Izuku Midoriya

(Angst)

(NSFW)

I didn't think about it too much.

It was just sex. Nothing more. I needed this if I was going to get better. I couldn't go back to suffering my heat all alone again. I couldn't do that again. Last time it almost killed me. Plus, I wanted this. My body wanted this. I had grown comfortable with Shoto over this last month and my body wore his scent.

My body trembled under the blanket of warmth that the Alpha's hands brought me. My body submitted to him as I felt his breath tickle the base of my spine. The mattress shifted under his movements until he was kneeling behind me. I wanted it this way. He wasn't my mate; this was sex, nothing more.

So, I pressed my cheek to the cool sheets and curled my fingers into the edge of the mattress while Shoto ran his hands over my back and thighs. His fingers dipped into the soft points of my hips as he pulled me back towards him gently. A low moan rattled in my chest and my hips jerked. I was dripping and I knew the Alpha was struggling.

"Izuku," He almost whined and I shuddered, a new stream of slick trickled down my thighs and Shoto growled behind me. His hands moved back to my cheeks and gripped firmly, prying them apart. I could feel the twitching of my entrance as the Alpha held me open shamelessly.

"Shoto, please," I groaned as the burn collected in the pit of my stomach. I didn't need any foreplay – not in my heat. My body would be fine.

"Just do something already," I whined and pushed my hips back at him. I felt his fingers twitch as he held my ass before a low growl parted his lips.

"Izu – This is – This is so fucked up," He whispered, and I whined as I pushed my hips back at him again. I didn't care; I knew what I wanted. I wanted the pain to go away and, for once, I wanted to have a normal heat cycle.

"Please, don't leave me like this! W – We talked about this! You promised you'd take care of me!" I growled, aggravated that I was still bending over for an Alpha that wasn't fucking me. This was just sex and we talked about this already. I consented; was he still worried about that?

"Izuku," He growled, and I whined again. He was frustrating me to no ends. I was in pain and he was my designated Alpha right now. This was his job; Shoto promised to take care of me during my heat.

"I fucking consented already!" I hissed and arched my back as another wave of heat rushed my system.

"Goddamnit, Izuku!" Shoto growled and gripped my hips before flipping me on my back. "I can't just have s - sex with you like this. You -- You don't know what you're asking for. You don't really want this!" He scolded and I hissed at him for taking me out of my pose of submission. My body shivered, wanting to flip back around and submit again. This was exactly what I wanted. He knew that! We talked about it before! I struggled to turn over and he grabbed my hips, pinning them down to the bed roughly. I wiggled and yowled in frustration.

"Stop!" He growled, but the Alpha command didn't go unnoticed and my body went limp. A small whimper parted my dry lips. I licked at them while staring at the Alpha above me with half-lidded eyes. Shoto panted, his cheeks tinted pink and his eyes dark and dilated. He pinned my hips down still but slowly pulled back and sat back on his haunches.

My body was limp, lying prone on the bed still under his command. I can't deny that it sent a thrill through me as my body refused to move other than the slight twitching of my fingers. I moaned and whined, wanting to thrash and claw at my skin. The heat boiled inside my core and I desperately wanted to rut my hips against something to get some relief. 

"Please -- What are you doing, Alpha?" I whined and my fingers twitched by my sides. I was in pain again and wanted to be sated. Why was he fighting me on this? "Shoto --" I whined again and tears pricked in my eyes as the bubbling heat rolled through my stomach and hips.

"I --" Shoto squeezed his eyes shut and shook his head.

"Please, please, Shoto. You have to help me, Alpha. I need you to help me," I begged and keened. My toes twitched and I wanted to turn over and submit but I was frozen under his command. I panted and watched the Alpha kneeling over me with hooded vision. 

"Fuck, Izuku. No, just -- Fuck --- Fuck," He shook his head but his hands absentmindedly wandered back to my hips where he gripped and ran his hands over my stomach and thighs. I moaned and shivered but it wasn't nearly as violent as it felt inside. My body was still frozen and burning. I wasn't able to touch myself due to the command and Shoto was only providing some relief with his palms tracing my skin.

"Please, just get inside me. It h - hurts!" I grit my teeth and held back tears. My hips ached and my insides cramped and twisted in irritation. "It hurts!" I yelled at him and his eyes snapped open. Pitch black and dilated, he glared at me and bared his teeth in an obvious struggle.

"Turn over, Izuku," Shoto commanded and I moaned loudly as my body absently flipped onto my stomach and I pushed myself onto my hands and knees. I pressed my chest to the mattress with my ass presented in the air once more. A moaned bubbled up at the pleasurable feeling of being stretched and open for the taking. 

"Okay," The Alpha whispered to himself and I listened to the shuffling behind me and the sound of a zipper dropping. I moaned lowly and pressed my cheek to the bed while I waited for what my body craved. 

It only took a few seconds before I gasped and something pressed against me. I moaned lowly and rolled my hips. It was obviously the Alpha's finger pressing against my rim instead of his cock, but at least it offered some relief. I arched my back and wiggled my hips.

