I've always been there for him..

'Hey! Cheer up big guy..She'll come around!' Y/n said happily nudging his arm He smiled at me

His precious smile..

'We're finally together." He said Lacing his hand with The love of his life his same smile but brighter.

I'm hurting...Why can't you just Understand?

I smile with my thumbs up 'I...Hope you guys are happy together." I say standing up and walking away from the group.

I LOVE you! I can't help thinking Of you with another Girl..

Once I get home I run up stairs toward my room and shut the door behind me. I slide down the door hugging my knees. Tears streaming down my face.

I'm just...Friend A..He'll never notice my feelings toward him.

'Have I ever told you that I love you?' He says I look over quickly Feeling a blush Form on my cheeks, 'w-what?' 'yeah....ha, Your Like a little sister to me y/n!'

I hate Goodbyes.
I hate These tears in my eyes.
I myself for the way I feel about you.

'I'm... Getting Married.' He blurts out I look at him with my eyes widened 'o-oh..' I stutter. 'Well...that's not the congratulations I expected.' 'Well, Sorry I'm not always in the Happy mood you expected.'
'What has been up with you lately?! You haven't Been yourself! And you've been...Distant!'
' Maybe it's because I've always been distant! I've only been The happy go getter For your sake! If not you'd Probably get angry!' This angered him. 'Why can't you just be happy for me?! IT'S ALL I ASK FOR!' ' I've had to put up with Being happy for you All through high school! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE BECAUSE....'
'Why not?!-'
'BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!' He stayed silent
'...and I had to keep it hidden all this time Because you always Liked Her..It's always been about her! Haven't you ever thought about me?!' Tears formed in my eyes and I stormed off

I hate Love...
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Preview of next X reader oneshot. And I was hoping you could tell me which Guy I should Make this oneshot with, because I dunno..my mind is pretty blank right now.