Deceit
I wasn't planning on saving you
I remember when talking was all we would do
But I could see through your lies
Why did you even try?
We were only friends for a little while
I stopped trying after the first month, it was futile
You ruined it before you could ruin me
But I can't say the same for your "community"
You hurt people who don't deserve hurting
And you sank a ship that already stopped floating
Did I matter at all?
I'm not gonna let you get to me
You're not gonna be everything I see
And I'll make sure you don't hurt people again
Why would you do that?
These people were just rats
In your eyes...
Why do you lie?
Why can't you just accept that you're not perfect?
Why do you try and steal everyone's affection?
Was it really such a good idea now that you look back at it?
I'm lucky that I was the only one who saw through the bullshit
Try and come at me, I'm sure you'll fail
Try and take me, you'll never prevail
Try and assert yourself, your kingdom is dead
Keep living with your "friends," they're all in your head
Try and fight me, you won't get in my head
Tried to manipulate me, pretended to be dead
Tried to be someone, but you can't buy friendship
How do you feel now, knowing our loves dead?
You weren't ever anything to me, maybe for a month
But after that, you were just a dirty liar
Even if I tried, I couldn't see an end
Why did you keep it up just to give it up?
G a m e o v e r ; )
SmoresColaQueen
sour-sugar
StarBurstSkeleton
SpringMaxed
So I wanted to write a poem based on SWH and what she did
I saw through her lies like a perfectly clean window, and I saw it early in our "friendship.... "
I never really acknowledged it, because I was at an early stage with her and didn't know if I was just being dumb. But piece by piece, it all clicked and I had felt nothing. I still made an effort to make it SEEM like I cared, but I knew it was no use. She wasn't ever gonna change and she wasn't ever depressed. Maybe at one point she was upset, and saw all the attention she got... Maybe that's how it all started. Who knows. I really wanted to bring truth and justice fo these people, but I was afraid people would start hating me. I'm ashamed that it took so long to do it. I really wish I took the chance and exposed her sooner. I don't like my family. They're terrible and mentally abusive. The people I CHOOSE to live with, though, deserve everything good.. And I didn't CHOOSE to live with SWH.. I chose to live with the guilt of knowing my friends were cutting and hurting and crying for someone who was perfectly fine. But now I realize she wasn't fine, no.. She's far from fine.. She's a psychopathic monster.. She's a devil amongst humans... She's a faker... And that's the worse kind of person
Thanks for reading
This poem was for everyone affected by her. We will fight for ourselves, and we won't let her get to us. I'll be here if you need me, even if you don't know me and are reading this.
EDIT: Hopefully it's fixed this time
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