You know, I never wanted to fall in love in real life.

After that painful love I had, I never wanted to love again.

That's why I love otome games, my love is sure to be true and the other person will love me too.

I don't want my love to be one sided; it hurts so much.

The pain of the unknown, the risk of further pain, the weakness that can be exploited.

Love is like an unknown potion. It has pain and happiness, however the effect is unknown how long it will be endured.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it that I love someone now.

I hate it that I know they don't love me too.

I hate it why I'm such a weak person.

I'm not meant to be love or be loved, yet I search for that non-existent warmth I always wanted.

Is it my fate to keep struggling like this?

Is it my fate to be hated to find love?

I hate fate.

I hate how we all already have designed roles.

I want the world to be fair. I don't want to feel attraction to "him" anymore but I can't.

Oh how I hate love.

How I love to be loved.

How I hate to be left behind.