46. Love You More (M)
To have a fire set under water would always be wonderful, does Jungkook even need anything when he has the greatest wonder by his side for the best.
And that's how they found each other with bare bodies, together in the shower.
The water kept running down and the fire kept burning up high as their bare bodies connected like they would never part away, hands onto each other as they kissed with pure passion working as gasoline to that fire.
Their tastes against each other seemed to still not fade away with the water running down their heads and down to their bodies.
It was something they wanted to do more than anything else, taste each other and swallow that every inhibition out of each other to score that goal of pleasure together.
Taehyung would always be slightly under control as Jungkook would never let him take it but that very time his kiss screamed possession, the way he grabbed Jungkook's neck to not let him part away screamed complete possession and Jungkook knew why so he let him.
He let Taehyung kiss him like he wanted to, let him nibble on his lip piercing as he loved that and let him do whatever he wanted to until the blonde himself parted away to take a deep breath and Jungkook moved his back slightly to block the water stream from falling directly on Taehyung's face who was struggling to take deep breaths.
Jungkook ran his hand over his baby's wet locks, pushing them back as he stared at his beautiful face with eyes closed yet features flushed red with all that blood rushing up.
Those plum lips got swollen and Jungkook couldn't help but steal another peck before he detached away and let their heads rest against each other like that for a while.
"I fucking love you babe." Jungkook whispered gently, saying it after feeling incredibly sorry for the events of the day.
Taehyung with his closed eyes simply inhaled, getting closer to hug Jungkook's wet body close to his own.
"Guess I fucking love you even more." Taehyung whispered right beside Jungkook's ear, aiming to take a bite of his ear piercing as well and Jungkook just grinned, tightening his hands around his hips more, causing their lower regions to crash together.
Taehyung gasped and broke away, looking down and biting his bottom lip before facing Jungkook again.
"I am wondering how I'm gonna take you, because I won't let you go this easily today." Jungkook whispered as if he was giving a warning yet Taehyung smiled in a cocky way.
"Can you handle me though?" The blonde asked, clicking one eyebrow up in a sassy way and Jungkook licked his lips with a playful grin.
"I usually can't but this poor boy is learning."
"Oh, get habitual already. Because now I'm gonna blow your mind." Taehyung whispered the last part sassily and Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows slightly.
"Mind?" Jungkook asked, showing him a playful grin and Taehyung knew what he meant.
The blonde then proceeded to bend his knees and let his hands run down from Jungkook's shoulder to then all the way to his chest and abdomen and then around his holy moly grail.
Jungkook pushed his own hair back as he looked down, taking deep breaths in the process as he locked his eyes with the kitten eyes of the other, hands all around his aching manhood with those licks being welcomed by Jungkook's quiet moans.
Taehyung had a playful grin on his lips as his tongue worked initially while for Jungkook he needed to get a grip of the glass wall to help him stand properly.
The tongue was then switched to his mouth, lips wrapped around him perfectly with water running down their bodies.
Jungkook had to take a look down at the beautiful scenery, the blonde one indulged in giving him the best feeling ever.
The black haired struggled with his breaths and threw his head back, feeling that warm feeling inside.
His mouth was working so well that Jungkook forgot what was two plus two in his own mind, totally losing his sanity with a hard stroke in and out and boom he had to look down again, meeting his eyes with those proud ones, urging him to find a way to hold those locks above them.
Jungkook's hands stroked the head, mouth throwing out every unholy word possible with numerous praises for the other one to do a good job.
And the more Taehyung would hear, the more he would want to do it as per the other one.
Totally and completely crazily.
This continued to the point Jungkook couldn't hold back, holding Taehyung's head that the other felt getting heavier because for the one standing he almost came.
"B-babe.. stop." Jungkook didn't want to end it soon but the blonde had other plans.
Well he didn't stop at that command, few more sucks and boom, even the blonde loves that warm feeling running down his throat.
"Fuck!" Jungkook cursed loudly as he let himself lose it all, huffing more and more as he looked down, fists tightened against the wall and eyes shut closed.
Jungkook was soon freed, the warm hand still holding onto that and as he looked down there was the naughtier one, smiling at him playfully as he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and fuck, Jungkook lost at it.
And the things he wanted to do next were unimaginable.
Because it didn't take him long enough to take their other one, lift him up and take him to his bed instead, not minding their wet bodies as they would run dry with that heat that's gonna come next.
A heat capable enough to burn it all.
It's not like Taehyung complained about being rocked by his boyfriend in a wet look, it has always been his favorite look of him after all.