"Mmph -- More," I demanded and growled but yelped when his hand came down on my ass with a sharp smack. I jumped and a moan ripped out of my throat. I could hear the amusement in his voice as he chuckled.

"Calm down, Omega," It was obvious the humorous lilt to his voice and I grinned into the mattress. Shoto ran his free hand over my back, soothing the tension in my spine as I settled myself. His touch was doing wonders for my heat -- Katsuki was better.

"More," I snapped, shutting my eyes and clearing my head of my mate. This didn't involve him. This was me and Shoto just trying to get me through my heat -- nothing more.

"Shoto, I said m --" My demands were cut off with a high pitch whine as the Alpha sunk a single digit inside my dripping hole. I felt nothing other than a slight stretch that faded away quickly as my body demanded more. 

"More," I choked out and pushed back on his finger. Shoto faltered in his movements and ran his hand over my back soothingly.

"Relax, I really -- I just don't want to hurt you, Izuku. Hold on," He begged softly and I rolled my eyes. I wasn't made of glass and my body was built for this. I was in heat, he wouldn't hurt me unless he just fucked me without any kind of preparation -- and even then it would barely sting. 

"I'm fine," I gritted through clenched teeth and Shoto growled.

"If you don't fucking stop it Izuku ---" Shoto trailed off and I could feel the aggravation rolling off him so I stopped my complaining and let him prep me. I shuddered when he pushed a second finger in and flicked them both in a steady rhythm. A loud moan ripped from my throat and I rocked my hips, forcing his fingers to move more.

"Okay, okay -- I'm ready," I start and Shoto shut me up with another harsh slap to my thigh. However, it only spurs more moans to spill from my lips along with a trickle of drool. He shifts behind me and pulls his fingers gently from my body. It's obvious he hasn't been with an Omega before. He was too gentle. The heat pooled in my stomach again the moment his fingers left me and I squirmed. I just wanted not to be in pain anymore. I didn't want to hurt any longer. I had been in pain for so long -- I wanted to be normal. Shoto made me feel normal.

"O - Okay, Izuku are you sure?" The Alpha knelt up behind me and grabbed my hips and I could feel him trying to turn me over on my back again. I flinched from his touch.

"No! -- I mean, yes. Yes, I am sure. No, I want to stay on my knees," I said breathlessly as my body ached and trembled. I didn't want to turn over and watch him fuck me. I squeezed my eyes shut and arched my back longingly. There was a slight pause before the Alpha moved again. This time I knew exactly what was happening.  

The blunt tip pressed against my entrance and Shoto eased forward. My body accepted him readily and a low moan slipt my lips as the tip passed the first ring of muscles. Shoto groaned and I could feel his hands shake on my hips. I pushed back, forcing more of him inside me and he gasped and pressed down on my lower back.

"Goddess, calm down," He scolded and I growled. Why wouldn't he just move already? I rocked my hips and kept pushing back, fighting against his grip that tried to hold me still. "Fuck! Whatever -- F - Fine," The Alpha stuttered and let go of my hips, letting me sink back and take him whole. I mewled and wiggled my hips back into him as I seated myself on his length. He was big and thick, pressing into me nicely as a shiver ran through me.

Shoto was trembling, holding still and letting me take the leade, and unnatural thing for an Omega in heat. I didn't want control. I wanted to be fucked. I wanted kinky fuckery that only an Alpha could give me and right now I wanted Shoto.

"Move," I hissed and slammed back on his cock. I gasped as he reached deeper inside me and I cried out a string of moans and pleads for more. The Alpha took pity on me and gave in to my heat-crazed chirping and desperate moans. He grabbed my hips and jerked me back on his length once, causing me to shout and throw my head back. He pulled himself back, sliding out of me until the tip kissed my fluttering rim. I all but cursed him out but before I could he was slamming back inside me and picking up a pace that had me mumbling into the sheets.

Shoto was quiet as he fucked me but I didn't care. I talked, begged, mumbled nonsense, and cried out in pleasure. The pain was going away and I finally could relax. I wanted to stay like this forever. No more pain -- only pleasure. The Alpha had better get used to it now because my heats last roughly five days. 

Fingers dug into my thighs and jerked them apart, forcing me to split my legs open onto the bedding as Shoto pressed his body down over my back. His hands moved to the dip in my back and held onto both sides as he slid himself in me gently a few times before leaning down and pressing soft kisses to my back. I whimpered and pushed my ass up as he moved until he got tired of my needy behavior and started driving into me harder.

My slick dripped from my body as he pulled more loud cries from me. He tucked one hand under my hips and wrapped around my neglected member, tugging the sensitive skin until I was shouting and tears were streaming down my cheeks.

"M - More," I croaked and whined as he pulled out of me and softly ran his hands over the flesh of my ass. "What?" I whimpered and looked back at him. The Alpha was flushed, panting and staring at me with dark eyes and a worried expression.

