The four friends are stuck in a Love Maze, lost and found but clueless of their next new way. This is how messy it got for them when they let feelings walk in.

Every side is messy and every single one is fucked up.

So was Jungkook who kept calling Taehyung in the bright morning after not being able to catch up with him. He thought maybe he was still asleep so he left some texts in desperation.

He wanted to talk to him so badly before it messed up from both sides but waiting for it till afternoon had him tested and Jungkook knew he had to take matters into his own hands.

And so he decided to go to their shared apartment. Even if he has to let V know, he needs to talk to Taehyung.

He didn't hesitate as he made his way to his house, dressed in black shorts up to his knees and a loose white T shirt, dark messy straight short hair brushed nicely.

He cleared his throat once or twice before knocking on the door just to only find his buddy opening it for him.

"Oh." That's all Jungkook could say as he spotted the other one who simply cleared the way for him to walk in.

"Did Taehyung wake up?" Jungkook asked without wasting any time and the elder just raised his one eyebrow in a questioning manner.

"Yeah."

"Where is he? Can I talk to him?" Jungkook asked desperately and the elder had to narrow his eyes at him in a suspicious way.

"You could if he was here."

"What do you mean?"

"He's not home."

"Where's he?" Jungkook asked desperately again.

"His best friend's house."

"Is he with Jimin?"

"Got me right."

"Shit." Jungkook cursed and took out his phone, texting someone again and V looked down at the screen and it was Jimin's number.

"How was he when he woke up? I mean how did he seem to you?" Jungkook asked and V tilted his head slightly.

"Fucked up."

And damn Jungkook's breath almost hitched.

"Did he say anything?"

"He cried." V whispered while looking dead into his eyes.

V simply crossed his arms and Jungkook looked up at his face, locking his gaze with him for a while in utter silence. V's gaze seemed to be tensed by the time and Jungkook straightened his posture slightly, sighing.

"Don't look at me like that, I don't even know what I did." Jungkook said defeatedly and the elder let go of those tied arms.

"So it was you."

"What do you mean it was me?" Jungkook asked, his adorable bunny face was way more adorable that day with all that worries in him that V couldn't even say much to him.

"Nothing. Now that you're here, would you wanna sit as a friend of mine or you were here for just him only?" As V asked, Jungkook released his tensed posture.

"Of course, you too. I mostly come here for you, don't I?"

With this V only stepped closer to put his arm around Jungkook's shoulder to bring him into the kitchen.

"Let's make some makguksu since you're here."

As V brought him in, Jungkook was only focusing somewhere into the space, kinda lost.

"Don't worry about him, I'll let him know that you came." Saying this V tapped his shoulder and went on to wash his hands and Jungkook followed after him quietly.

~♡~

Jimin hadn't even left his room, face planted against his pillow. He barely got any sleep that night, his worried aunt knocked on many times to ask him to join them eating but he only rejected until after a long while he heard knocks again.

"I'm not hungry, I'll eat when I feel like."

"Jimin-ah."

Jimin lifted his head up to hear his bestie, sounding not so cheerful.

Jimin tossed over, trying his best to get up and open the door, wearing shorts and a loose T shirt, messed up in his own bubble as he opened the door to find his bestie in similar attire.

As Jimin opened the door to find his bestie, giving his puppy eyes and Jimin's turned just as softer to see him. Taehyung couldn't control it any longer nor could Jimin.

They stared at each other quietly for a while until Taehyung finally broke the gaze to have his face planted into Jimin's shoulder who held him tightly without asking much.

He needed a hug too.

Jimin pulled himself together to see Taehyung breaking into tears, he knew something was definitely wrong.

For a moment they shared that warmth of each other, be it them crying quietly, they just needed it.

They broke apart only for Jimin's hands to reach up to wipe Taehyung's, even with tears in his own eyes.

"Why are you crying?" Taehyung asked, sniffling as he saw his bestie.

"I should be the one asking you this bitch."

"I'll tell you but you need to tell me too."

"Yeah, we'll have a lot to catch up I guess."

With this they were already onto Jimin's bed, sitting side by side until Taehyung expressed himself and Jimin carefully heard him through.

