“Can't you see it? You're not yourself anymore.” Jimin had enough of Jungkooks stupid behaviour. Having to pick him up every night after another escalated party was slowly fucking Jimin up and he was just done with it. He was done pretending Jungkook had any reason to act like that. “You are always so afraid that fame will change you, don't worry anymore because it already did change you.” Jimin shouted loud enough to wake up the whole house and Jungkook's heart would beat faster with every second passing by. “You say you do this to forget. What are you trying to forget? Being the best paid singer in the world? Being at the top of the world? Or being an asshole?” Jimin pushed Jungkook back with his hands and Jungkook stumbled back bumping into Namjoon. “Ey, what's wrong with you two?” Namjoon was annoyed that being woken up after a busy day should be illegal and yet these two were arguing in the middle of the night. “What's wrong with me? Ask that idiot what's wrong with him?” Jimin pointed at Jungkook who wouldn't even say one word and it only annoyed Jimin more. “Jungkook, you should really stop with your parties. It's not doing you any good.” Namjoon was trying to calm the situation down but Jimin had so much anger built up from all the nights he was called to pick up Jungkook and he was tired of trying to cover up his affairs. “Don't bother, Hyung. First thing in the morning I'll f´drag you to the hospital...who knows what venereal diseases your affairs passed onto you.” Jimin didn't know how much it hurt Jungkook to hear these words out of his mouth and he finally decided it was his time to speak up. “Shut up. Just shut the hell up! I'm having enough of you scolding me. You want to know why I'm all night out? You know what I try to forget? I try to forget YOU. You are the thing I'm trying to forget.” Jungkook felt so much anger inside his heart and yet the biggest feeling inside of him was pain. The anger and the pain swallowed him and he broke down after months of trying to ease his struggle with alcohol. Jimin stood there dumbfounded just like his Hyung and Jungkook formed his hands into fists. “YOU THINK I GO OUT AND DRINK FOR FUN? YOU THINK I SLEEP AROUND LIKE A WHORE BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO? I SLEEP AROUND TO GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND AND EVERY TIME I THINK I FINALLY GOT OVER YOU, YOU COME BACK AND FUCK MY MIND UP AGAIN.” Jungkook's voice grew louder as more anger washed over him and Jimin felt sick. He was the reason Jungkook was acting up like that? “YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT? FUCK YOU. JUST FUCK YOU, PARK JIMIN.” Jungkook couldn't stay even close to Jimin anymore and he ran up the stairs leaving his two Hyungs shocked in the hallway. “You heard that too, right?” Jimin swallowed and Namjoon only nodded looking at Jimin with a look Jimin had never seen before. For the first time in his life Jimin saw Namjoon helpless. Namjoon always knew what he had to do. “He...he likes me.” Jimin stuttered and Namjoon gave him an 'are you serious' look. “I don't think 'like' is the right word for this.” Namjoon walked closer to Jimin, placing a hand on his shoulder and giving it a light squeeze. “How many nights did you cry to me how much you like him and how he will never return your feelings? I think it's time for you to talk.” Namjoon gave Jimin a last gentle push to the stairs and Jimin sighed before heading to Jungkooks room. Jimin stood in front of Jungkook's room not able to move even a finger and he just listened carefully and concentrated if he'd hear anything. Jimin walked inside this room a thousand times over the past years...without a thought...without hesitation. The situation now was different. Jungkook was different. Jimin was different. Jimin never thought about knocking. He never thought about not being welcomed in the room. Why start now? Jimin asked himself and just grabbed the doorknob opening the door. Just when the door to the room opened the door to the bathroom opened too and in front of Jimin stood Jungkook in nothing more than just a black pair of boxers. “What do you want?” Jungkook asked with a bitter tone to his voice and he crossed his hands over his chest but Jimin couldn't bring out a word. Jungkook's tanned smooth skin was carrying single water drops which fell down from his wet hair. His cheeks were red probably due to the alcohol and his hair slightly covered his temples. Jimin just stared at Jungkook for a minute that felt like a lifetime for Jungkook and grew a little uncomfortable with Jimin's eyes burning a whole in his body. “If you have no-” Jungkook was cut off when Jimin suddenly closed the distance between them and shut him up by crashing their lips together. Jimin just stopped to think. He stopped to have any doubt. He just did what his heart desired the most. He gently moved his lips over Jungkook's, who stood there dumbfounded. Jungkook could have pushed Jimin away but he wouldn't dare. He wouldn't dare to push away his own desire for the others' lips. Jimin held Jungkooks face with his hand, caressing the skin beneath his eyes with tender touches and pulled Jungkook in his world. After realizing what was happening Jungkook relaxed in the kiss, placing his hands on Jimin's hips and drawing him closer. Their chests were close enough for their hearts to find the same beat after a moment and Jungkook took his chance to take control over the kiss. He licked his tongue over Jimin's plump lips begging for entrance and Jimin granted him with no hesitation. Jimins hand slid down to Jungkooks neck and ran his fingers through Jungkook's wet hair on the back of his head. Jungkook was the first one to back away from the kiss leaving Jimin with swollen lips and both breathing heavily. “Hyung...what is this about?” Jungkook asked his hyung who felt his legs growing weak as he heard how Jungkook called him with his husky voice. “I like you, Jungkook. I don't know when it happened or how...all I know is that I don't want you as my friend. My heart wants us to be more than just friends but I couldn't tell you...I never expected you to feel the same and losing you would be harder than having to spend the rest of my life with us just being friends. I kn-” This time it was Jungkook who stopped Jimin's talking and he kissed him again. He kissed him with the desire, passion and love he had bottled up inside of him for too long. See “me” and “you” are the same too, though that doesn't mean I am you. I want to be a part of your page, I want to interfere in your story. As your Lover.