And to be pushed against the mattress and let Jungkook hover above was exactly what he had imagined many times.
They had gone down and dirty many times but never this wild before. The love making turned into legit fucking because damn, they didn't want to miss any of it.
To have his wet body kissed from head to toe, to let the other lick every drop off his body and leaving him there asking for more, to having himself show his desperation in every way possible because Jungkook would always have that type of impact on him, would make him want to ruin every piece of innocence.
And Jungkook does it the best.
Having him between his legs, moaning and screaming like his life depended upon it, Taehyung felt like he would pass out of joy but that's what's the best about it, way more addictive than any drug, that's what his boyfriend became for him.
Jungkook would do him just so right, and during this process he would get hard again, tough like an iron man.
But Taehyung is what breaks his toughness.
He didn't waste any time before getting up between his legs just on time, not letting him have the time to get there because he disobeyed him earlier, rather he tossed him around and grabbed his hips in a hurry.
The blonde was still busy preparing his mind for it but the other only exceeded to carry something out of that nightstand, grabbing that bottle until he had enough on him.
Taehyung knew it was coming and would come unexpectedly like a jet plane in the sky.
And as expected, the length was against his rim, rubbing slightly before entering him well and good.
The poor blonde let himself adjust and feel at ease but then suddenly the stronger male let himself out just to barge in again and earned a loud moan from the other.
"Bear with me babe." Jungkook hovered over the other one's arched back, grabbing his jaws with his hand to bring his face a little back, whispering those words into his ears and fuck every nerves in the blonde's body was loving that dominance.
Despite this, a kiss on his nape was mandatory because even after it all, Tae is his baby.
And with more screams being welcomed in Jungkook's empty apartment, he worked on rocking that body beneath him grabbing wet sheets for life which started to dry off with their heat.
"You're so beautiful, baby, a work of art." Jungkook let out a true statement about that boy he owns.
That's right, his beautiful boy.
Jungkook continued to remind him about his love yet he also continued to destroy him down there but the other didn't complain despite all those screams muffled against the pillow.
And like this they chased their highs together with Jungkook switching his baby's positions as per the necessity, to be able to see his face from top to then laying right on his side and do him right until they both felt the need to finish it with their high peaks.
And in a while they were at it, at their peaks with Taehyung losing control first and Jungkook asking him to bear until they both passed besides each other, done and complete yet gasping for air.
Jungkook quickly searched for that body to be against his bare one as he hugged Taehyung close, not caring about the mess because he needed to give and take that love and comfort.
Taehyung totally ran out of breath even when it was Jungkook who worked as the gasoline to that journey of theirs but to that gasoline his baby was the vehicle.
And with that they eased in each other's arms for a while until Jungkook had to take the lead to clean the mess, bring them water and help his tired partner pull on some of his sparing clothes.
With everything being summed up to perfection they laid in each other's embraces again with Jungkook's bicep working as Taehyung's pillow, the black haired laying and letting the other one put his legs over him and his hand over his chest as they cuddled.
That hand in Taehyung's hair caressing it was a reward to the younger twin for being the good one he is.
They laid together in a comfortable silence together, breathing and easing their bodies until Jungkook felt the need to kiss Taehyung's forehead, letting their free hands play against Jungkook's chest, which Jungkook brought closer to his lips to give it a kiss as well.
Taehyung opened up his eyes to break out of his lazy state, smiling warmly as he admired his love, letting him play with his hand.
"I hope I wasn't too rough, baby." Jungkook whispered gently, totally opposite of what he was just a while ago that even Taehyung wondered how he could carry the sexiest yet most adorable sides all together.
Taehyung lifted his head up, looking down at the other, smiling down at that adorable face.
"Do you want me to be honest?" The blonde then whispered with the most adorable pout on his lip, as he played with the hem of Jungkook's T-shirt on him, stealing his boyfriend's heart all over again.
"Yes baby."
"You know... you were very rough and wild today. You almost scared me."
No wonder Jungkook was worried to hear so.
"I'm so sor-"
"Do it again."
Jungkook almost frowned his eyes but smiled again to realize what he meant and he couldn't help but burst into a laughter, causing the other one to smile just as big.
"Oh come here you tiny little devil." Jungkook rolled over to have the other one under him who he tickled with kisses.
Taehyung giggled under him contagiously and Jungkook didn't show any mercy with his love of adoration.
"Next time I will, don't worry." Jungkook whispered and Taehyung tried to catch up his breath with all that continuous laughing.
