Ek Sawal h jo m aap sabhi se puchna chahti hoon!

Ek sawal j Jo m Chahti hoon Ki aap sab apne aap se puchiye!

TUM KON HO???

Wo jise dunia dekhti h
Ya
Wo jise tum chahte ho ki dunia dekhe?

Wo jo Tum Sabke sne ho
Ye
Wo Jo Tum sirf apne samne ho??

TUM KON HO???

Don't Panic!

It's Not KBC 😊

Iss sawal ka jawab dene ke lie aapke pass apni puri zindagi h!

Sach kahu, toh m khud bhi iss sawal ka jawab dene se darti thi!

However Aab khud ko pehle se jyada samjhti hoon,

Magar ek waqt tha,
Kab khud ko dunia ke nazariye se dekhti thi!

Ek Waqt tha,
Jab log mere bare me kya sochte h,
Wo meri apni soch se jyada mayne rakhta tha!

Bachpan me hume manners sikhaye jate h.

Kabhi socha h kyu???

Shayad isliye taki hum sabke samne aache lage! Dusro ke jaise lage!
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But kahi na kahi Hum ye similarly banaye rakhne ke lie apne aap me wo Speciality kho dete h Jo hume dusro se alag karti h!

School me Usually Students mujhe Padhaku, Bookworm, Nerd, Teacher's Pet etc kehkar bulate the!

Jaha mujhe kuch naya sikhne ki curiosity thi,
Baki sabke lie ye bahut "Uncool" tha!

Toh jab college shuru hui,
Meri zindagi me ek naya chapter shuru hone ja raha tha!

Mujhe apne aap ko Revamp karne ki opportunity mil gayi thi!

I did not wanted to be seen as a Nerd Anymore!

I also wanted to love that "College wali Cool life"!

So I did same which every teenager do once in their life!

I Tried To Fit In!

I Tried so hard!

College me Friends ke saath lecture bunk karna, Chilling with them, Try New New Things!

Without any ambition!
Without any Care!

That Every thing whi is expected from an Average College Student!

Being Introvert I am! For me Conversing with others was a Bit difficult for me!

That's why whenever someone approach me For talking for their own reason only I couldn't deny them!

Kuch log toh notes ke lie dost ban gaye the!

Well I'll not say this all is wrong!
Anyways, What's Right and What's Wrong in College right??

BUT if you are one of those who lives your life on your own Accord, then Breaking those Rules of your life, you soul will always falter you!

I was One of those,
Jinke Sundays "Netflix and Chill" nahi,
"Library and Home cooked meals" hua karte the!

Jinki life me har hafte "Saturday Nights Plan" nahi,
"Friday afternoon lunches" exciting the!

Magar aab!

Aab Inn Casuals and Complicated ke beech me relationship khatam ho jate h!

Din ki subah dopahar se hoti,
Or raat subah ke 7 baje!

Life ka sirf ek hi funda tha.....

"Galti karo,
Fikar mat karo!
Jab ho chuki h,
Toh zikar mat karo"

Dusro ke kareeb aane ke lie,
M apne aap se door ja chuki thi!

Or har ek College student ki tarah,
Meri life bhi "Existential Crisis" me kat rahi thi!

Lekin ek din...... Sab badal gaya!

Doston tasveero ki ek taqat hoti h!

Uss ek pal ke lie tumhara Time or Wajood kaid kar leti h!

Uss ek pal ke lie jaise waqt tham sa gaya ho!

Khair aab Mobiles and Selfies ke era me koi photo albums nahi rakhta!
But Pitaji aaj bhi unn purani photos ko dekhkar puri yadein fresh out kar lia lete h!

Or jab ye hota h, wo unn photos ki Picture click karke mujhe whatsapp par bhej dia karte h!

Ek baar aise hi unhone purani tasveer ki photo khichkar mujhe whatsapp kar di!

Iss tasveer me m apne purane ghar me Verandah me baithkar Ek book padh rahi thi!

Tasveeron ki ek taqat hoti h,
Tumhare past ko tumhare present me lakar khada kar deti h!

Uss tasveer me m apne aap ko hi pehchaan nahi pa rahi thi!

Wo Innocence,
Unn choti choti aankhon me bade bade  Sapne aab mujhe nazar nahi aa rahe the!

Baar baar uss tasveer me khud ko dekhkar m khud se ek hi sawal puch rahi thi

Tum Kon Ho???

Shayad wo college ke group me apni jagah banate banate m apni life me hi apni jagah kho baithi thi!

Doston!

Zindagi me kisi bhi mod par badlav lane le lie
Ek badi aag ki jaroorat nahi!

Ek Choti si Chingari bhi kafi hoti h!

Aab mujhe pata tha!
Mujhe Kya karna h?

Mujhe apni zindagi me apne sapno ko or Wajood ko dobara se dhundna tha!

Apne aap se itni door jakar
Wapis apne aap tak Ka rasta dhundna,
Itna asaan nahi!

Lekin uski khoj me nikalana,
Ek aachi shuruaat h!

Or ye shuruaat meri liye bahut jaroori thi!

Kyunki Doston!

Tum Chahe hazaron dilo me apna ghar banane ki kosish kyu na kar lo,
Shaam hone par toh apne hi ghar lotna h!

TUM KON HO? Iss sawal ka jawab toh tumhe khud hi dena h!

❤️ Thank You ❤️

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This Is dedicated to All Those who Have Lost themselves In the process of Doing something New!

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