•Roman•
•Angst•
•This is pretty much just a vent...•

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Roman put a smile on his face despite the tears filling his eyes. The others didn't see that. They didn't see how his hands trembled or how his shoulders shook as he held back the desperate cries. They didn't see how he was breaking from the inside out.

No.

They only saw how useless he was. How egoistic and stupid he was. How much of a waste of space he was.

So he hid it all. Locking it up inside with a lock and key, as well as locking himself up in his room.

They wouldn't understand.

No. Scratch that!

They didn't want to understand...

"G-guys?" Roman whispered, his voice cracking as he struggled to hold back the flood.

"Shut up for once in your life Roman!" Virgil groaned. Roman flinched and immediately fell silent. He looked at the others, a pleading look in his eyes. They ignored him.

Roman went to his room, not able to hold back the tears any longer. As soon as his door was shut, Roman let the tears go in silent sobs. He covered his mouth, afraid that his breathing was too loud...

And he stayed in that same position, crying until he passed out from exhaustion...

His famILY didn't care...
Scratch that! His friends didn't care...
No, scratch that as well! The people he knows don't give a flying fuck about him...

And he damn well knows that.