•Remus•
•Angst•
•TW: Cutting, sad boi Remus, unsympathetic Patton•
•This is really just a vent..•

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"No one likes you Remus, just give up!" Patton yelled as he smacked the plate of food out of Remus' hand. The glass shattered on the floor, making Remus flinch.

The Duke started picking the glass up, his hands shaking as tears rolled down his cheeks. Guess he'll have to skip dinner again tonight. No worries, he wasn't hungry anyways.

Patton smirked as he kicked Remus over, making him drop the glass and nearly fall on it. "Stop crying you big baby. God, you're annoying."

Remus silently went back to picking up the glass, ignoring how there was glass in his hands and how the blood started dripping onto the tile. He threw the glass chunks away and swept up the rest of the mess, Patton continuing to push and kick him.

When Patron finally got tired of Remus, the Duke went to his room and shut the door softly, not bothering to lock it.

Then his bottle tipped and all of his bottled up emotions spelled out. He tried to keep his sobbing silent as he used his first aid kit to take the glass out of his hands.

Then he saw his blade.

The shiny metal called to Remus, taunting him as he tried to ignore the temptations and urges.

"I-I can't.. I-I promised Roman.." Remus told himself as he sat on his bed after wrapping his hands up.

"But it feels so good," a silky voice told him as he stared at the blade. He couldn't lie, it did feel good when he cut. "Besides when was the last time Roman actually cared about you?"

Remus sighed. "H-how many..?" He asked as he grabbed the blade and held his shirt up to make the cuts.

"Spell out monster. That's what you are after all; a monster."

Remus teared up and did as told. He was a monster, a creature that would be better off nonexistent. A nuisance and an attention whore.

"I-I'm just a monster.." He whispered to himself as he began to carve monster into his side. There was more pain than when he cut his arms and legs. The blood trailed down his side as he carved the word.

Then there was a knock on the door.