He let him know all his insecurities and fears, the possibility of things he did last night that could probably make Jungkook hate him and how he was fucked up, too afraid to even do anything.

"This is really messed up." Jimin let out after a while of his ranting, not sure what else to say.

"I'm fucked up real bad, Jimin, I always feared not to lose him but there's nothing I didn't do to push him more away. I bet he won't even face me now." Finishing his sentence the pretty blonde was again on the verge of fresh tears.

"Hey." But Jimin was quicker to hold his cheek with his hand, shifting closer.

"Taehyung…" Jimin started on a serious note and Taehyung tried to pull himself together again.

"Please, at least this time, have a talk with him in your sober self." Jimin suggested calmly and Taehyung looked up to meet his teary eyes with him.

"I know you must be afraid and everything, but you should feel lucky Jungkook is the one who understands his feelings and takes responsibility for them. As far as I know he's not a complex guy that you need to remind every time. And even after this, I believe he won't push you away but rather listen to you. So please, have a talk." Jimin tried to convince his bestie who looked down at his hands, playing with Jimin's tiny free one, processing those words.

"What if he pushes me away?"

"Then it's on him to decide. I don't think he'll do it after how he brought you back home last night, he must have taken good care of you. And if you surely don't remember what happened last night, only he can help you with it." As Jimin explained Taehyung couldn't deny but agree.

He's always right.

"And don't make it wait too long." As Jimin whispered, Taehyung nodded understandingly.

"I will."

"Jungkook is not someone who should be risked losing, in fact no such friendship is worth losing for any reason. I hope you always stay like you were." Jimin whispered sincerely and Taehyung could understand better after seeing his own brother with his bestie.

"I don't wanna lose him either. He's too good. But I was messed up and I still am."

"It'll be alright, don't worry."

"Now tell me why were you crying?" Taehyung then asked and Jimin suddenly got blank.

"Looking at your face now, seems like you have cried a lot and your face looks so fucked up, worse than mine." Taehyung insisted as he frowned, trying to touch Jimin's features gently who faked a smile.

"Nothing, just a bit overwhelmed."

"Why?"

Jimin remained quiet.

"Is this Dowoo again, what did he do now?" Taehyung asked eagerly but Jimin just looked down and sighed.

"He doesn't even need to do much to get me in this situation, Taehyung." As Jimin whispered sadly, Taehyung's own gaze softened.

He can feel him so much.

"Jimin, he doesn't deserve you, he never did. I know he's my brother but he's also such an asshole. If it was me in his place I'll cherish you and love you like crazy because that's what you deserve, and I do too as a friend. But you shouldn't be the one asking for love. You're the one who should be loved just for existing." As Taehyung finished his sentence Jimin tore up again, followed by a gentle smile, leaning his head onto Taehyung's shoulder who automatically put his hand on the back of his head.

"I know I am loved, I am so loved. And I shouldn't be the one crying so I won't anymore." Jimin whispered sadly and detached away, wiping his own tears.

"What actually happened, Jimin? You're making me so worried."

"Hehe, nothing, I'm just being that bitch again. Leave it, now I crave something, do you wanna eat something?" Jimin definitely switched the questions because he didn't want to make a brother hate his brother.

"Jimin… what is it?"

"It's nothing, maybe last night's alcohol on my head. Anyway, what do you wanna eat." As Jimin decided to get up, Taehyung held his hand.

"I'm always here when you feel like sharing, don't go hard on yourself." Taehyung whispered sincerely and Jimin gave him a reassuring blink.

"I know."

~♡~

After having something to eat, they went back to cuddling and binge watching a show until Jimin fell asleep in Taehyung's hold, who decided to shut the Laptop on the table but detaching seemed a bit difficult.

They laid sideways, Taehyung behind Jimin and the little one with his head right in front of Taehyung's chest.

Taehyung knows one warm hug and Jimin will already be at peace, maybe his embrace had the poor boy sleeping which he couldn't all night.

Taehyung also knows his brother had did something again to have him in this situation because there's no way he would act like this after a fine night he was so excited about but he also knows how it works for Jimin so he didn't force him to answer but what he knows is that he'll be with him.

He carefully detached his arms from Jimin to sit back up and shut the Laptop before carefully getting up.

