April 3rd, 2018
I saw my ex best friend at school today. Started feeling mixed emotions again. I hate seeing her bc I always get mixed emotions and I hate them. I finally deleted her contact today after 2 months. Idk how to feel about it tho ;-;
I guess it doesn't matter. Sometimes I think to myself, "How would she feel if something happened to me? Would she even care?"
She probably wouldn't....but I know a lot of other people would so that's all that matters. Sighhhh I just had to get this off my chest.

~Neko