you want.". You smiled and even hugged him tighter.

"Jongho, if you only know that I love you so much. I love you so much more than anything in this world. It's okay if you don't like me back, just please stay with me. Please?" you finally confessed and he pulled back from the hug and he stared at you.

"Y/n?"

"Yeah I know that you don't like me back. As I said earlier, it's okay."

"No Y/n, I love you too."

"You do?"

"I do. Now will you be my girlfriend?"

"Yes Jongho!"

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