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"Stop it Hyunjin! Can't you see these? I'm wrapped up in bandages!"-Heoni's voice broke to every word she tries shout, while he still remains unbothered outside, but is dying inside the more tears she cried.

"I came into this room minutes before you noticed me, you were messing up my whole room finding any first aid kit, you put them on with a dead face and then you noticed me, snapping back to...
your mind."

Heoni pressed her palms to her ears, she couldn't bear hearing everything, she couldn't tell reality and... what's just, her illness.

"The guy who was shot at the park is Kang Younghyun, never was related to you. Then you passed out when you saw bl00d because you're afraid of it, that's when I came in, I brought you here.

She then knew he won't stop talking, she was helpless, words only rang to her ears, tears just hopelessly falling from her eyes,

Everytime you talk with Jisung in class, you were just asleep. I always begged our teacher not to wake you up because I told her you worked for part time jobs at night and do your school works at midnight and that you never had a chance to sleep,

When you had your so called ice cream date, I just luckily made it in time to follow you and show up when you're already confusing the staff, probably talking about who you are with.

I followed you everywhere, and I WAS talking to people, telling them you're sick and you're not okay and I'm out there for you so they should stop staring at you, and that they don't need to approach you about it.

The nights when he tutored you English, you had to repeat his questions didn't you? Because I heard nothing, because he's not there, I was able to answer you because I know english.

The day at the park where he bailed on you, I put one of my pills on the juice I gave you, it was the day I wanted to start explaining, and I know you were aware, the fact that you knew I put something there, you're aware he's existing because you're not taking your medications..

Like how Seungmin existed because I don't take mine either, except these past few days.

You were unbothered by me talking about him, him in class, him with us, you knew we were the same, you knew both of us looked just as crazy, you knew.

I tired myself running and stalking you around to tell people not to mind you anymore, I already told you, gave you signs to wake up, he's no one.

He was just on your mind."

Heoni broke down to tired tears, she sobbed, bawled her eyes out, it's not true.

"You're just drugging me again! Jisung had a book about me in his house, his journal that he came from Incheon, he transferred here when he saved enough money, to follow me here.

He had notes of the names of my cats, my favorite food and movies, my favorite places.

He was there all along, everything for me, to follow me, and you're just gonna drug me? Saying he's an illusion?

YOU'RE CRAZY! YOUR SEUNGMIN MAY NOT BE REAL BUT MY JISUNG IS. WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT IS IN YOUR MIND."

Heoni run the back of her hand pass her eyes, she sniffed and sobbed, she was tired of shouting what's true, to her.

"He knew every single details about you because you created him. He knew where to show, because you, showed him up those places.

Right, I'm not even gonna argue anymore."

Hyunjin walked towards his drawer, he pulls the whole thing out, revealing an envelope inside the very structure.

He threw the file beside her, and she didn't even need to open it.

Flashbacks and memories she's been trying to erase spikes to her brain, by just seeing the envelope, the hospital name, how crumpled it was from the day she tries throwing it out.

"That's your files, proofs. I put mine inside too, you know what it says?"

Heoni closed her eyes, begged the heavens to just turn her into dusts that very moment, she couldn't hear that word anymore.

"It says I'm schizophrenic, and so are you. Jisung, Seungmin, they're both just coping mechanisms.

They're here because we're stubborn enough to put our meds aside,

we're just..the same."

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the end?

btw.... notice how the only bold and italicized fonts are Jisung and Seungmin's speeches??? because bold fonts means it was talked out but italicized means.... it's a thought?

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