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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄-𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄;

𝚆𝙷𝚈'𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙰𝙻𝚆𝙰𝚈𝚂 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝙽𝙰 𝙰𝙲𝚃 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂 𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙽𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝙽𝙰 𝙱𝙴 𝙴𝙰𝙲𝙷 𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝚂?

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𝐎𝐇, 𝐒𝐎 𝐖𝐄'𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐖? YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME LILY LUNA POTTER. THAT'S JUST DIRTY. HOW DARE YOU? HOW DARE YOU FUCKING BITCH- I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. NOW, JUST GO STAND IN THE CORNER AND THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU DID.

CREEVEY? SERIOUSLY? THAT'S THE BEST YOU COULD DO? I sat in my bed sweating and wiping my sweat into the pillow as I screamed into the pillow. NO. Please tell me I'm dreaming. Please tell me that all of this is just a nightmare.

A week had passed since she slashed my palm and that whole drama took place. I'm exhausted, I'm done with all this drama, I can't keep playing cat and mouse. Why can't she just admit that she likes me and that I'm her achilles heel.

Is it really that big of a crime to fall in love with the person who kind of ruined your reputation and completely shattered you and basically tortured you mentally in every single way possible?

Ok now that I think of it- Maybe, she would seem like a psychopath if she actually wants me. But she doesn't have concrete proof that I did all that shit. She can't prove me guilty. Ok I kinda feel like I'm going so low with this one- I'm so toxic, I feel bad for Lily that she's gotta be dealing with me.

I lay down on my bed, and sighed. Lily is dating Collin Creevey, it was very obviously the effect of me playing with her feelings and constantly poisoning her and giving her a hard time. She's getting her revenge.

I've let this slip for a week, I ignored it but it's getting worse. Her smile, her beautiful eyes shining in the sight of him, some average loser you'll be meeting in your daily life.

I thought dating Keres was a dumb move but dating Collin Creevey is a joke. I'm supposed to fight this war with actual men who are ready to spill their blood and give their life for the queen of my heart, but instead I'm fighting with jokers who are dressing up as kings.

I'm envious, my hands are shaking from holding back from her, I want her, I need her- It's annoying how she keeps taking up all my thoughts. At this rate within a few weeks I would go crazy and not even the mental asylum would want to take me in. I'm so in love I think I might just stop breathing.

I paced my breath, watching her smile at him and kiss him. I should be there. Every time she feels his lips, she has to feel mine- I want to haunt her. I buried my head into the pillow and screamed into it in frustration. I need to think, THINK MONKEY THINK! YOU'RE IQ IS OVER 160 THIS SUPPOSED TO BE EASY.

"Ly you ok? You seem stressed, you ok?" Jared asked. "Stressed? Hah, why would I be stressed" I asked as I quickly switched my mood. This is so hard, I have to act to the world that I'm just going on with my dull life while having this whole beef with Lily.

I went back to my thoughts. Should I just kill him? It won't take long but it's illegal. Should I threaten her to love me? No it has to be pure, there's no use in forcing. I bet she's burning up right now because I didn't react to her newly found relationship for over a week but I can't keep holding up with this shit.

She is making me transform into the devil I am. She is poking the devil and awakening it. I feel like I might lose control over myself. I have to calm down, I have to think. If I screw up this time, next thing you know I'll be a noseless green snake looking like an evil wizard killing people.

I took a bite of dark chocolate and it slowly faded my overwhelming feelings. It'll be alright, I'll find a way, I always do. Breathe in, breathe through, breathe deep, breathe out. I lied on my bed and got the comfort I needed, I turned on my folklore record and it started playing.

"Why so moody?" Lorcan asked. "I don't know, I want this to end, all this" I said as the song drugged my brain. I love Lily- do I? Maybe it's just lust? Why do I like her? Everything just seemed like a question mark. I felt like I jumped into a lake of cold water. I want to drown. Maybe I did go overboard, I should have just told her I loved her.

I should have faced a heartbreak and I should have moved on. All this seems so- Useless, even after all this if I get rejected, I don't know how I'll cope up. I ruined her life, I ruined Keres and Aurelia, I ruined myself- I didn't want to do this- But will this end happily ever after?

Hahahahahaha. No.

I had so much luck in the past few years, I feel like it's going to run out. I'm lost in the labyrinth of my mind. This is the problem with introverts, overthinking, scared to express themselves, pessimistic, overwhelming anxiety. I'm not being pessimistic, I'm being realistic. I hate it here.

I walked out of my dorm in my grey T-shirt and black track pants for a walk. Walking helps me in my scheming. I was loitering in the common room in a daze. I was forcing my mind to work but it just seemed to buffer all I could think of was her eyes.

"How's life?" I heard Lily's voice as she touched my chest to prevent me from ramming into her while I was lost in my thoughts. I immediately snapped out of it. I gave her a tired look, her eyes gleaming in joy and a sense of achievement as she looked at my dull, irritated and broken condition.

"It's nice seeing you like this" she giggled as she pulled out demise and admired her blade. "I'm sick" I started. "Sick of? Losing for the first time in your life?" Lily laughed. "I have a cold" I lied as I faked a cough. "I can see right through you Scamander, you've been miserable ever since Collin joined the game" Lily smirked.

