DT: two people, one of which was my friend and the other who is still my friend. I feel bad for both of these situations even though one of them is completely out of my hands but still.

I'm not gonna say that I didn't expect it,
But I thought you were someone who could be respected
You took my heart and you decided to wreck it
Like it was nothing but a fake prosthetic

And maybe you were right this time,
But these feelings I feel are all mine
Who are you to say I don't exist?
Was it worth all of this?
I ask you seriously,
Do you find joy in hurting me?
Cause that seems like a common theme
That seems like it's common with me

And I find the worst part to be
There's people who have it worse than me
Because if what I have really feels this bad,
How does it feel to live like that?

He doesn't deserve the shit he gets,
She's got more in store I guess
And they're both lost but on different paths
How does it feel to live like that?

I don't want an answer now,
The truth will still hurt me somehow
I'm not there to make it right
And I can't talk to him all night

What was I thinking?
Did I really think
I could replace
The hole she brings?
Did she even want him?
Does she even care?
Is there a way to escape a place
If you're not there?

I'm not gonna say I didn't expect it,
But you're someone who should be respected
Let her tell you all this bullshit
But please remember to never believe it