He needed to work on something he promised his friend a while ago.

To have a talk with Jungkook.

It never seemed easy, it still doesn't seem like that but it's now do or die.

He sighed as he stood up, taking his phone from the nightstand and checking his friend once, making sure to cover him up with a blanket.

He looked down at him once, finding him just way too adorable. He bent over to move some hair from his forehead to press his lips on his head.

Jimin is his comfort zone and he doesn't know what he would do without him.

He is there to save all his relationships. Taehyung is a fool at such things but Jimin will always be there for him.

From dawn to dusk it's been and Taehyung knew he was keeping things hanging which is a coward's thing and he doesn't deny that he isn't one, what else can he even do, Jungkook makes him weak.

But if he doesn't do anything now, he might mess things up even more.

And Jungkook deserves a disclosure.

~♡~

Staring at his screen became a constant struggle for Jungkook who couldn't look away from it once he came back after having lunch with his friend.

He doesn't know when Taehyung will call him back, will he even call him back or not?

He's getting angry at this point and he is not wrong either because his patience has tested the best of him.

If he's not calling him tonight, Jungkook would lose his shit and then he might show a side to him he hasn't shown anyone anytime soon.

He played some music on the television, trying to distract himself but it didn't seem to distract him away until played the music video of Angel Baby by Troye Sivan and Jungkook almost held himself against his couch.

Seeing men kiss, skin on skin with their bodies dancing in pure bliss, the confidence of loving someone like you and having to feel their touch and kiss, it would never faze him before but now it does.

He felt the connection they portrayed, the feelings they shared when they would kiss and be all over each other.

He shouldn't be caring about it but he had never been an old school guy, despite knowing his father wouldn't like things like this he got tattoos because he wanted to, he got his ears, eyebrow and lips pierced because he wanted to.

And now he doesn't wanna care about what everyone around him cares about, he wants to believe in the bliss of two souls, love regardless of gender.

And it's very surprising because Jungkook imagines himself kissing just Taehyung when he thinks about that connection, that bliss and joy.

He is all over his mind and even he feels like he is in danger if this doesn't end on a good note.

He wants him so bad.

Soon his bell buzzed and the music video too ended.

Jungkook didn't care about touching the remote control or mind the music as he proceeded to the door to take it.

He had no idea who it could be so he casually opened it up just to only find Taehyung facing below and hesitantly lifting his head up to find Jungkook.

Fuck… he's here.

Jungkook's face automatically carried a frown yet deep inside he was relieved as hell but more than this he was kinda upset, a lot.

Jungkook looks so mad… fuck, I screwed real bad.

For a moment none of them dared say a word, Jungkook was extremely upset and it showed while Taehyung was extremely nervous which was always shown.

"Are you at the right door?" Jungkook asked in an upset manner a little later, looking at the other with his deadpan face which Taehyung hadn't seen before.

Taehyung grew nervous, his hands tucking the sides of his T-shirt.

"Koo- Jungkook… I- I'm so sorry." He whispered hesitantly, looking everywhere but Jungkook who didn't know what else to do or say since he's here.

He's so damn frustrated yet so relieved at the same time that everything was conflicting inside.

"Sorry for what? For constantly ignoring my existence? For suddenly detaching yourself? For not giving me a chance to talk with you? For leaving me unspoken several times? For not answering my calls or texts even though I have spammed you many times? For what?" As Jungkook counted his faults Taehyung hung his head lower, eyes pooling with tears.

He must have really made Jungkook feel so miserable. He doesn't deserve him.

Taehyung lifted his head up, sniffling as those tears threatened to fall.

"For e-everything…" As he whispered with a low weak voice Jungkook's will to stay mad almost crumbled down.

His gaze softened and he looked to the side, sighing. With this he decided to hold Taehyung's hand to pull him into his house and close the door.

"I'm so sorry." Taehyung whispered again, looking up at Jungkook who was quietly staring at his face.

"For everything I have done, I know it's not justiciable and I don't know how to make up for it but-" Taehyung sniffled deeply, feeling himself on the verge of crying as he looked at Jungkook's expressionless face waiting for him to talk.