"Uh, Who told you I can't have you if you have a boyfriend" I said as I made her tremble with my sleepy tired weakened voice as they cracked a bit. Why can't I stay mad at her? I shouldn't be talking to her. "Well you really want to be labelled as a pervert do you?" she asked. "If it's for you, Baby, I'll cross all the lines and I'm ready to waste my time" I said as I touched her shoulder and she shrugged it off.

"You know what, why am I not telling people that you're sexually harassing me. You keep touching me when I tell you not to and it's making me uncomfortable" she said as her green eyes glowed.

"You secretly want my love, don't you? Firstly do you have concrete proof that I'm harassing you? I'm not even harassing to begin with I was just flirting cause I was bored" I said as I slowly started drugging her with my manipulative eyes and deep soft voice. "Bitch, why do I need proof?" she asked.

I ran my palm down her face as her breath shuddered and I showed her my palm and the scar she gave me. "I knew you'd want to tell the whole world about our lovely relationship. I want it to be a secret. If you tell the world about me, I'll frame you for attempted murder and you know I'm good in this field more than anyone else" I threatened her.

"You know your game" she said. I was slowly losing control of myself, I moved closer and tucked her red curls behind her ears as she slowly turned pink, I gave a smile as I bent down to her height, "Why are you doing this?" I asked. "I love Collin" she lied. "You're just doing that to make me desperate" I said.

"Why would I make you jealous if you don't like me, oh wait. So suddenly you love me now? I thought it was just lust" Lily said, acting all surprised and giving those sarcastic gasps and it was really infuriating. Control Lysander, play it cool- She's a devil, but you're hell.

"I made you run in a circle but wasn't my love pretty obvious?" I asked. "So you agree? You love me?" she asked, raising her eyebrows. Ok, my ego- please forgive me, I know it will be hard but I swear it will be worth it. "Well-" I said as I set the mood and cornered her against the wall.

"Let's go somewhere private" I said as we pushed ourselves into a secret room by walking through one of the walls in the Gryffindor common room. We went in and I set back the mood and proximity as I held her against the wall admiring her.

"Ok now. Just answer, don't be so dramatic" she said as she placed the knife on my neck. "Look who's speaking about being dramatic" I chuckled as I looked at her pink lips, I could smell her candy floss scented lip gloss. Her hair was a bit messy but it was beautiful, I ran my fingers through her soft and silky copper strands.

Lily put me under scrutiny. I really didn't want my proposal to be like this, I didn't expect me to be in such a messy look. "Put the knife down" I said, touching the blade. "Move back" she said. "I want to set a mood" I said truthfully. "This ain't a movie bitch" she said.

"Why'd you always wanna act like lovers but you never wanna be each others?" I said as I went closer and rubbed her nose on mine to kiss her. My heart was skipping, I should have brushed my teeth properly today, I think my breath smells bad. I should have planned.

All that negativity and pessimism had faded away, I just wanted her to be mine for a few minutes. I'll be happy with that short span when I thought that I had her for myself. "Lily, I-" I started as she pushed me away.

"Yeah, ok, I reject you" she said as she walked out of the secret room. She didn't even hesitate.

Ok why don't I feel heartbroken. I'm supposed to be sad right? I waited for a few minutes to process the situation. I was waiting for the sadness to get into me. SADNESS DID YOU SLEEP? COME ON! YOU CAN DO THIS!

I was waiting to feel overwhelmed and I was waiting for tears. It took me five minutes to realise that I wasn't going to get sad and weep over getting rejected. I walked out of the room and sighed. Something is seriously wrong with me, I need to cry, I need to grieve, why do I feel like running after her and going back to flirting and toying with her feelings.

I saw Lily and Collin snogging on the couch, INTENSELY. My heart burned, every part of me was aching as her soft lips were over his. I saw the fireplace near him with the flames raging like my jealousy and anger. Maybe it's time Collin had an ACCIDENT.

"Let's go on a fun date today, maybe by the lake?" Collin asked as Lily just gave a smile and kissed him.

I'm going to torture Collin, maybe that would indirectly hurt her. It'll be fun watching that weakling whimper and cry. Lily, if he dies or goes insane, this is on you- You were the one who brought this innocent child to the depths of hell to battle between the devils.

I used my wandless magic and I set his robes on fire. As Lily felt heat on her face while kissing him, she opened her eyes to the raging flames on Collin's robes. She broke apart and screamed. "Shit" Collin said trying to extinguish the fire but I am not that stupid, I casted inextinguishable flames of course.

He ran around like a mad person as Lily tried helping him and I was snickering and laughing at the scene. "Collin calm down stop running" Lily said as she broke my spell and extinguished the fire after a minute of terror.

Lily gave me a side eye, she knew. I gave a sweet but psychotic smile as I left the scene with an ego boost. Ok that was good, my aim now is simple, torture Collin the whole day and make sure they break up today. How am I going to do that? Oh yes, I have that planned out.

Everything that kills me just makes me feel so alive. I smiled and chuckled as I raised my head to the ceiling and closed my eyes. Pain, blood, revenge, screams, malicious laughter, a fucking hot devil queen is all I require for a living.

With my lightened up mood, no, as the devil in me woke up, I went back to my dorm to dress myself up for revenge. I seemed so high I was randomly jumping around squealing like an absolute idiot and smiling by myself. I went into the dorm with a relaxed, pleasuring face.

