Katsuki Bakugou

Bakugou swore he stood outside of Izuku's room for 15 minutes, just debating on doing it or not. He was freaking out, something that is foreign to the blond. Normally he is fearless, but Izuku hits him in all his weakest spots. It is uncomfortable but Bakugou refused to let him go again, he had to at least try. Bakugou slammed his fist into the door three times and waited.

When the door opened, Izuku was rubbing his eyes. He moved his hand away and blinked a few times before looking up. Bakugou felt his breath get caught in his throat. Comforting scents on apples and honey, mixed with that sour scent of distress sizzled around him. Bakugou was tense and he stared into Izuku's eyes. They were cloudy with emotion and it had Bakugou on a hunt to figure out what they were.

Bakugou didn't know how to start, Izuku was standing there awkwardly, neither one saying anything, just looking at each other as if it was their last time. Bakugou took a deep breath and spoke up, determining that now is not the time for him to pussyfoot around his feelings.

"Izuku, I think I need to explain myself..." Bakugou sighed and watched as Izuku's hand tensed on the doorknob. His knuckled turning white, he tried to shut the door but Bakugou slammed his hand on the door.

"Izuku please..." Bakugou begged quietly, looking into Izuku's eyes. He saw a flicker of something in his eyes before he sighed and relaxed some, stepping aside and letting Bakugou in.

"Come in." Izuku muttered and walked into his room before Bakugou, the blond carefully entered and shut the door behind him. He was nervous and he wanted to grab a hold of Izuku and never let him go.

"Izuku... I'm sorry..."

"Don't... I can't do this again." Izuku whispered, assuming that Bakugou was here to let him down again, to tell him that he still didn't want to be with him.

"No, Izuku, that's not it. I'm sorry for what I said, for what I did... all those years ago and a few days ago. I shouldn't have done that, I let myself get too caught up in my head. I fucked up." Bakugou whispered the last part. He looked at Izuku, who had a pained look on his face, it almost made him cry.

"...Okay." Izuku mumbled and looked down at the ground. Bakugou stepped closer and urge to pull his face up to his and kiss him until he understood all of what the blond was feeling. He was never good with words or feelings, it messed things up. Izuku only stepped away and frowned, making Bakugou freeze. He bit his lip, he had to talk, he had to make him understand.

"Izuku, you know I am no good with words. I am harsh and sometimes fucking dense, but I am trying... When I said all those things, I was being selfish. I was.... afraid. I thought that if you loved me, that I would just end up disappointing you in the end. You would realize you waited your time on being with me. I don't think I can give you the life you would want. I can't see myself being all romantic and sweet, I can't see myself having a family, being in a normal relationship, any of that shit." Bakugou paused and un-clenched his fists, trying to stay calm.

He looked over at Izuku who was watching him, the pain still in his eyes and he was trembling.

"But... What pissed me off even more was that I did it to you again, Izuku. I left you alone all those years ago. I broke you down, made you hate me, made you think I wasn't good. I left you to peruse my career as a hero, and I can never forgive myself for that. You were my best fucking friend, Izuku." Bakugou swallowed harshly. "You still are my best friend." He said quietly. "I know you are still mad at me, and probably fucking hurt. I would be too, I guess, but I am so fucking sorry. I never thought about what you wanted, I only thought about myself and I fucked up. I fucked up so bad." Bakugou winced and he felt a tear run down his face.

"I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic and self-destructive, but underneath all that, deep down, I am a good person. I know that I am rough around the edges. I have the worst time showing my feelings and doing the right things, but I can't hurt you anymore. If you want me to leave, I will leave you alone. I don't want to be the thing causing you pain anymore, Izuku." Bakugou felt the tears run down his face and he didn't bother to wipe them away.

A cool finger touched his cheek and his eyes flew open. Izuku was standing close to him, his eyes wide as he watched the tears falling from Bakugou's crimson eyes.

"You're crying..." Izuku whispered and brushed a tear away with his fingertips. Bakugou let out a shaky breath.

"I deserve it." He huffed sadly and Izuku reached his other hand up and wiped both cheeks, clearing his face from the tears.

"I just wish I could have told you how I felt all those years ago, Izuku. I wish I never was the way I used to be. I hated myself for how I treated you, every day that I was away. I saw pictures of you, heard your name, saw someone or something that reminded me of you, and it broke me inside. When I came to U.A. and I saw you had made it in, I was mean to you again, but because I was afraid to let myself be happy again, I knew I would hurt you again."

"Katsuki..." Izuku whispered, his eyes were clearer now, faint streaks of wetness that trailed down his cheeks, highlighted his perfect skin and freckles.

"I'm sorry... " Bakugou said, it was the only thing he could say.

