Jimin: "don't try to come near my friends ever again"

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I was in front of the house
Afraid to enter I don't know what is going to happen when I get in.

Of course, you wonder what happened after Jimin left me, well I cried alone, of course, I stayed for good 40 minutes but then someone interrupted it and it was kai and Taehyun yeonjun's friends and I told them everything but also not to tell yeonjun they helped me out of the building because of my injury and here I am in front of my house
I entered and to my luck, I found mum right in front of me

Ria: "OHH mum you scared me"

Mum: "girl why are you so early," she said with a suspicious face

Ria:" dah I skipped classes," I said with a cold face

Mum: "ok then we will talk later about that go to your room"

I went upstairs trying not to struggle while walking because my leg hurt I wasn't thinking straight right now all I was thinking was going up these stairs quick

Mum:" RIA"

Ria: "yes- shit" wrong move

Mum:" you think I didn't figure out your idea with Rina"

Ria: "how-" I didn't even finish my sentence because of the question she asked and I wished she didn't

Mum: "what the heck is wrong with your leg"

Ria: "I had a P.E class and I was running so much and tumbled and fell" I lied of course

Mum: "ok then be careful and go rest we will talk about it later "

I nodded and I went to my room
I entered to see my cute cat playing on the bed went to my snowball and let out a sigh and rested on the bed

I just kept starring at probably nowhere wondering how can I pass the whole week like this, I just started my first day and now my leg hurt like hell, how can I continue this

Can I handle it for Rina?

I questioned myself this question many times but still, I don't know the answer if I'm doing the right thing or not

She is my sister, not just my sister but my twin sister I'm sure I should sacrifice for her, so that means I'm doing the right thing right?

I was still stuck in my thoughts until the door was opened by someone and the sudden bang made me flinch, it was yeonjun and actually, he look very angry, hope it's not what I think.

I quickly stood up like there is nothing but it hurts, I just kept standing straight and I smiled innocently.

Ria:" oh yeonjun what brought you early don't-"

Yeonjun: "SHUT IT" I again flinched and this is beginning to scare me

Yeonjun:" Ria, tell me the truth or I swear it won't pass peacefully"

I was confused about what did I do exactly that made him angry like that, as far as I know, I don't remember doing anything wrong.

Ria:" w-what? What do you mean?"

Yeonjun: "why did you leave early"

Now I think I get it, he figured out something but what is it I better not mess up.

Ria: "I was tired, wasn't it obvious"

Yeonjun: "Ria I told you don't LIE" (an: friends don't lie)

I don't know what is wrong with him did someone tell him something that I didn't do or something, he is driving me crazy.

Ria: "Yeonjun, you're scaring me tell me what exactly do you want," I said trying not to shake under his angry gaze.

it's been a problem since childhood, I always shake badly when someone shouts at me, sometimes it's not just shaking and it gets worst but that didn't happen for years I have many problems I know

Yeonjun: "I want the truth," he said crossing his arms

Ria:" I told you I-"

Yeonjun: "that's not the whole truth," he said looking right into my eyes in a way that can make me just stumble and fall on the floor crying

Ria: "what do you mean not the whole truth"

Yeonjun: "just say what happened"

I shook my head telling him again that nothing happened, but the more I deny what happened he become angrier and I become shakier

Yeonjun: "the boys said that something happened and you got hurt but they didn't want to spell it out because you told them to not tell me so stop and say the truth"

Ria: "but there is nothing really"

Yeonjun:" ok so you insist? Then you better don't talk to me unless you remembered the truth" my eyes widened and my worrying become worst, I don't want to lie to him but don't want him to get worried

Ria: "yeonjun wait it's-"

But he left closing the door with a loud thud I didn't just flinch this time I also stumbled to the back and fell on the floor.

Ria: "why is everyone hurting me today" I sad finally letting all the tears fall

After another good minute of crying, my shaking state was gone and I stopped and stood up to go take a shower
After my long-struggling shower, I went to find the largest hoodie I have, it was big enough to cover my injured thigh.