"You look so high" Hugo commented. "Dude, are you doing drugs? If you are WHY DIDN'T YOU INVITE ME?! I TRUSTED YOU. I THOUGHT WE COULD BE PARTNERS IN CRIME. BRO WE'RE TWINS" Lorcan said.

Lorcan is just straight up stupid. "Lysander, if you are doing drugs. Please let me have some, I swear I won't get addicted, I just wanna taste" Val said. Jared seemed alarmed about the metal wellbeing of the residents of this dorm. "What the hell are you guys about?" Jared said in frustration.

"Don't worry you can join our drug party too" Val said inviting him to a party which ain't happening, LIKE EVER. "Stop being delulu, I'm not on drugs. It's just something about HER" I said as I lay down on my bed. "HER?!" all my roomies exclaimed and rounded my bed like as if I had died and they were paying respect to my dead body in a funeral.

"WHO.IS.SHE?" Jared asked. "DID YOU KISS HER?" Val asked. "YOU ARE IN LOVE?!" Hugo exclaimed. "DID YOU SEE LILY NAKED?" Lorcan asked. Can't believe Lorcan was the closest even though it was the wildest statement, but he's my twin he knows me.

"It's Lily" I said. "IT'S HAPPENING" Val said, freaking out. "LILYSANDER! AHHHHHHHH" Jared started screaming, I bet Judy will come running hearing his voice this loud. "NO WAY YOU HIT ON MY COUSIN" Hugo said with his protective mode on.

"SO HOW WAS HER BODY?" Lorcan asked irrelevantly. "Dude, if I die and my body is never found. Lily did it, she bought an expensive silver knife just to kill me so if I die, vouch for my death as a murder" I said and everyone fell silent.

"Dude, you freaked us out, I had this whole flashback of you getting married and having kids and all" Val said. "Stop being weird" I said. "So you're scared she might kill you?" Jared asked. "Nah, I'm not scared. I don't think I'll make it through today with her on the loose" I said.

"Who is she, Sirius Black?" Hugo asked in sarcasm and laughed. "Yeah, yeah you guys keep laughing. If I don't make it pick up my dead body and bury me so deep so I can't alive myself and I die from suffocation even if a miracle happens, it's not worth living" I said.

"Is this an irony for telling you're going to take your own life?" Jared asked. "What? Nahhhh" I said. "I can't even deduce if he's being sarcastic or not" Jared said as he held my hand and said, "Death is not the answer, please re-think Lysander" he said. "Dude, she's going to kill me. So, tell her to control her anger" I defended.

"Lysander shut up, you need to stop talking back and THINK about your precious life" I rolled my eyes. Jared was the most sanest resident of this dorm. Now I can officially call it a mental asylum as everyone is just fucked in the head.

"Either way, when are you going to introduce us to Judy?" I asked as I changed the topic. "You already know her" he replied. "You have to officially introduce her to us right?She's your girlfriend now lover boy" I said and Jared blushed as he started daydreaming.

I rested in my dorm as Val and Lorcan were talking about censored and vulgar things. After a short rest I got up. "I have places to be" I said as I grabbed my clothes to change.

"Where are you going?" Lorcan asked. "On a date" I replied and Hugo spit out his beer. "WHAT?" Val asked. "Oh, it's not my date. I wasn't invited but I'm going anyway" I said as I left the dorm as my friends' faces were just filled with confusion.

Yes, I'm going to stalk Collin and Lily on their date today. I bet after this fire incident Lily would be burning to get back at me by bringing him on a romantic date trying to make me green-eyed.

I felt so proud and excited, I'm going to torture a person and sabotage a date. I'm going to ruin lives, I almost forgot that in the morning I was whining and complaining about this silly situation. My weakness is my greatest strength, my envy is the one controlling me and I swear, it'll only get better from here.

It's just ironic how I actually started feeling guilty for Lily, Aurelia and Keres. They should be gifted to suffer in the hands of such a high class devil like me. You know you've done it when you trigger me. Also, I'm not going this to get the pleasure of Collin's wails and screams, who gives a fuck about that clown's reaction.

I just want to see the look on Lily's face. I want to see her react, I want to show her that nothing is going to stop me. I'll make the dominos cascade in a line and prove to her that I'm a mastermind and make her mine by my design.

I dressed up in all black, black jeans, black shirt and a black autumn coat with my silver chain with a sword around my neck. I did my hair and got ready as if I was the one going on a date with Lily. I never imagined I'd be going on my first date without my partner's consent.

I guess me and Lily are going to take a long romantic walk together where only I know about the romantic stroll. I put on my cologne and put on a smug, I'm being so dramatic right now but I just can't help myself. I feel like I have finally found my glorious purpose.

I got ready a bit early, I wore my watch as I was sitting next to the fireplace as I was dreaming about me and my Lily sitting in a tree pointing knives at ourselves K I _ _ I N G each other. So is it going to be a double 'L' or a double, 'S'?

I was chillin' like a villain on the couch waiting for their arrival. Soon after I started losing hope and interest as it seemed like I was waiting FOREVER. Collin came down in a tacky red shirt and black pants. YO! Your sense of fashion is a bigger problem than terrorism.