"But you have hurt me." Jungkook whispered, staring at Taehyung who's eyes watered more and more until one heavy droplet scrolled down his cheek.

"A lot." As Jungkook added another heavy droplet rolled down his other cheek.

Taehyung fell apart, not able to contain himself as it all boiled inside of him and he could burst into sobs any time.

"I ruined our friendship… I'm sorry." Taehyung whispered, putting his back of hand against his mouth, preventing himself from sobbing which he wouldn't be able to hold back for longer.

"You did, yes you definitely did." Jungkook replied, he seemed so upset that it was evident with that face of him and Taehyung felt more and more terrible.

"I'm so sorry… I know I messed up real bad. I'm sorry for everything. You were someone I could never risk losing but once my feelings walked in between… I… I fucking messed up and I didn't know what to do… I still don't-" And he burst into sobs to see which Jungkook closed his eyes and took a shaky breath.

He'll break his act if Taehyung cries a little more. He can't see it.

For a moment none of them did or said something, Taehyung crying and trying to control himself while Jungkook was looking at him with soft eyes. He has a lot in him but seeing Taehyung like that made it all disappear.

He can finally understand how miserable the blonde would be to have himself detached like that. Jungkook's anger is understandable but so are Taehyung's actions.

"Why did you do it, Tae?" Jungkook then asked in a gentle voice, looking at his face with a soft pleading gaze and Taehyung felt so miserable to see him like that.

Taehyung brought his fallen pieces together, wiping his tears away and sniffling several times as he prepared himself to talk.

"I did it because…. Because I have been through rejection all my life and certainly getting one from you would kill me inside. But it still kills me inside when you look at me like this. And it fucking hurts to know you can never be mine and that's how I decided to let go because I was falling more and more until I couldn't and even though I knew I might be digging my own grave but falling for you is the easiest thing I can ever do and I still can't help it, everything you do is just too much and I… and I'm just messed up." Taehyung finally confessed, throwing it all out in a single breath, everything he had in him.

And with this Jungkook's mouth slightly fell open, eyes dilating as well when he processed those words. His chest was tingling in a way he could never express. If this isn't love then he doesn't know what it is.

"I don't wanna lose you, Jungkook. We were best friends and… and it's my fault I did this." Taehyung cried more as he looked at Jungkook who was trying his best to stay still and give him his time to say all he had in him because he was this close from shutting him with his lips.

"And I'm so sorry for last night… I was drunk and I messed up. I wouldn't even mean it, I guess I was just… just out of my mind like right now…" Taehyung explained hastily and Jungkook had enough.

"Didn't mean it?" Jungkook asked simply and Taehyung sniffled roughly, facing him with his teary eyes.

"You didn't mean everything you said or did last night?" Jungkook asked again and Taehyung just wandered his eyes into Jungkook's, he didn't know what to say.

"Or maybe you don't remember what you actually said and did last night?" Saying this Jungkook finally stepped in, closer and closer until he was standing right in front of Taehyung, staring down at his lips.

Taehyung gulped, sweat beads forming on his forehead.

"Then let me remind you." And putting his hands on either side of Taehyung's neck Jungkook didn't hesitate once before pulling him closer and putting his lips right on top of Taehyung's, whose eyes widened.

For a moment Taehyung couldn't even react because he was under a power like an electric shock, stimulations all over his body had him hypnotized for a while as Jungkook moved those lips, taking his in.

Slightly taking them back Jungkook pushed him against the wall, detaching to put his forehead against Taehyung's head who felt Jungkook's breath against his lips while he was staring down at Jungkook's lips which were licked by his tongue slightly.

"You asked me what we are." Jungkook then whispered, reminding him of that question he didn't even have the answer to while slightly wiping the previous tears from his cheeks.

It hurts to see him cry.

"Now I ask you, what are we?" Jungkook whispered, snuggling his nose into his wet cheek and Taehyung closed his eyes.

Fuck that feeling was driving him insane.

"What are we, Taehyung?" Jungkook asked again and Taehyung leaned into Jungkook's touch, deciding to raise his hands to put one behind Jungkook's head, running his fingers through his dark hair and one over his shoulder, sliding up to his neck.

