Uncertainties

Katsuki Bakugou

There was something to be said about how he felt after those few days with Izuku, he knew he was falling hard for him and Izuku was keeping pace from what it seemed. They did not tell anyone about them trying to work out some kind of actual relationship rather than them just being in some weird arrangement for heats and scenting, they wanted more, but it was just difficult for him to open up to his class.

Izuku came bounding into the kitchen and went straight to the refrigerator, Bakugou was standing at the stove, flipping pancakes and smiling softly to himself as he watched Izuku's peppy skips around the kitchen.

"Yo, Bakubro. You're smiling!" Kirishima had a look of mock horror on his face before he broke out in a laugh.

"Shut up, weird hair!" Bakugou growled and narrowed his eyes as he angrily flipped another pancake. He swore he could hear Izuku laugh under his breath. It wasn't his fault, after all, Izuku had been the one to initiate this morning's activities before they had come down for breakfast. Bakugou couldn't help but think fondly of what he had woken up to. Izuku had spent the night and had woken up curled around him. That quickly lead to a very passionate make-out session and Izuku had the nerve to leave a bright ass hickey on his shoulder. Their fun ended when they both felt that things had gone far enough and they didn't want to risk getting too carried away in the dorms.

Kirishima came over and bumped shoulders with his friend, Bakugou."You're gonna tell me about it later." Kiri winked and Bakugou's eyes widened.

"What?" he whispered and Kiri chuckled and leaned to whisper into his ear.

"You might want to cover your evidence up better next time, bro." Kiri poked his neck where assumed there was another hickey he had missed earlier.

"Fuck!" Bakugou growled lightly and Kiri patted his back and smiled.

"Don't worry bro, I won't tell anyone. You know you can talk to me about these things though, right? I don't judge, besides... I have my eyes on Kaminari." Kiri smirked and nodded his head in Kaminari's direction. Bakugou rolled his eyes.

"There is nothing to talk about, nothing serious is going on..." he shrugged, playing off his tough-guy attitude and Kiri rolled his eyes and sighed.

"Might wanna tell Izuku that then." Kiri pointed to the couch where Izuku was sitting, holding a cup of coffee and a bright smile on his face, he kept sneaking glances at Bakugou. He shot Izuku a warning glance, telling him to cut it out with just his eyes and he saw a flash of sadness wash over the omega's face before he turned away and look at his cup of coffee.

"Easy Bakubro, he's got it bad for you. Lighten up, if you're just playing games with him to get him in bed that isn't cool, man." Kiri said, thank All Might they were alone in the kitchen now. Bakugou flipped another pancake and gritted his teeth. He was not playing games with Izuku! They were just trying to figure out what their relationship even was, there had been no titles given and nothing to say they are together or not, and Bakugou knew he had enough trouble with normal friendships, let along with romantic relationships, but he wanted to try for Izuku. He did not want Izuku to feel like a plaything.

"Shut the fuck up, shitty hair. You don't know anything..." Bakugou mumbled and turned off the stove after he made a huge ass stack of pancakes for everyone to come to get.

"Hey now," Kiri held up his hands and shrugged, "If you just told me what is going on, I could maybe help you figure it out. I have known you for a while, man. I know when something has you riled up." Kiri placed his hand on Bakugou's shoulder and rubbed. Bakugou sighed and took a deep breath. Kiri was one of his best friends if he could even say that.

"Alright, we can talk after class, but I swear to god Shitty Hair if you tell anyone I will blast you to hell!" Bakugou snapped his teeth together and Kiri laughed.

"Sure my dude!" He smirked and grabbed a pancake and jogged off to the lounge area to eat.
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After classes got out Izuku walked over to Bakugou and leaned against the wall, giving a small sly smile to the alpha.

"Hi." Izuku almost purred out and Bakugou felt his fingers twitch. Izuku bit his lip and batted his eyelashes at the alpha, earning a small warning growl from Bakugou.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" Bakugou said stiffly, was Izuku flirting with him?

"You just seemed out of it all day, I was worried after this morning..." Izuku trailed off nervously and leaned in some, slowly brushing their legs together. Bakugou stepped back.

"We're in public, Deku," he grumbled and saw a small frown pull at the omega's lips.

"Well, I wanted to talk to you about something..." Izuku mumbled and gave a soft smile, Bakugou sighed.

"What is it?"

