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023. | ❛ normal. ❜

lizzie:
Is everything back to normal between Seb and you?

I don't think it'll go back to normal, but we're getting there. He's been really considerate about my decision to not date at the moment because of everything going on between Trevor and I.

lizzie:
Is that still going on? Didn't you tell me that you broke up like three weeks ago?

I did. We decided to break up because of filming and the fact that we never really got to see each other. It's hard to maintain a relationship when both of us are so far away. Not saying that it can't work, but for me it was just too much. And I didn't need to put more stress on him while he's playing. It was the best for both of us. It's just the media trying to stir up drama, and both of us are frankly just over it.

lizzie:
I can see why. What does Sebastian think of the whole situation right now?

He doesn't really talk about it much since he knows it isn't what I want to talk about with him. He's just being patient with me, and i respect that. But i also wonder if I make him wait forever then he's not going to want me.

lizzie:
Isabella, you know that isn't what Sebastian would do. If I can remember, he has had the major crush on you. Perhaps there's a reason why he broke up with his last girlfriends, because he was chasing the wrong girl. He has been in relationships that didn't work out while you dated Trevor, and he kept his feelings under wraps out of respect for you. Now he's waiting for you, and will until the end of time. You've been the girl he's been waiting for.

What if I'm not good enough for him? What if we get into a relationship and we find out that we can't stand each other.

lizzie:
There's a chance that could happen. But you don't know if you don't try. And besides, I don't think that you'll break up. Something about you two is different, and I have a strong feeling it's going to last.

Is that you're Scarlett Witch coming through?

lizzie:
Not this time. It's just the truth. He loves you even if he doesn't know it.

Thanks lizzie, I needed this today.

lizzie:
Anytime for my Izzy.