Yay, finally got my point of view back. Alright, so onto the crap that was going down:

Bucky was coming back from the west coast. I buzzed about the house, tidying up and making a grocery list. I absolutely could not wait to see him again, right Bucky?(incoherent noise of affirmation)

When I found out from him about not coming directly home, I was confused. "What the fuck, Bucky? Why not?" I asked loudly. Fang shook his head and made a gesture of stop.

"Because...*sigh*... I need to see Dr Pika for a surgery. She needs to see me first. Just a few more days, Steve, then I'll see you in person. Just wait and be strong like you did for the past five months. You can do it. You waited such a long time for me to come back the first time, this shouldn't be much harder." he replied. "That was seventy years."

"I thought you were dead, Bucky. I didn't even want to stay alive because of that." I protested.

"Same difference, asshole. You are being so selfish and insecure right now. Grow up and act your age! God!" Bucky yelled before hanging up. I sat there for a few long moments, dazed and confused. Then I started to cry.

"Why was he so harsh to me?" I whispered through my tears.

Fang shrugged from where he sat at the table. "Maybe because you are a quite a bit clingy about him." Fang muttered, grabbing his phone after it dinged. He started texting rapidly. "Kay, Bucky wants me to tell you something. Are you listening? You might want to sit down for this..."

I sat across from him at the table, staring him dead in the eye. "I'm all ears." I said darkly.

"Steve, calm down. Jesus Christ..." Fang said, shifting in his seat uncomfortably. He messed with his right ear as he tapped his other fingers on the table. "Bucky is...erm...expecting." Fang said, practically choking out the words. "Or...pregnant as a doctor would probably say..." He paused, a slight smile on his face. "He's expecting twins: a boy and a girl." His smile faded and he stared me down. "They're your kids. Biologically."

"Then why did Bucky leave?" I asked.

"Ask him when he invites you into his life again." Fang said matter-of-factly. "It'll be easier to hear straight from him." He stood up and walked to the door. "I'm taking my car to the Avengers base to meet up with Natasha. See you later, Steve." Fang slammed the door closed behind him and I burst into tears again, holding my phone to see his picture.

He had a tired smile in the last picture he'd sent me. His hair was long again and he had a slight beard, but nevertheless, he was smiling for a camera. I could hear his voice the first time he talked to me since he left. I can't help but miss him though now I understood why he left. He was scared that I wouldn't love him anymore if he somehow ended up pregnant.

I sent him a text.

Me: Bucky, why didn't you just tell me? I still love you even though you somehow ended up pregnant with twins and you are supposed to have a surgery to remove the kids from your body. I swear. I still love you so much that it hurts. I'm with you till the end of the line.