People change a lot. Even through the course of a few months.
I've reread this book tonight and I'm seeing just how much I've changed throughout this, almost two years now on Wattpad. How much my friends have influenced me, how much I've developed as a person with my skill and emotional maturity and general maturity. It's kind of nice to see yet at the same time it's like *facepalm* cos I can't believe that I used to do/say stuff like that.
But i'm just giving a general update, even though I doubt anyone really cares any more. Anyone who would is gone. ...wow. Emo much XD
Anyway.

I've moved. I've gotten busier. I've dyed my hair purple. I've lost most of my friends on Wattpad. I've stopped writing so much. I don't have a job. I bought a PS4. I'm listening to more music. I've gotten better at drawing. I'm more introspective. I'm much more emotionally guarded. Much less trusting. Much more shy. I'm still immensely lucky. I still don't fully understand what I have. I'm growing up, and I'm realising that I don't want to. I haven't even looked into driving yet because I don't want to be sent on errands by my parents. My life is going to be changing very much, very soon. I'm afraid. I'm in need of friends. Real life or not. I'm just using this to vent a little bit. Danisnotonfire is my spirit animal. I have some sort of eczema. I'm happier than I used to be, unless I start thinking too much. I appreciate money more. I am a lot of things, at the moment.
But I'm happy. I'm blessed, and incredibly lucky. I just don't fully appreciate it.
And right now, I'm tired. So I'm going to go to sleep. At 11:45 PM. Much better than 2-4 AM, no?

Carry on.