"You were a bit of a dick." Izuku said, a small smile pulling at his lips. Bakugou laughed bitterly.

"Why do you think I was always so mean to you?" Bakugou said stiffly, but a hint of amusement in his voice as he thought about his behavior to his young friend when they were young.

"Because you were, and still are, a bit of a dick?" Izuku teased, timidly, testing almost if they were back to being able to joke around and be friendly.

"No." he said and Izuku looked up at him, looking into his ruby-red eyes, they were full of emotion and Bakugou reached up, taking Izuku's face in his hands, searching Izuku's face and gathering his nerves.

"It's because it was much easier to humiliate--" Bakugou gritted his teeth and let his hands fall from Izuku's face and slip to his hips where he gripped tightly. Izuku's eyes widened and he bit his lip.

"--degrade--" He pulled himself closer to the boy who stood there, frozen, watching Bakugou's face intensely, confusion in his eyes as he didn't know where Bakugou was going with this.

"--and just generally run all over you--" Bakugou ran one hand up the back of Izuku, trailing its way into Izuku's messy curls and gripping in desperately.

"-- than it was to admit--" Bakugou paused and his eyes flicked hungrily over Izuku's face. There was a soft pink tint to his cheeks and his mouth was popped open. Izuku's body trembled, but he didn't pull away. Bakugou gripped his hip in one hand and tangled his fingers into his green lock with the other hand and he whispered intensely.

"--that I love you..." Izuku's eyes widened and a small whimper flew from his lips before Bakugou yanked their bodies together and smashed his lips to Izuku's, kissing him was easier than talking.

He loved him.

He was in love with him.

Bakugou felt his heart swell when Izuku started kissing back, his limp arms gaining life and wrapped around Bakugou's body, tugging him closer. He wanted this kiss to explain his love, he wanted Izuku to know how much he loved him and how he was sorry. He felt a familiar, warm tongue, dart out and lick at Bakugou's lip, making him moan softly and open up for Izuku. They fought for dominance, tongues swirling and battering out any left over anger or tension between the two boys, but Bakugou easily won the fight. His hands releasing Izuku's hair and reaching down, grabbing the back of  Izuku's thighs and hoisting him up. Izuku gasped but wrapped his legs around the blond's waist, clinging onto him for dear life.

"Kat..." Izuku moaned and broke away from the kiss, his eyes were clouded with emotions and Bakugou searched them, desperate for answers. The nick name sending blood straight to his groin and making him groan before composing himself some.

"Yes?" Bakugou said softly, Izuku blushed and bit his lip.

"I love you." He said timidly and Bakugou sighed, his whole body relaxing, and he pulled Izuku back into a kiss.

"Fuck, I love you too." Bakugou groaned and backed Izuku into the wall, pushing him against it and using his now-free hands to pull up on Izuku's shirt. He managed to yank the shirt off and toss it to the ground, reconnecting their lips in a heated kiss.

Izuku whimpered into the kiss and let Bakugou explore his mouth, memorizing every crease and crevice. Izuku hummed and Bakugou broke away only to latch onto his neck, kissing and sucking when his shoulder meets his neck. Bakugou wanted to love him, prove to him that he was serious. The blond relaxed some, slowing himself down in an attempt to not rush or scare Izuku. The omega whimpered and looked at him, his eyes were bright.

"Why are you stopping?" Izuku asked and Bakugou growled lowly.

"I don't want you to think I am taking advantage of the situation." Bakugou replied and peppered kissed along Izuku's jaw, working his way to his lip. Izuku choked on a moan and his legs tightened around the alpha.

"Don't stop just yet. I've missed you so much." Izuku whimpered and Bakugou gasped, pausing before moving his lips back into a deep kiss. Bakugou walked them over to Izuku's bed, tapped on his legs for him to unwind them, and then dropped him down on his back onto the springy mattress. Izuku grunted and blushed. His beautiful curls lay sprawled out on the black sheets and pillows. His chest heaving and a faint blush was covering his freckled cheeks. Bakugou had always thought that Izuku was beautiful, but this felt different, he felt like he was seeing him as a new person. Bakugou paused again, looking over Izuku like it was the first time.

He really is beautiful.

"Thank you." Izuku whispered and Bakugou's eyes widened, did he say that out loud? Izuku smirked and bit his lip, answering his silent question.

"Now come here." Izuku said seductively and Bakugou groaned, complying to Izuku's demands and crawling on top of him, resting his hips between his legs causing Izuku to let out a small mewl of pleasure. Bakugou's eyes darkened with lust and he latched his lips back to Izuku's neck, kissing and nipping his way down his bare chest. Bakugou paused briefly on each nipple, sucking and flicking his tongue over each taught bud and listening to the breathy moans coming from below him.