I seat on the bed carefully and then I began to think about what I'm I going to do with all these people

Yeonjun, Jimin, j.hope, Rina, and the rest of the University

The pain in my leg wasn't helping, I was always distracted because of it I hope it goes by tomorrow, and should I tell Yeonjun, well, of course, I should have told him he is my only friend and the only one I trust in this world but I don't want him to worry about me.....ok I don't care I will go and tell him any way he should know now or then

Ria: "please leg walk properly this time just this time "

I stood up heading to his room with snowball but I hesitated to knock his angry state came into my mind again and I felt a little scared again

Ria: "should I do it?" I whispered to myself

Ria: "what if he got angrier and decided to not let me go again, never mind I will do it anyway," I said as I knocked on the door

Yeonjun: "what?"

Ria:" i-it's me Ria"

I heard no response so I waited like 5 minutes before deciding to go but the door was opened and I was pulled into a tight hug

Yeonjun: "I'm so so sorry, even tho I know your condition I was shouting at you," he said with a shaky voice

Ria: "huh? what do you mean?"

Yeonjun: "I don't know why is it so hard being mad at you"

I took a minute to absorb what just happened but then I realized what he meant

Ria:" I'm sorry because I didn't tell you the truth," I said hiding my face in his chest

Yeonjun: "I'm the one who should be sorry I shouldn't have raised my voice, I realized you were shaking badly when I was heading to my room and I wanted to go back to you and tell you I'm sorry "

Ria: "I just didn't want you to get mad at me after you know and you won't allow me to go to this university again "

Yeonjun:" well even if you told me I wouldn't let you go because you're finally here beside me why would I push you away whatever the problem was we would solve it together"

Ria: "sorry"

Yeonjun: "come on let's talk inside" I looked at him nervously and then looked down I don't want him to know something is wrong this way I want to explain at last

Ria: "um- you go first" he just struggle his shoulders and then entered and I followed him and we sat on his bed

Yeonjun:" ok, now explain slowly"

Ria: "first tell me what Rina did to Ira"

Yeonjun: "why?"

Ria: "well because today she said that I'm the one who always makes her cry at night and I'm the reason she gets bullied " what a stupid lie I made that's dumb

Yeonjun: "then she figured out you are not Rina" I looked at him confused while he looked like it was nothing but I didn't get anything

Yeonjun: "she will never say that to Rina because they are both bullies at that place Both are willing for the 'queen of the university' nickname but Rina our sis took it before her"

Ria: "so that means they think I'm the Queen" he nodded as a yes

Ria: "well in that case I don't think she figured out I'm not Rina"

Yeonjun: "that's impossible after what she said "

Ria:" actually- I lied again," I said playing with my fingers nervously

He stayed silent for a couple of minutes then he glared at me but not like before it was like a not so angry glare

Yeonjun: "Ria, what the fuck happened" it was like he said it in a warning tone

Ria: " promise you won't get mad," I said taking a big pillow in front of my face

Yeonjun: "just say it "

Ria: "PROMISE or I will leave"

Yeonjun: "I promise now spell it out"

Ria:" actually-" and I told him every from the beginning to when kai and Taehyun helped me out, and his facial expressions were making me very nervous

Yeonjun: "Choi Ria, ARE YOU FRICKING KIDDING ME, and you are telling me NOW beside you told my friends to hide it from me IM YOUR FRICKING BROTHER"

Ria: "YAH you promised not to get mad," I said worried but I throw the pillow at his face to stop with that face, and when he realized how my expression looks he calmed down immediately

Yeonjun: "Ri I'm not mad at you and I'm not mad at all, I'm just worried about you this girl is crazy believe me why did you even sit with her "

Ria: "there was not any other place"

Yeonjun: "you said there was a place beside Jimin Hyung"

Ria: "so you expect me to sit down beside 3 boys alone and also they hate me "

He stayed silent and he sigh many times like 20 times every 3 seconds

Yeonjun: "show it to me"

Ria: "what? no"

And now we are fighting he is trying to see my injury but I kicked him with my other leg while snowball jumped from the bed looking at the crazy siblings now

Ria: " WAIT, I will change the bandage after a while you can help me "

Just then there was a knock on the door

Ria: "love come here," I said to snowball who flinched because of the knock

??: "can I come in?"

Both: "who is it?"

??: "who would it be idiots it's me Rina who else"

Yeonjun: "what the fuck since when rina can knock and ask if she can get in, is she drunk"

Ria: "shut up, IM COMING"
I stood up and went to open the door but yeonjun realized that I was struggling while walking so he approached me and he helped me out "

Ria: "hi there," i said while closing the door of the room behind us

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Date:27/1/2022