As Jungkook let himself face Taehyung again who inhaled and exhaled deeply, the blonde for a moment was able to remember everything. It almost clicked a sense into him, causing him to remember that kiss they shared last night, so electric and intense.

Taehyung had his eyes shut and Jungkook was waiting for him to say something but fuck it, Taehyung had better ways to let him know.

Jungkook closed his eyes as well when he felt him leaning in for a kiss and within a second they were recapturing the taste of each other.

Jungkook's hand went down to hold Taehyung's waist, pulling him closer to cause their lower bodies to collide as they kept kissing.

Tilting his head for a better access Jungkook decided to deepen those supple movements into sloppy ones, diving in for that taste deep in his cavern.

The kiss started gently and soon turned into something steamy and hot. They were making out at this point and with all that dedication.

The dark house was filled with romantic sensual songs playing in the background as they grew needy for each other, kissing mindlessly.

That feeling felt like no other, Jungkook felt so full as if that emptiness was finally filled as soon as their lips met again.

For Taehyung it felt like living a dream, Jungkook tastes just how he imagined him to be, intoxicating.

That metal ring would come between the blonde's lips many times, even clicking his teeth. That was something he fucking loved.

Their need of air had them detaching but Jungkook wasn't detaching his arms from his waist nor Taehyung his arms from all over Jungkook's.

They broke apart but Taehyung's teeth couldn't help but take a bite of that metal ring, as if he was so ready to do this one day which caused Jungkook to hiss but smile gently as he looked down at Taehyung.

The blonde let go of it soon and decided to put his lips on the corner of Jungkook's lip to kiss over that ring as an apology and Jungkook melted into a pit, snuggling into the other by pushing him back into the wall.

Taehyung let his hands play with Jungkook's hair who dug his face into his neck, smelling that cologne he loved a lot and Taehyung closed his eyes at the feeling.

He still couldn't believe it was really happening.

"You still didn't answer me." Jungkook whispered into his ear, causing Taehyung to open his eyes lazily. There was a smile hidden in his voice which Taehyung could feel.

"You're mine and I'm yours now, that's all I know." Taehyung whispered, wrapping his arms tightly around Jungkook to claim him who chuckled into his neck.

"Right?" The blonde asked to confirm and Jungkook smiled again.

"Right."

The songs kept playing on as they held onto each other like that, loving that warmth and giving each other the time to settle down to grasp everything that happened.

"Kookie…"

"Hmm…"

"I'm genuinely sorry for everything." Taehyung soon whispered and Jungkook detached away to face him.

"We'll work on that later. For now nothing else matters but you." Jungkook whispered back, lifting his hand to fix those blonde hair and gently tapping Taehyung's wet eyelashes with his knuckle.

Taehyung looked so attractive even in just a domestic look. No such efforts made like last night but something about those eyes, lips and numerous chocolaty moles on his honey skin would make him look just as amazing.

Jungkook was toying his features, fixing his hair and gently touching his wet cheeks to tap any excess moisture possible.

Taehyung was melted by his gestures and smiled gently, looking at Jungkook dreamily. Fuck he's so fucking handsome, like those dark hair contrasting his milky skin, the shine of his galaxy in the eyes and closely he looked even more unrealistic.

"You're so beautiful." Soon Jungkook whispered as he stared at Taehyung who chuckled.

"How did you read my mind?" Taehyung asked and Jungkook attached their foreheads together.

"Like this."

Taehyung chuckled, curling his arms more around Jungkook's neck over his shoulder.

"I can't believe this is happening."

"Me neither. I should have known when you were having mint choco for me even though you hated it." Jungkook replied comically and Taehyung smiled so big.

"So you found out?"

"A while ago."

Taehyung then looked up at Jungkook with pure admiration in his eyes.

"Jungkook…" He whispered seriously and Jungkook hummed, looking at him.

Jungkook waited but Taehyung kept wandering his eyes into his eyes until he hugged Jungkook, gradually tightening it and Jungkook hugged him back with the same amount of admiration.

"I don't want to lose you."

"You won't."

And they knew, starting this would hand them a huge responsibility but they weren't backing away anymore.

Two good friends now are more than that.

───♡───

Ah, finally a pair got together. Now I can focus on some fluff too.

It's gonna be so fun now.

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