Out of all those laughters, Jungkook can never forget to steal his fair share of kisses because he's in absolute love with this boy in his arms.
So much in love.
~♡~
So much in love, it ruins most of it, isn't it? Well Jimin agrees with this statement way too much.
The cries died down on his couch and the drunk male passed out on it, sleeping in his curled position as if screamed to be hugged and cuddled like that, with peace and love.
But it was the other way round.
At least he could pass out but the other side V found himself in a bar numbing his pain with chugs of alcohol at the counter.
Saying and showing are different and V doesn't know where he lacked in showing his emotions. But since he never shared he would always be taken for granted or mostly taken in a wrong way.
And so he was always asked to get lost while his aching heart kept beating for this little one and swore to stay by his side through thick and thin despite all of this mess around.
But no one could ever understand his pain.
They all doubted him for the decisions he made, but didn't pay attention to the choices he had.
And he'll always be the bad one.
For one and everyone.
And with more and more alcohol in him he was at a state of losing his all senses and having his head against the counter, tearless pain filled eyes found a way to rest.
~♡~
Not being let go would always be the hardest yet Taehyung's favorite part out of everything they do.
Jungkook gets way too adorable when clingy, his denials of not letting him go away would steal Taehyung's heart all over again.
He didn't want to leave but he had an important thing to do and so for that he had to go back home.
It was their father's birthday and as per their rituals, the twins had always been celebrating it with him but since they were in a new city this time, they planned on being on a video call to connect to their family and wish their father good wishes.
Jungkook couldn't debate against it and so he had to let the other one go just for them.
Taehyung too bought a short cake on his way back home to cut on his own for his father so that he and his brother could feel like they were there at home with him.
And he cheerfully came back, excited to celebrate this special day with his brother.
He came home to a dark and empty house which he decided to light up first hand, letting his bag be thrown on the side. Wearing Jungkook's hoodie and shorts, he didn't care changing because he loves that essence of him in his clothes.
He loves how they are already at a stage of stealing each other's belongings as if they both became one single person.
He was giggling from time to time as he processed the earlier events while doing some chorus before the clock hits eight.
Usually their father would celebrate his birthday at night during dinner after coming back from work and so he decided to pass some time until it was just half an hour before hitting eight.
He decided to decorate their dining table, setting flowers and everything and putting his phone on a phone holder for that face time.
He didn't forget to bring his cake out of the refrigerator and put candles on it.
He thoroughly checked everything but then realized Dowoo hadn't come back.
Just fifteen minutes prior to it he decided to finally take his phone back and ring a call.
At first attempt no one answered. He decided to call again and again not once but multiple times but no one answered and his anxiety just grew more and more.
Dowoo usually doesn't answer his phone but he was worried what if his brother forgets their father's birthday?
"Appa would be so sad if he didn't come... what should I do?"
The poor younger twin sat and texted his brother many times but suddenly he received the call from his mother and he didn't even know where his brother was. He couldn't let her wait either so he decided to pick up and answer.
"Oh Taehyung-ah! How are you? I miss you, my sunshine!" Taehyung instantly heard his mother speak on the other side to see her son on the screen.
Taehyung smiled awkwardly before setting his phone on the stand.
"Eomma~~ miss you too." He answered, smiling at her who walked across her dining room to sit next to her husband and fix her phone as well.
"Appa! Happy Birthday!" Taehyung soon exclaimed happily to see his father smile at the screen.
"Aigoo Taehyung-ah, how is my boy?"
"I am fine but I miss you appa."
"Aigoo, aigoo. Appa does too. Oh, did you get yourself a cake for my birthday?" The old man asked happily and Taehyung then carried the plate and showed it to him happily.
"Yes I did appa, so that we can feel like we're home."
"Ah my boy grew up huh." His father smiled at him, admiring his son through the screen, those tired eyes still held a shine to see his son on the other side.
"Where is Dowoo? Let's cut the cake." The mother then spoke up and Taehyung's smile gradually faded away.
"Yes, where is he? Call him over quickly." The father insisted happily, carrying his own knife.
And Taehyung knew he was in trouble. Even he doesn't know where he is. If he tells them they'll feel bad.
"Oh, Dowoo... he... actually you know... he got extra practice today." Taehyung tried to lie.
"What practice?" The father asked with concern and Taehyung brought his words together to lie again.
"Umm, you know he has a football game tomorrow so." Taehyung lied and his father frowned.