Lily, my sweet Lily, came down in her cute little black dress that I had seen her wear before, it suited her perfectly and the way it made her hair look, it brought out her beautiful eyes. Her short skirt and her plunge neckline dress.

Her mid calf black boot heels. A diamond necklace on her neck running straight into her chest and that smile, it was fake... If it was me who she was walking to, this scenario would be the most romantic thing known to mankind apart from the book series and K-drama of course.

"Collin" she squeaked as she hugged him tight. My envy triggered. Collin's eyes closed in happiness, only if he knew he was just another hindrance in the game. Today is going to be the best and worst day of his life.

"You look so pretty, I swear I died for a minute there" Collin smiled at her. I was cringing at the dialogues. Do I also sound this cringe when I say romantic last minute dialogues? Nah, my voice is deeper, sexier and of course I got more of that. I can make your heart skip a beat look in my eye. I can make her levitate with just a glance.

Lily was trying so hard to act like she loved him dearly but I could see right through her. Lily saw me looking and embraced him tighter. I saw right through you, can you see right through me? Can you see why I'm here more well dressed than your fake boyfriend?

Lily tugged his arms as they started walking together as they walked out. I left the scene in a short delay, I didn't want her to know I was going to stalk her. Or maybe she already knew I was going to do this, she knows me too well after all and she's going to pull some tricks to make me JEALOUS.

Lily and him were taking a route to a place near the forbidden forest as I cast a disillusionment charm on myself and stalked my prey slowly and stealthily. Like anyone would do, Collin had set up a table for a candle lit dinner near a famous romantic spot with LED lights hanging over the trees.

"Awwww, it's so romantic" Lily exclaimed as she blushed. Collin pulled out a chair for her. For some reason and intuition in me kept telling me that she knew I was there because she was being extra flirty with him.

He sat opposite to her as both of them held each other's hand and blushed at each other and smiled. THAT'S MY SPOT- THAT'S MY SPOT- Even though I wouldn't be cringing her with mediocre romance scenes and dialogues. "Lily, you look so pretty in the moonlight" he said.

I MEAN BRO ISN'T IT OBVIOUS THAT SHE AIN'T A WEREWOLF STOP CRINGING WITH THESE DIALOGUES LIKE LITERALLY LOOK AT LILY'S FACE SHE'S TRYING SO HARD NOT TO CRINGE.

"I love you, honey" she said, pleasing him with a kiss on his hand. Potter come on bro, I kissed your neck I genuinely flirted way better than this dude, why haven't you told me that you love me yet? You're giving away your I love you's like a free buy one get one free but when it comes to me why are you so sour and bitter?

"Want some wine?" he asked as he summoned a bottle of red wine. It's time to do what I do best. He opened the bottle and started pouring it as he gave a SO CALLED ROMANTIC look at Lily which was actually quite disgusting.

I picked up a cricket from the ground and transformed it to a ferocious looking bat. "Imperio" I muttered as I brought it under my control and I made the bat carry a poison specially brewed by me from a book in the restricted section.

I threw a rock and Lily and Collin jumped and looked at the direction and I immediately dispatched the bat and controlled it to add the poison into Collin's wine. Lily's attention came to the bat and she screamed as I made the bat fly away from the scene.

"Maybe coming here at night wasn't a great idea, there are a lot of wild creatures" Collin said. "It's fine but we have to be careful" Lily said panting as she looked around still shocked by the bat.

Now just wait and watch. I was leaping in happiness. I can't wait to see how disastrous this was going to turn out.

"Cheers" they said after settling down from the incident as they clinked their glasses and drank the red wine sipping, holding their hands and looking into each other's eyes. They kept gazing at each other and smiling. 30 seconds since I poisoned him, it will happen any moment now.

Then Collin started coughing. "Are you ok? Did you choke on the wine?" Lily worried about his condition as Lily started worrying after his coughs got louder and aggressive. "I-I- can't breathe-" he said. I watched him suffer with a smile and contempt. The best part comes in 50 seconds just wait for it.

Then, Collin coughed BLOOD, A LOT OF BLOOD ALL OVER THE TABLE. Every cough he made more was their sweet date turning into a blood shed. Lily's dress was covered in blood and there were splashes of blood on her face. The frightened look on her face was priceless. "COLLIN! LET'S GO TO THE HOSPITAL WING I THINK SOMEONE POISONED THE DRINK!" Lily screamed freaking out.

Collin kept coughing up blood and blood, blood, more and more BLOOD. The ground turned red as blood splattered. I was enjoying every moment. I was smiling so hard my cheekbones started hurting as I'm not used to smiling. Chaos, bloodshed, I took a deep breath trying so hard not to chuckle.

Then suddenly he stopped and returned back to normal. Oh, probably 120 seconds in, the effect of the poison vanishes. "Oh my god, what the hell happened?" Lily said, freaking out covered in blood walking on the bloodied floor. Then in a snap all the blood had vanished into thin air.

This was a potion used in earlier times for torture method, it was used to make enemies cough up blood and cause pain and a burning sensation which could kill them with a good amount of the poison. This blood they coughed up aren't actually theirs but created by the magic itself it was used as an element for creating fear.

This was used in historic times as a method of torture to death and since they cough up a lot of blood the poison has a charm in it to clean up the mess after a seconds after it wears off the host's body. Beautiful isn't it?