"Turn over or something, Izuku -- This -- This isn't like me. I can't just," He shut his eyes and shook his head. I groaned and rolled over onto my back. My legs trembled as my hips rolled in seek of friction. I felt a little bad for putting Shoto in this situation with me, but he did offer. He did agree. I fought the overwhelmingly annoying urge to turn back over onto my hands and knees and stayed on my back.

Shoto looked me over and smiled a tiny apologetic smile.

"I knew this is hard on you too, Izuku. But you're being so good for me." I perked up at his praise and a soft purr rattled my chest. Shoto chuckled and brushed the damp hair from my face. I whined lowly and let him soothe me. It felt nice being praised. In an Omega's heat, complex things didn't matter. Most Omegas just wanted to be told they were good -- a good Omega. I preened over his compliment for a while as he brushed his fingers over my face and jaw before he settled back between my thighs.

"That's it. You're so beautiful," Shoto whispered softly to me and I purred louder as he gripped my thighs and pulled me closer to him, lifting my hips off the bed to allow him better access. 

"Nngh -- Thank - ha -- you," I moaned and shuddered as he sunk back into my body. My eyes widened at this new angle and slick gushed around his cock making his eyes go impossibly dark and a low growl parted his lips. 

"Damn, how are you still s - so tight?" He questioned and I gasped as he dug his fingers into my hip while the other hand wrapped around my leaking member. He jerked me off in time with his thrusts until I was screaming in his empty house. I had never had sex this early into my heat before and every ounce of me loved it. The pain was gone and I had never felt so satisfied in my life.

"G -- Good. Let go, Izuku. I've g - got you," Shoto cooed through stuttered words and leaned down over me before pressing a soft kiss to my cheek. He moaned lowly as I clenched around him suddenly. My orgasm ripping through me unexpectedly and coating the panes of our stomachs in between us.

"Ah! S - Shoto! More!" I screeched and shook violently as he fucked me through my orgasm. He growled in my ear before kneeling up and gripping my hips. He jerked me towards him again before thrusting harshly, picking up a rough and fast pace that had me seeing stars. I blinked up at the Alpha and he gave me a soft smile while reaching down and wiping a line of spittle from my mouth. I moaned as he drilled into that bundle of nerves that had me screaming out again.

He muffled me, shoving his fingers into my mouth. My eyes widened as he growled and rutted into me faster. I garbled around his fingers, spewing incoherent phrases that made perfect sense in my head. This was everything I had ever wanted -- a normal heat cycle. For once in over four years I was finally being taken care of. The pain was gone, being replaced by searing hot pleasure as my member throbbed between our sweat and cum-coated bodies.

"Oh Goddess, Izuku -- I'm gonna cum," He hissed through clenched teeth and I jerked as he hit my prostate with a rough thrust. He dug his fingers into my thighs and I was sure they would leave marks -- but I didn't care. My eyes rolled in my head as his rhythm stuttered and I lost myself in pleasure. For once there was no pain. I wasn't in pain. I smiled to myself as the Alpha grunted and brought my body to new heights.

He curled his fingers into my hips now and jerked me towards him with every thrust. The new angle and force had me squealing and shaking as another orgasm hit suddenly. My walls clenched around him and twitched as a low and tense growl seeped through the Alpha's lips as he let me ride out my high. He pressed forward as a sharp pain had me opening my eyes. I gasped at the utterly fucked-out look on Shoto's face as he pressed in me deeper.

I hadn't realized what was happening until it was too late. He gasped and moaned lowly as his hips jerked and his knot slipped past my rim, locking us together as he pumped me full of his hot release. I yelped but cried out in pleasure and shock as his knot forced another orgasm and I shook while my eyes rolled. 

"S - Shit -- Fuck, I'm sorry! I -- I'm sorry, Izuku. I couldn't s - stop until -- oh Goddess," Shoto winced and apologized through his release. My body trembled and he pulled back in his shock. I yelped as he pulled my body back with him. My eyes slammed shut at the pain and he froze instantly noticing my distress.

"Shit -- Ah, I'm sorry," He panted and gripped my hips softly, holding us together to ease my pain. It hadn't caught up to me yet what he had done. I was tired -- sated. My eyes grew heavy and I heaved a sigh of relief. There was no more pain and somewhere in the back of my head I was happy -- happy and sad. I didn't know why I was sad -- not yet anyway.

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Author's Note: I'll be sure to drop my address so you can all come to kill me (0.0)

Just to clear some things up for everyone:

1: This was consensual in the Omegaverse AU. They talked about it beforehand and Izuku consented. If anything I feel worse for Shoto right now. Please no "rape" comments.

2: I did promise you all a happy ending; it is coming. I swear. This book will be about 60+ chapters long. The angst is almost over my loves. Stay with me. I will treat you well!

3: THANK YOU ALL FOR STICKING THROUGH THE ANGST. I swear I don't have pointless angst in my books. It is all necessary for character development and plot. You may not understand right now, but it will come! You all are amazing and I hope you enjoyed the chapter. Much love form your friendly neighborhood Author-Chan!

-Red