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Well, I'm glad to inform you that holidays had officially begun and it was terrible.

Firstly, I think I'm going insane, being locked up in my house seems wonderful and I love it! But not when you have a hyperactive brother around annoying you that you can't even play 'Fortnite' with all the toxic 11 year olds.

Secondly, since I have been addicted (Totally my mom's opinion) to my phone and desktop I am banned from all sort of screen time. I honestly don't think this is something new. But holidays without Netflix is really hard.

Thirdly, I think I'm happy that I'm spending more time with my doggie Arctic. He's so cute. I've been training him a lot recently, one thing my parents are actually proud of me for. But its disgusting when my grandpa uses my dog as a weapon to wake me up using its intense licking issues.

Forth, I've been a babysitter for Lorcan for a long time now and its getting so annoying that everytime I see his face I wanna punch his cheeks so bad but urghhh... I can't cause assault is illegal.

Fifth, puberty hit me harder than a Taylor Swift song. My voice is hoarse and dead. It sounds like an old man but in the bright side at least its deeper than usual or my voice used to be associated to a squeaky rat before but its an improvement now.

Sixth, I can't believe it but I'm 5'7 now. I know! I went from 5'4 to 5'7 in a month! It's insane! I gotta grow three more inches to hit the average. I'm going to the gym every day in the hope of me growing a bit more.

Seventh, I think I have managed to make a few decent 'friends' over the past 3 years and I can't believe we're actually writing letter to each other. But since Val is muggle born he has a phone and I'm a well updated guy in the muggle world, so we chat on instagram mostly. Seriously though, I'm not writing letter and waiting for a reply for a whole day.

Eighth, I don't have to deal with idiots from school. It's one of the major reasons why I love holidays. I can just lie on the bed and stare and nothing and no one can question me.

I guess that's enough listing.

Today was one of those normal and quiet days. I was just hanging around in the garden doing so pull ups on the tree branches as I potted some new plants, watered the plants, cleaned the pond and I also plucked weeds.

After all that work I came to the dining table where I saw Lorcan's breakfast plate half empty and he was scrolling on his phone. I totally don't blame my mom for hating me, its so annoying to see someone enjoying their life being so idle. Few weeks ago I was doing the same thing as Lorcan but of course I was the only one who gets the punishment.

"Keep the phone down and eat" I said as I slapped two pancakes on my plate and poured some maple syrup. "Ehh" he let out a groan. "Who are you chatting with? Your internet girlfriend?" I asked him annoyed by his ignorance. "Dude, just go pick on someone else I'm not in the mood" he said getting up and walking away as I screamed back at him, "I'M TELLING MOM THAT YOU ARE DATING PEOPLE ONLINE!"

I giggled to myself. I feel like a total idiot, just beacuse I don't have anything entertaining I'm annoying Lorcan. Well, at least it's better than my mood swings. In the start of the holidays I was like a child crying over the fact that my mom got me vanilla icecream instead of chocolate. I didn't talk to her for 2 whole days.

I was eating icecream and thinking about Val, I wonder how he's doing in Spain probably hanging out with some muggle friends. Jared would probably be learning the secret recipes of his family's bakery and Hugo probably as useless as Lorcan and me.

As I took my 6th bite off my pancake I saw Lorcan open the house door. "Where ya going?" I asked him in a funny voice. "Africa" he replied, annoyed. "Well bring home a Erumpent or a Fwooper" I requested him. His reaction right now was just priceless. "Get a life" he said and slammed the door. I ran behind him and asked, "You're going to meet our former toxic muggle classmates right?"

"Yeah, we're going to play basketball. why'd you care?" He questioned me. "They are toxic and you're recently showing a lot of attitude ever since you've been hanging out with them" I said concrened. "You're not my mother, just mind you're own buisness" he said. "Well, I can leave you off the hook now but if you start vaping like those kids then I'll be the one answering mom" I said.

"Just beacuse they vape doesn't mean I will. Can you just give me some space?" He said pushing me away. "Lorcan you tend to fall into a lot of traps, I'm just trying to save you from them" I said. "Again, I'll repeat myself. Why do you care?" He questioned me back.

"Friends don't try to trick you and mind twist you" I replied. "Go to hell" he said as he ignored me and started walking away. "Dude! I'm not doing this cause I care for you! I'm doing this cause I care for myself! If you get into jail for whatsoever reasons hanging out with those shady kids mom's gonna be mad at me for not telling her and she's gonna disown me" I said.

"You're such a kid" Lorcan said. "At least I'm not a minor who vapes" I shot at him. "Dude, I'm not doing anything sus, I don't see a problem" he said. "I'm not going to go over the whole thing again Lorc" I said. After all this cold war he just left. He left to meet his friends.

I watch my phone for 12 hours and day and I'm a bad guy and Lorcan hangs outs with weridos and he's not. I'm not letting this go. I will get my revenge. So the first thing I did, like a good boy I told my mom the situation and Lorcan was called back home and scolded.

I enjoyed every single scolding that my mom shot at him. All of it was as tasty as juice. He was almost going to cry. I had to run into the room and stuff my head in the pillow to stop laughing. The happiness I got in snitching him was just like a bottle of priceless wine.

I could snitch on a lot of things like Lorcan sneaking out at night, cheating on tests, texting random dudes on the phone but I need to find the right moment. Wrong timings are like wasted opportunities. Meanwhile Lorcan doesn't have much things to snitch on me for cause I'm good in hiding things so he will never know about me taking strolls in the forbidden forest when I'm bored.

Either ways after the whole lecture my dad and my mom gave him he was lectured by my grandma and grandpa and this time he couldn't hold his tears. I don't blame him though, I get so upset if my grandpa or grandma lecture me it's just sad. He immediately came inside the room and lied down on his bed with his head burried in the pillow.

Since we shared rooms and we had a bunk bed I slowly crept down the stairs and went to him to cheer him up. Of course I wanted to cheer him up he's my brother afterall but I'm not gonna make it obvious. "Show me your face I wanna take a picture" I said pulling his head up. "GO AWAY!" He screamed. "Come on now!" I said pulling his pillow away.

"YOU!" He screamed and lept on me and started choking me. OH GOSH I COULDN'T BREATHE! I slowly calmed myself down and pulled a move on him as I grabbed his neck to escape. I held him to the floor and my dad walked in. Of course I'm the bad abusing brother again.

"LYSANDER!" My dad said glaring angrily at me. I glared back at him. I'll give you a tip, don't glare back at your parents cause when I did it, I didn't turn out good.

Well no amount of scoldings can ever hurt me for some reason. Which is one of another reasons I gte scoldings. Ironic right? I get scolded cause apparently I don't take my scoldings seriously. I mean its not my problem the whole emotions thing doesn't work out for me.

I can only make three faces. A pretty face, a poker face or a sarcastic face. From experienece I can tell that if I use sarcastic face using scoldings I'll be scolded for having 'attitude issues' and with 'pretty face' I'll be considered naïve.

Anyways, since scolding never works for me its always a frustrating punishment which I get. My mom and dad had a chat and concluded that me and Lorcan needed a break from each other so they decided to ship lorcan to his godfather's house aka Neville Longbottom's house. I was to be shipped off to my godmother's house aka Ginny Weasley's house aka Potter Manor.

I'm dead. My life is over. I can't deal with Lily Luna.

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