"We should get you checked" Lily said rushing. "I feel normal now, but when I saw coughing I felt like I saw heaven for a second" he said panting. "Let's hurry to the hospital wing" Lily said. "Why? I'm fine" he said. "Are you crazy? YOU JUST COUGHED UP BLOOD AT IT ALL DISAPPEARED- wait- it's- it's the- I think someone just fed you a torture poison" Lily said.

Of course she knew. She looked around hoping to catch a glimpse of me. But I'm stealthy. I didn't make my presence felt. "We have to go" she said hurriedly. "Where?" he asked. "Somewhere but here" she said as she held his hand and started running. Oh shit, I might lose them.

They ran and I ran behind them quietly like a cat. But they disappeared. SHIT! Where did they go? I looked perplexed as my eyes searched for traces. Lily is too smart to be stalked. She knew, she knew.

Then I saw bats flying in circles over a spot. THAT COULD BE IT! I ran towards the spot and made cat footsteps as I got closer. I saw Collin and Lily standing in the middle of the forest panting and Lily had the invisibility cloak in her hands, ahhhh, of course, Potter was cheating with her fancy rich kid gadgets. I ascended onto the top of a tree.

"We lost him" she panted. "LOST WHO? LILY WHAT IS WRONG?" Collin asked. "If I tell you who he'll make me look like a murderer" she panted. "Lily what happened? What's-" he asked, freaking out and Lily kissed him hard to seduce him. "Darling, please don't ask questions, I'll explain later" she said with their foreheads touching.

AH, LOOK IF YOU WOULD HAVE NOT KISSED AND PUT ON THAT ROMANTIC ACT, I WOULD HAVE SPARED YOU, BUT NOW I'M GONNA CUT YOU OPEN. DISSECT EVERY PART OF YOU... ARE YOU READY FOR IT? I smiled as I spotted a group of acromantula. "Imperio" I muttered as I controlled the leader of the small clan and directed them to attack those two. Well come on Lils, we learnt this in DADA. You can do this. Consider this training.

The spiders approached them. "SPIDERS!" Collin screamed like a child as he hid behind Lily. I chuckled, did he just hide behind her? Lily trembled, she had always been afraid of them and their hairy legs. "You've got to be kidding me" she mumbled. She took a deep breath and shot spells at them and stunned them as she kept shooting colourful spells. "Collin help" she grunted and he held his wand and tried helping.

Time for the full pack. Get it? Full PACK. I casted a charm of a wolf howling. The rest of the wolves howled back. Come on my babies, we have a hot meal of a fucking hot red head and a fear stricken coward. Lily became alarmed. "We have to leave" she said as she blew a spell and knocked over the spiders and started running through the marshy parts of the forests as the wolves chased them.

I mean I would help her if things get into a bad situation but for now it's quite stabilised.

"SHIT! FUCKING- I JUST. YOU FUCKING PSYCHO COME OUT IF YOU'RE A MAN BITCH!" Lily screamed, summoning me. Don't worry Lils, I'm the final boss, I'll make my grand appearance eventually. The wolves caught up to them Lily fell on the marsh they surrounded her and Lily cast a blinding spell which misled them and stunned them as they both ran in hoping the path they ran led them somewhere safer.

I stalked them with my golden blonde hair and my gorgeous grey-blue eyes matching the radiance of the moonlit world. Then they reached a small pond, it was beautifully filled with sparkling enchanting blue waters like the pond we both hung out with in the caves underneath Hogwarts. "We have to get back to the castle" Lilysaid panting. "Lily what is happening why did we almost die like three times?" Collin asked CALMLY.

"Let's say he's kinda like a crazy psychotic ex who wants to kill you" she chuckled nervously. "WHAT?" he asked. "Well, I didn't really think he'd do this but like uh, maybe its a part of my delusion but he was the one who poisoned you. I don't know about what happened in the forbidden forest. LOOK I'M JUST AS CONFUSED AS YOU AND I-" Lily said.

Lily washed her face in the lake water and cleaned herself up from all the marsh in her dress. "My dress" she pouted sadly. "Lily, this was quite a date you know" Collin chuckled while sitting on a rock. "I'm so sorry it's just-" she tried explaining herself. "No, it was actually quite fun. Your ex is weird, perhaps I should thank him for such an outrageous date. I mean he took such an effort-" he said and Lily screamed.

"ARE YOU CRAZY?! CAN YOU SHUT UP FOR A MINUTE? THANK THAT BITCH MY FOOT!" she screamed at him. I started giggling, Lily always has the cutest insults. "I was just kidding, Lils. I swear I'll protect you" Collin said heroically. She sat on the grassy floor sighing. Collin joined her, "I'm sorry for being such an airhead" he apologised. "Sorry I just-" Lily said as she covered her eyes with her hands as she put her head on his shoulder.

Lily pulled his head to her chest as his fingers WHICH WERE GOING TO BE CUT OFF- ran down her chest. UH, SORRY? SHE'S MINE. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT-

"Let's find our way back" Collin said as he got up and casted a compass spell which made golden sparks appear to show the path to Hogwarts. "I'm so messed up and terrible, life just sucks" Lily said, getting up and rubbing her hands on his chest. THAT SHOULD BE ME.