"Well, it's been about a week since... my last heat," There was a small pause in Izuku's voice and Bakugou knew what he meant. He was talking about how they had both said they wanted to try this out, "I was wondering if you, I don't know, wanted to g-go out.... on a date?" Izuku said, a blush creeping up his face. Bakugou's eyes widened some and he looked around, no one was watching them talk, thank fuck.

"I don't know if that is a good idea," Bakugou said curtly and Izuku's face faltered instantly.

"Oh." was all the omega could say before he took a step back and sighed.

"Okay, Bakugou." Izuku frowned some and Bakugou felt the need to explain, he quickly grabbed Izuku's arm and frowned.

"It's not that I don't want to, stupid nerd!" Bakugou grumbled and pulled Izuku closer again. Izuku seemed a bit shocked and he bit his lip again.

"Stop that," Bakugou growled. Izuku looked up and raised an eyebrow.

"Stop biting your lip before I bite instead." Bakugou's eyes darkened some but Izuku didn't seem too pleased by this, his frowned deepens more and the alpha cleared his throat and hooked a finger under Izuku's chin, making him look at him.

"A-are you ashamed of me, Kacchan?" Izuku asked quietly, "You are different when we are alone... If you don't want people to know about us, I don't know how I can have a mate who only wants me behind closed doors..." Izuku whispered, his face falling even more. It tugged at Bakugou's heart and he ached, he hated making Izuku sad.

"I didn't say that, Deku...." He frowned and brushed his thumb softly over Izuku's lip and dropped his hand from the boy's face, "I just have a hard time with this whole mate thing, the whole relationship thing too. I am not a good person for you, I will end up hurting you and what will you do then after we come out openly to friends and family?" Bakugou looked serious and Izuku could tell this was really bothering him.

"I know we said we would just be working on this and trying to figure it out but I don't want to keep on acting like one thing one second and then you being cold to me the next... Can't we just tell people were friends so you can be nicer to me... Until you wanna tell people about us..." Izuku looked desperate and his bright eyes pulled him in.

"I can do that..." Bakugou sighed and then smiled some, he reached out and brushed the omega's cheek with the back of his hand. Izuku purred at the affection and Bakugou pulled away quickly.

"Dammit Deku, stop doing shit like that." Bakugou rolled his eyes and the slightly shorter boy blushed.

"W-what did I do?"

"You keep fucking purring when I touch you, nerd." Bakugou snorted and smirked. Izuku blushed even more.

"I don't even know I am doing it..." Izuku bit his lip, unknowingly making the alpha's eyes darken in lust, growling. Izuku let go of his lip when he saw the alpha's reaction, it made Izuku feel confident knowing he could do that to the alpha so easily. A small smirk formed on Izuku's mouth and Bakugou rolled his eyes and grabbed his bag.

"Don't get too cocky, I still can bring you to your knees in just a few words," Bakugou smirked and gave Izuku a flirtatious look, Izuku's eyes blown wide.

"You said you wouldn't use your alpha commands on me anymore!" Izuku protested and Bakugou rolled his eyes and pressed his finger to Izuku's lips.

"Who said anything about that? I don't have to alpha command you to get what I want, omega." As soon as the word omega rolled off the alpha's tongue, Izuku's eyes darkened with lust and his fingers twitched out, wanting to grab hold of something.

"You see? Don't get ahead of yourself, Zuku." Bakugou smirked and brushed his finger over Izuku's trembling lip.

"Y-you called me 'Zuku"..." the omega said softly and smiled, Bakugou's eyes narrowed for a bit before he relaxed and shrugged.

"Don't get used to it." the alpha said with a smirked and walked off to his next class, leaving a very flustered omega behind him.

The rest of the day went by slowly and when classes were over every one returned to the dorms. He had told Kiri he would talk to him about Izuku. Part of him was glad to have someone to talk to, another part was feeling strange about opening up to someone about his personal life. He had agreed to go to Kiri's room after class, so that's what he did. After a short knock on the red head's door, Kiri swung open the door with a big smile.

"Hey, Bakubro! Come in!"

"Tsk, hey," he muttered back and looked around the room before deciding to sit on the floor with his back against the bed. Kiri sat down in the floor too and crossed his legs under him.

"So where do we start, shrink?" Bakugou smirked and Kirishima laughed and rolled his eyes.