The parents didn't even know about Dowoo's injury which he got last month and also that the finals were already over. It's Dowoo's personal choice that he didn't let them know or didn't let his brother let them know either. He thought getting hurt is his business, not theirs.
And now at the table Taehyung had to lie to them again about his brother.
"Who practices at this time? That's too late. Call him and tell him to come back and rest." The mother nagged and Taehyung just looked down sadly.
"I called him but..."
"But what?"
"He is not picking up, he just said he'll come in a while though." Taehyung lied again and the father sat back with a sigh.
"Then we should wait until he comes." The father said and Taehyung panicked slightly.
"Oh, he won't come early appa, we can cut it."
"But he is my son too, and like always our family is not complete without him." The father said in a serious way, putting down his knife and Taehyung sighed sadly.
The worries in him grew more about his brother.
And just like that they talked more in the call about anything and everything with time passing by and still there was no sign of Dowoo around. The candles on the cake remained unlit in wait and Taehyung felt more and more anxious by the time.
But he then got an idea.
"Ah... appa..." Taehyung then spoke up.
"Yeah?"
"I got a text right now on the screen. It says if he has dinner with his teammates and coach, he might get late." Taehyung lied and his father looked at his wife and the parents then sighed sadly.
"We really wanted to see Dowoo. He doesn't even call or receive our calls." The mother said in a gloomy way, starting to light up the candle in the cake and Taehyung felt a pang of pain in his chest.
"I haven't seen him in months, ever since he left." The father said just as sadly and Taehyung almost felt himself on the verge of crying.
He felt so bad for them.
Taehyung held back those tears from coming as he lit up the candles on the cake he got as well.
"Tell him we miss him and that he should pick up our call." The mother said lastly and handed her husband his knife.
Taehyung simply nodded and carried a cake as well.
Their father then started cutting the cake and Taehyung clapped his hands along with his mother.
The father cut a piece out, feeding his wife happily who fed him back until Taehyung cut a piece out on his own, pretending to feed his father through the call who opened his mouth but got fed by his wife again and this way he fed Taehyung on the screen as well who fed himself with tears of joy and sadness together accompanying his eyes.
"Ah, Taetae, my baby, don't cry, eomma will cry too." The mother whined but the younger twin got overwhelmed and cried, causing his mother to join him in tears while the father pulled her in for a hug, getting emotional as well.
They are a family, and have always been but without their fourth wall, it felt so incomplete.
With those tears coming out and those emotions being shared, they all knew how much distance causes one of ourselves to miss us even more.
And they miss each other a lot.
~♡~
The face time finally ended and Taehyung wiped his wet eyes with his sleeves, sniffling continuously as he put his phone down, summing up everything and closing the cake back in the container to put it inside the refrigerator again.
He got his phone, calling his brother again but again the calls went wasted and he got no replies.
His heart was beating so fast and all he could do was rush towards the door to go out and look for him but before he could reach out to the door, the door opened up.
The younger twin stood back, taking his phone down as he welcomed his tipsy brother in.
Taehyung finally let out a breath he was holding on for a long time after seeing him there but that's not how he was supposed to come home that day.
"Where have you been, Dowoo?" The younger asked to which the elder had no reply.
He just took out his shoes and tossed them to the side before walking in while slightly tripping.
Taehyung frowned at his attitude, he was trying his best to not bring that bitch out of him.
"I asked, where have you been?"
"With Jungkook." The elder lied and continued to walk towards the balcony after getting something from one of his drawers.
"He was with me. Stop lying, where have you been?"
"Why was Jungkook with you, may I ask?" V asked in a drunk way, turning around to look at his brother once.
"Why not?"
"I asked why."
Taehyung stared at him with a deadly gaze once again.
"Why were you with that girl at first? Did I ask you?" Taehyung asked but then V chuckled bitterly.
"So what are you two? A situationship like mine?" Dowoo asked and proceeded to walk out to the balcony.
"Can't I and Jungkook just be close friends? Or even anything else, is that a problem to you?" Taehyung asked and Dowoo just smiled bitterly.
"So everyone's your friend now huh?"
The elder twin referred this question to Jimin, and how to Jimin, Taehyung has always been his friend and never Dowoo. How Jimin wanted him to get lost from his life but he always cherished Taehyung. Even his best friend Jungkook sees Taehyung differently, admires him more. Like Jimin and his parents. Everyone likes Taehyung more.
"Shut up Dowoo, just because you're drunk, it doesn't give you a free pass to talk shit."