Collin turned to her. "You really deserve better" Collin said as he touched her cheeks. He pulled in for a kiss.

XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX

EXCLUSIVE LILY'S P.O.V:

That bitch Lysander really can't mind his own business, the blood torture poison? Really? That's just cruel. Is this his way of taking revenge for rejecting him? But seriously, I know he still loves me and he should understand that CHASING ME AROUND THE FORBIDDEN FOREST, IN THE NIGHT AND SENDING WILD CREATURES TO ATTACK ME AIN'T ROMANTIC OR A GOOD WAY TO GET MY ATTENTION AND LOVE.

LIKE BRO WHAT IS YOUR IDEA OF ROMANCE? YOU DON'T TORTURE A PERSON BY THREATENING TO KILL THEM AND THREATEN THEM TO FRAME THEM FOR MURDER ATTEMPT. YOU HAVE TO TORTURE THE PERSON BY ANNOYING THEM AND EVENTUALLY MANAGING TO CONVINCE THEM.

I looked into Collin's chocolate brown eyes. I feel bad, I shouldn't have done this to him and dragged him into this mess. I closed my eyes as we pulled in for a comforting kiss, I really need it.

I heard a gasp as his nose rubbed on mine as he rapidly moved close to me. He was panting slowly. I put my hands over his shoulders, kissing a tall guy is just a different vibe, the way he bends down just for you and embraces a petite like me in his arms and large physique. We lingered in our presence for a while. I felt his rapid heartbeat.

"I love you" I muttered under my breath. I HOPE THAT BITCH LYSANDER HEARD THAT CLEARLY IF HE WAS STILL AROUND. Then I waited for him to make a move. Why is Collin still holding back? He is a bit of a shy and a bit of a coward but still- Maybe he's not used to a kiss in a tense situation. I ran my fingers through his hair, they were so soft and well maintained.

I loved his perfume, I could recognise it, it had a good smell, I think I could smell it in the armontetia, the lesson we had in potions class yesterday. Maybe he is the love of my life? No, Collin can't be it, no way, that would be disappointing.

His sneaky hands ran from the bottom of my exposed chest to my neck as I blushed and with the release of excessive oxytocin. He knows his moves, he's so mischievous and full of surprises. I touched his soft skin on his neck and felt his breath as he bent down and he placed his forehead on mine and his hair tickled me. I smiled in pleasure.

I shouldn't have got this cutie into this mess, he could have entertained me on the weekends. There is a high chance he'll break up with me by the end of the day as I know Lysander's plan isn't over yet.

I pulled in and closed the gap. My heart raced involuntarily. My heart really never races for everyone, I'm used to kissing many guys. The only one who could give me a heart attack by simply his presence is Lysander. It was different, my heart beating for someone else. I felt like I was betraying my golden retriever.

I pulled his collar and I kissed him softly as I progressed slowly pacing them harder and harder. His lips were soft, softer than ever- they were smooth like perfectly made ice cream. He really came prepared for the date- His sweet breath and the way our lips locked perfectly. Almost like they were made for each other.

I enjoyed kissing him. It was so deep and passionate, it felt so real. His sweet smelling breath, the way his lips moved in sync. He tried to kiss me back but I kissed him hard. I was the one who wanted to kiss him, I wanted to devour him completely. I might not love him, but he meets my requirements at least.

Such a shame he'll die in Lysander's hands. As I got more involved in the kiss, I felt a sudden itch and a sense that I was betraying myself and my feelings towards Lysander. I felt a bit guilty. But- IT'S FINE- I CAN'T LOVE HIM ANYWAYS- or that's how Ii convinced myself.

I had a sudden desire to get a little naughty with our lips but I didn't want to scare the poor boy away- Only if he was a bit more EXPERIENCED.

Lysander, I hope you can see me enjoying myself- I hope you're dying slowly on the insides- I hope you burn yourself- I hope you suffer, scream, bleed and die- Ok why am I thinking of that fool while having the most perfect kiss I have dreamt of. I just wish I could wake up to a more charismatic prince.

We broke apart from the enchanting kiss. It felt so good, that was the deepest and most emotionally connected kiss I had, it was so sweet like a sugar quill. I was still in a daze ready to pull in for another. "You're good" I muttered into his lips in a trance as I was still intoxicated, I wanted to bite those lips so badly.

"Knight to D3, check"

He mumbled onto my lips in a low voice.

My heart suddenly stopped as I processed. I opened my eyes to an obscure scene.

A significant pair of grey-blue eyes shining in the moonlight with his champagne hair with those black roots. Our pink delicate lips parted from each other and my heart froze ice cold.

Lysander Scamander- I pushed him into the enchanting pond in haste. His diamond eyes widened as he lost balance he tried grabbing me but failed. He splashed into the pond and my memory was clouded.

What the fuck just happened? Did I just kiss Lysander- OH MY FUCKING GOD- I saw Collin held hostage petrified. I helped him return to his normal state. "He- he- came out of-" Collin said stuttering.

"Every time you close your eyes you feel his lips you're feeling mine" Lysander vocalised as he started giggling like a maniac as he got up, drenched from the pond. "STAY" I screamed, panicking and pointing demise at him. I can't believe I screwed up. HOW DID IT END LIKE THIS?