"How about you just tell me what's been on your mind. There is something going on between you and Midoriya right?" Kiri asked, getting right to the point. Bakugou swallowed and nodded his head stiffly.

"Awesome, man!" Kiri smiled and the blonde alpha rolled his eyes.

"No, not awesome. I have no idea how this shit works. We've literally done nothing but fool around together, not that I am complaining, but we both want more than that stuff, but the problem is, I don't know how to have a normal relationship." Bakugou found himself spilling out the truth to his friend.

"Bakugou, bro... You can't keep sleeping with him and leading him on.."

"I'M NOT SLEEPING WITH HIM!" Bakugou shouted and Kiri raised his eyebrows.

"Sorry dude, I thought that's what you meant..." Kiri smiled again.

"So, why no sex?" Kiri asked and Bakugou raised an eyebrow.

"Tsk, because he asked me not to.... and I don't want to take that from him when I can't even be a real fucking mate to him." Bakugou gritted his teeth but Kiri smiled.

"You care about his feelings and well-being, right?"

"...Yeah." Bakugou said softly.

"Well, it seems like you're doing better than I would have imagined. Listen, bro, you will never know how things will turn out, but you clearly don't see the way Midoriya looks at you, or how you look when he is near you. You have been cold to him later when we are all around, are you afraid about the class finding out you're gay or something?" Kiri asked and Bakugou's eyes flashed open. He was gonna protest but Kiri held his hand up.

"Dude, don't even deny it. It's fine to be gay, straight, bisexual, whatever you want. I know you know that you're into another guy and so don't get all worked up over that. Everyone here will accept you guys. Hell, I have been out as gay for 3 years now. Everyone here knows and there has been nothing bad to come of it."

"Tsk, whatever. I just need advice or something, Deku asked me on a fucking date and I turned it down. It's not that I don't like him, I just don't want the fucking media to find out and start spreading shit around. He is the only omega in this school for like 20 fucking years, there are sure to bee trouble come to him for being a hero omega dating me of all people." Bakugou ran his fingers through his hair and Kiri smiled.

"I have a perfect idea."
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Izuku Midoriya

It was getting dark now, dinner will be soon so he started walking back to the dorms. He had been frustrated so he wants out to train in the gym and lost track of time. He pulled out his phone and tapped the screen, no texts but his battery was on 10%.

Izuku shoved his phone in his pocket and zipped up his jacket and started jogging towards the dorms. Something caught his attention, a quick movement to his left. Izuku looked and did not see anything so he kept jogging. He wanted to get back to Bakugou and finish their talk they were having.

A small blush fell on his cheeks, he wanted other stuff with the alpha as well. His pheromone training was going well but it kept leaving him more and more sexually frustrated, although he and Bakugou never made it farther than making out and touching through their clothes, he knew he was playing with fire and would soon give in to his craving omegan side.

He wanted to be able to get closer to Bakugou before they made any more advances sexually, it sucked that during his heat it was near impossible to not do things like that, but that is why he so desperately wanted to wait for sex. He wanted it to be special and not just full of lust. He wanted love.

There was a sharp pain in his right leg and he staggers forward and fell to his knees. Fuck a cramp?

"Hello, there little omega." A male walked out of the treeline and approached.

"Who are you?" Izuku said and stood up, limping he looked down to his leg where a dagger was stuck inside, it didn't look like any normal dagger. This was thinner and his leg was going numb. The man was wearing all black and there was a blonde girl skipping behind him, swinging blades around.

"Awe you got to throw the knife already?" the girl whiled and the boy rolled his eyes.Izuku started to feel weak, his knees buckled again and he grunted.

"S-stay away from me!" Izuku shouted and his eyes are heavy. Oh no.

"Shh, rest now. We will have all the time in the world to chat later." The man squatted down and brushed Izuku's curls out of his face as his eyes drooped and he felt a warm heaviness fall over him. Izuku was panicking, he could hear his heart hammering but his body would not respond. He felt like he was going to die. He couldn't die yet! He wanted to graduate and become a hero, he wanted to fall in love with Bakugou, he wanted to live so much more. He can't die. Fight it, fight it, fight it Izuku! His mind was swarming with jumbled thoughts and feelings before he felt his thoughts fade away as well.

"You can call me Dabi, little omega." Dabi chuckled and then darkness overtook Izuku, he slipped unconscious as he heard the female and male's voices fade into the background. 

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