"You're so fucking beautiful." Bakugou groaned as he kissed down to Izuku's stomach and licked at his hard abs, trailing his tongue over the V above his pants. Izuku shuddered and arched his back, letting out a cry of pleasure and need.

"Kat... Please..." Izuku whimpered as Bakugou's hands held his hips down to the mattress, firmly.

"Tell me what you want, Izuku." Bakugou said in a thick voice, talking against his stomach. Izuku whined and grabbed at the ash blond's hair, pushing him down towards his problem area. Bakugou only chucked. He didn't know if him and Izuku have fully made up and didn't want to assume he could go back to having the privileged of being able to touch Izuku like this without having to go through the formalities of asking for permission every time, like he feels the need to now.

"I need you to say it, Zuku." Bakugou teased and Izuku whimpers, bucking his hips.

"P-please. Take them off, I need your mouth on me." Izuku whined and wiggled his hips, his erection straining through his jeans.

"Mmm, good boy." Bakugou praised and pulled his jeans down and tossing them to the floor before grabbing the hem of his boxers and sliding them down as well. Bakugou growled as Izuku's dick sprung free, standing pressed against his stomach, pre-cum smearing on the panes of his hard stomach. A loud moan flew from Izuku's lips as Bakugou directed his attention to Izuku's weeping member. He licked up the shaft before swiping his tongue over the bead of pre-cum forming on his slit. Izuku arched his back and gasped silently, only the sound of a sharp intake of breath was heard.

"F-fuck, Kat, stop teasing me." Izuku whined and tugged in his hair. Bakugou wasted no time, taking Izuku into his mouth and hollowing his cheeks. Izuku cried out loudly, his body twitching under such pleasure. Bakugou sucked and swirled his tongue around Izuku's length, his hands never leaving their firm grasp on Izuku's hips, preventing him from bucking up or thrashing around.

"Ah, p-please... m-more!" Izuku whimpered and the blond hummed in satisfaction of the omega's pleading sounds. Izuku's body seized up from the vibrations coming from Bakugou's mouth.

"Fuck! S-shit! I'm gonna cum!" Izuku cried out and Bakugou chuckled around his member, earning another shudder and loud keen of pleasure from Izuku. His hands frantically grabbing into Bakugou's hair as his body trembled. Bakugou gave an encouraging squeeze to Izuku's hips, letting him know he understood. Izuku gasped and cried out, throwing his head back onto the pillow and arching his back.

"Baku! Hng!" Izuku pushed down on Bakugou's head, forcing him farther into his mouth, Izuku's tip brushing the back of his throat as his orgasm hit. Bakugou tensed up, surprised by this action but he didn't move. His cock twitching at how his omega was reacting to him, loving the sweet sounds he made. Bakugou swallowed his seed and grimaced a bit, not loving it but it wasn't the worst. It was worth it to see Izuku unravel beneath his touch.

"S-sorry... "Izuku panted as Bakugou crawled up his body, pressing his lips to Izuku's. He kissed him softly, dipping his tongue into his waiting mouth.

"You're so fucking perfect." Bakugou breathed and nuzzled into Izuku's neck.

"I love you." Izuku murmered again, loving the way it felt rolling off his lips. Bakugou smiled into Izuku's neck, kissing the tender skin and groaning.

"I love you so fucking much." Bakugou hummed and made sure to scent Izuku thoroughly, never wanting him to be without his scent again. They hadn't actually scented each other in a while, they had been together all the time, touching, hugging, kissing, and some how having the scent of each other on their body. This was different, almost desperate. Izuku could feel the tension on the alpha as he scented him, and he knew that he had missed him. Bakugou really did love him.

"Katsuki?" Izuku whispered and bit his lip. Bakugou looked up from his neck and perched over the smaller boy, still snug between his legs and with both arms caging him in. Bakugou kissed him once, a small tender kiss, before looking into his emerald eyes.

"Yes?" He breathed against his lips as he pulled back. Izuku seemed to tense up before he hugged Bakugou tightly, shoving his face into the nook of the alpha's neck.

"Katsuki... I'm so sorry for everything..." Izuku whimpered, he could feel his face heating up as it was pressed to the blond's neck. He sighed and rolled them onto their sides, their limbs tangled together and their foreheads pressed together.

"You don't need to apologise... This is just new for us both... I am serious though... I love you so much, and I want to make this work." Bakugou said seriously and Izuku sighed, hugging the blond tightly.

"Me too. I love you too."

"So, does this mean I can start calling you my boyfriend again?" Bakugou teased lightly and Izuku chuckled.

"Only if you finally take me on a date." Izuku quipped back playfully.

"Deal." Bakugou smirked and pressed his face into Izuku's soft hair, content with just being near him. The boys fell asleep together, falling back into a comfortable peace that they had always known, in each others arms.