"Do I look like a golden retriever listening to your commands?" he chuckled as he came closer. I clutched onto demise harder. "Ok, so I got what I want I'll-" he started and Collin hit him with a spell and he went flying as he hit a tree. I gasped, that was a hard hit on his head.

"Fuck that hurts" he giggled as he raised his head in agony and faced Collin and grinned. Lysander got up wobbling. "I'm still alive" he shrugged as he pointed the middle finger at Collin.

"So, LILY! Did you like my little surprise?" he said, turning to me as he touched the back of his head and his hand was filled with his blood. "Ah, shit ok let's speed up" he said as he used his wandless magic to pull Collin towards him.

"I think I've been a little too kind" he said as he squatted and looked at Collin's miserable condition. I pulled out my wand. "Don't hurt him" I said. "He started it, I wanted to just leave after the surprise, he triggered me. Also, don't try anything funny, keep your wand down or I'll blow his head" he said.

"Ok, ok" I said, leaving my wand and demise on the ground. "Say I love you to Collin" he demanded randomly. I gulped, what was he up to now? "POTTER!" he snapped. "Collin I love you" I hiccupped. Lysander then aggressively plucked one of his nails out and he screamed.

"Pain, look I didn't want to do this Collin but you touched my girl and then you fucked my fucked head" he said in his cold voice. Unexpectedly, Collin shot a spell and Lysander reversed it as the spell hit Collin's chest as there was an explosion of blood as he got drenched.

"COLLIN!" I screamed as I saw Lysander still standing and enjoying the moment. That bloody psychopath. I picked up my wand and Lysander glared at me as I put it back down.

"Never expected it from you. Why all this unnecessary bravado? Now look at you" Lysander smiling in mockery at Collin. "Stay away from her" he said bravely. I pulled out my wand. "Collin stop, I don't need you to protect me I can deal with him, stay out of this" I said as I looked into his treacherous eyes. "Lily, I love you, I want to protect you. We almost got killed because of him" he said.

"Woah hero boy, bold of you to assume Lily Luna likes you. This is what happens when you read the last few pages of the story. Also she ain't telling you to not hurt me, she's warning you about your life, I would say she cares for you but her heart belongs to me" Lysander said.

Collin grabbed his wand and Lysander stepped on his hand and started crushing them. "My head hurts bro, I'm bleeding. I didn't even hit any of your vitals plus the last bloody spell was your fault for using a long range spell on a close distance" he said.

Collin then quickly grabbed demise and sunk it into Lysander's calves as Collin grabbed my hands and dragged me along with him. His wrists were broken and he was limping. "Lily, don't worry" he assured me. HASN'T THIS IDIOT HEARD OF WHEN A BITCH CHASES YOU YOU NEVER RUN? I STARTED WORRYING ONLY AFTER WE STARTED RUNNING-

Collin screamed as he fell down. Demise pierced straight into his thighs as I saw Lysander standing weakly, his blonde hair and his face with splats of Collin's blood as his ferocious diamond eyes glowed.

Collin lay on the floor moaning. Lysander looked at me, "Don't worry he won't remember today, it would just feel like a sweet nightmare" he said as he pulled his wand and obliviated him as Collin laid a weak punch on his nose, blood dripped from Lysander's nose as his cartilage broke, he was hurt and his legs were bleeding, he looked terrifying with blood all over him.

I was panting, blood- blood- my mind chanted as I became dizzy, I wasn't fond of the smell of blood and the unconscious look Collin rested with creeped me as the smell of blood hit my nose.

-BLANK-

I opened my eyes and I was staring at the ceiling of the hospital wing. I suddenly woke up with a jerk. What the hell happened? I saw Lysander reading a book and humming a familiar tune as he was lying in the bed next to me, he seemed pretty normal with a lot of bandages. I saw Collin lying to my left; he seemed half dead still unconscious.

"Lysander Fuck-" I groaned. "You're awake" he said joyfully. "Don't fuck with me" I angered. "Look, you're hot but I'm not interested in fucking, not yet at least" he said. You have got to be kidding me. "EY! YOU!" I said as I got up my bed and started strangling him. "Ni- nice- g-g-gr-gr-grip" he commented. THIS BITCH, HE CREATED QUITE A SCENE LAST NIGHT.

"Soon you'll see nice HELL" I said, choking him and the nurse came and pulled me away from him as I threw a tantrum to murder him. They tied me to my bed as Lysander coughed to catch his breath. "Why did you do this?" I asked.

"I'll repeat myself, Why'd you wanna act like lovers but you never wanna be each others?" he asked. "How is this even relevant?!" I asked, losing my cool. "Just answer unless-" he started.

"Well, I don't like you, ok? You got the wrong idea" I said stubbornly. "Sorry about yesterday and the whole crazy forest chase and the blood shed- He started it-" Lysander said. At this point I can't even blame Lysander, Collin was the one who started it. BUT STILL-

"Threatening to kill your crush's boyfriend ain't a romantic bitch" I said. He's like really fucked in the head. I'm going to recommend Aunt Luna to bring him to a psychiatrist. "I'm showing my possessiveness, I'll never let anyone touch you ever. I'll kill them for you" he said.

"I don't need shit from you. Just don't talk about murdering people like that ok? That's just immoral" I replied.