"And this is why I don't talk." Dowoo whispered and stood with his back against the wall of the balcony, taking out a cigarette that he lightened up and sucking effortlessly as he fixed it between his fingers.
"It was dad's birthday. And you weren't here." Taehyung then said sadly and the elder stopped in his actions for a moment as he recalled.
He knew but he didn't want to face him.
The elder continued to smoke again and ignore his brother completely.
"I was so anxious about you, you didn't pick up my calls or anything. We waited and ended up cutting the cake without you. Do you even know how sad they were that you never called them?" As Taehyung asked, his voice started getting shaky.
"And why do they care?" Dowoo asked with a blank face, blowing that smoke out shamelessly.
Taehyung got quiet.
"Why do they care? Are you for real?" Taehyung asked out of disbelief.
"You never have something good to say, do you? Sometimes I really wonder if you're really the Dowoo I used to know." Taehyung then lowered his voice, the way he was so hurt was so evident on his face that even Dowoo felt his heart aching deep inside.
And that's exactly why he hated himself.
"I don't know who am I either, don't you fucking worry." The elder twin finally whispered before turning his back to his brother and smoking continuously.
"You're not doing good to yourself Dowoo. Stop before it's too late. I don't like this version of you." Taehyung yelled from the back and Dowoo closed his eyes together.
"Did you, your parents and your friends ever like any version of me?"
Why did he speak like that? Isn't everything that's Taehyung's is his as well?
"What do you mean by my parents and friends? It's ours, Dowoo."
"I left my friends back in highschool if you wonder. I don't have any friends." Dowoo turned around and said, red eyes on the verge of getting teary. V said with a voice that held a lot that Taehyung's urge to fight almost immediately vanished.
And the younger twin took steps closer to his brother.
"That doesn't sound good at all Dowoo, and the friends you're talking about were some bunch of stupid directionless kids who are nowhere in life right now. You can't even call them friends because they are the reason you're like that. And about not having friends, watch your mouth when me, Jimin and Jungkook have always been beside you"
"Always beside me?" Dowoo chuckled bitterly and continued to suck on his nicotine bar.
"Dowoo what's wrong with you?" As Taehyung asked with disbelief in his eyes, the elder twin back faced him again, staring at the night sky instead and fighting his urge to cry.
He hated to be weak. He hated to be vulnerable.
Dowoo didn't say anything anymore and Taehyung decided to walk closer to him and the next thing he decided to do was to hug his brother's back so tight, almost as if he wanted to hold him and feel a little less lonely because he knew what his brother had always been through, he had always been seeing it and tried to help him but the elder always pretended to not care and move on.
But his brother knew him so well.
Those words they say, the fights they have, none of it can ever less the love they have for each other. They love each other so much. And Taehyung never hesitated in showing it.
The younger twin let his tears fall down as he closed his eyes, letting his head rest against his brother's back who stopped in his actions, the cigarette burning on its own as he let his hand down and parted his lips, letting a breath out of his lips and the tears pooled his eyes.
He didn't know he needed it. All he ever needed was that hug, but why was he so scared to ask for it? Because probably he didn't expect anyone to step up and do this for him.
He needed to be embraced like that and told that he is loved. Even if it's just a lie.
"I hate to do it but you're a big child. You have all the right to be upset if any one of us had hurt you but you should not forget that we're a family, we're friends and I'm your brother, your twin and your forever companion since the time you were born." The younger twin whispered softly, his voice cracking as he spoke and Dowoo inhaled sharply, not having anything to say.
"Don't you ever dare feel alone because you're not alone. You can never be alone when you have me and everyone who loves you, and probably I'll always love you more." As Taehyung whispered the elder twin couldn't help but close his eyes, the held tears finally falling down.
No matter how hard he tries, he has always been vulnerable and weak for the people he loved, like how he loves his little brother more than life.
And for then the brothers needed a time to cry and let all their inhibitions slide away, most importantly Dowoo who had a lot in him to let out with the amount of sobs he let out that night.
Be it alcohol or the hug his brother gave him, all he wanted to do was to cry and just cry.
Sometimes tough hearts have a soft core that not many people can see and those hearts too need to be weak because either they break apart or forever stop beating if they don't.
But Taehyung won't let this happen for his brother because he loves him a lot.
───♡───
I was supposed to update this yesterday but sorry I was so exhausted so here you go.
This chapter was very difficult for me to write. I hope you guys don't hate V for being the way he is, because people like him are like this for a reason.
I'd love to have a lot of comments, please.
Hope you guys enjoyed it!
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