"The world is cruel, you purposely dating a boy and using him to lure me isn't a crime but me enjoying his screams is a crime?" I asked. "YEAH BITCH, YOU CAN GET EXECUTED" I screamed. He shut up.

No, I'm not going to have this pointless argument with him. "Fine ok I know it's wrong ok? I wasn't going to hurt him, he attacked my head first, I was bleeding. I thought I would have to go bald for recovery but luckily the nurse said I didn't need it as I mended it for first aid, I thought I was going to lose my pure glorious hair" he said.

He's an idiot. I chuckled at his statement. "You're so overdramatic" I commented. "Be real, would you rather be bald or die, I mean like if its a medical condition it's fine but YO- I'm just a perfectly normal 16 year old, imagine people saying Collin the wimp made Lysander go bald" he said. Ok he has a point this time. "Yeah, yeah" I giggled as I was trying to imagine Lysander bald.

"Don't go around telling 'I love you' to random people, it triggers me" he said suddenly in a low voice. I didn't react but my stomach fluttered. "What's going to happen to him?" I asked, looking at Collin. "Well, he'll wake up with no memories of being with you, so he'll basically have amnesia and never remember what happened this week" he said.

"What if he studied for some test and he doesn't remember?" my nerdy brain asked. "Like I care, I didn't even hesitate to stab his leg, the only reason he's alive was cause you were there. I can't portray myself like a villain in front of my pookie" he said. I turned scarlet. "SHUT UP" I screamed.

"Look my plan was to just kiss you and run away but that bitch made it a war and it would be a shame not to not entertain myself when it comes in search of me" he said nonchalantly. My heart raced as I thought of his delicate lips which I devoured like ice cream. I turned pink.

"You're a good kisser, you didn't let me have my turn though" he said and my heart skipped a beat as I caught his eye and the way he looked at me. "Shut up, don't think I forgave you. You almost killed me and seriously the poison? That was terrifying. Were you the one who did the spiders and wolves trick?" I asked.

"It was all my design" he sang and I looked at the flower vase near my bed and threw it at him.

"Shut up" I said. "I was watching over you, if you failed I would have saved you but you're a warrior" he said in a flattering way. I took a packet of acid pops on the table next to me and threw it at him. "SHUT UP" I said. "You're so sweet, brave, cute. Just how? Teach me your ways" he said flirtily. Why is he cringing right now?

"Lily kill me, Lily kill me is all that I hear" I said rolling my eyes. "I hear Lysander kiss me, Lysander kiss me" he said. "Did both of our ears get fucked yesterday?" I asked. "You keep saying I want to kill you, but all you do is YAP" he said. "Look Scamander, you keep scaring me with all those close up touches and flirts but you never kiss, it's something like that" I said.

"Love is just painful" he said. "And tragic" I added. "That's for the end, we didn't even start" he said. "'WE' IS NOT HAPPENING BITCH, JUST GET THAT SHIT INSIDE YOUR HEAD" I said. "It will happen" he said confidently. "Even if I want it, it won't happen" I said. "You dared me, did you forget?" he said.

"Thanks in a way" I said. "Why?" he asked. "Well, I saw such a cool duel, I saw you drenched in your blood, you looked so fucking hot with blood in your blonde hair and also, I needed to get rid of him, you didn't budge the first week I thought of breaking up anyway" I sighed.

"See? I'm actually a good boy" he said. "Your actions are still not justifiable though" I giggled, 'good boy', I like bad boys.

"I know you're my friend but I curse you everyday you know? I curse you till I fall asleep, I pray for your misery everyday" I said. "Don't do that, if we end up together and your wish is granted, you'll be the one suffering. I would leave you but you'll be the one carrying the pain" he said. "Stop living in a delusion" I snapped. There was a sudden silence.

"Karma will get back" I muttered. "Don't worry Karma is my boyfriend, sorry, no, I dispromoted him to friends with benefits because I have a new candidate for his old position. Either ways, we fuck a lot so, the least he can do is forgive me for my sins" he said.

He lives for himself, he's so full of himself, he might be crazy but he's also the smartest person I've met, he's so cute, quirky and cool. I love his wit and his new found confidence and his flirts are so-

I'm not supposed to love him, but it's fine, I'll secretly admire him. He's the kind of person to never get involved with and just to be admired from afar. I love you Lysander Scamander, I'm glad I met you, I'm glad to have you in my life but can we maybe stop with the blood? This is supposed to be a love story ending in a tragedy.

I looked at him reading a book with his mesmerising eyes. I love you and it's just painful cause we don't deserve each other. I'm not ready, and I don't know what I'll do if you walk away. I might just keep loving you without worries of you never leaving me.

☆꧁✬◦°˚°◦. 𝕃𝕚𝕝𝕪.◦°˚°◦✬꧂☆

LYSANDER'S P.O.V AGAIN:

Fuck Romeo and Juliet, be Enola Holmes to your Lord Tewkesbury. I swear, those two literally have the best chemistry.

I gave a secret glare at Lily dreaming about something. I love you Lily. I hope my drug which didn't work a few hundred times suddenly gets activated.

AND THAT KISS, LILS, YOU WENT FULL ON- I SWEAR I'LL REPAY YOU FOR THAT- I'LL DOUBLE IT AND GIVE IT TO YOU.

XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX