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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄-𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓;

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙰𝙻𝙲𝙷𝙴𝙼𝚈

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WARNING: DON'T DO THIS KIND OF FLIRTING WITH YOUR CRUSH ALSO SEXUAL REFERENCES.

𝐈 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐁𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒, I was completely distracted by the fine weather and of course by the sight of my sweetheart, Lily. I was too lazy to take notes and it was the morning I was pretty much dead, so I just decided to copy Jared in the afternoon in a passing period. Meanwhile I was sketching a black and white portrait of Lily looking outside at the beautiful weather with all the beautiful magical plants behind her.

I'm slowly turning more and more insane and desperate. I already screwed up two times by going overboard because she drugged me with her enchanting existence. Seriously, I don't blame anyone who has tried to touch her and feel her. But if anyone does plan on pulling off such moves on her in the present, they are as good as dead, sorry dead is an understatement.

I haven't come up with any tricks ever since the whole lake incident. It's been around a week, life has been pretty normal with a skip of a beat every time I see her walking next to me. Lily and I were once again back to our so-called-friends-relationship.

My aim now is to confuse her and make her head spin. For the past week, I've been acting as just her 'friend', like old times Lily comes up with some shit and rambles about some dickhead while I pretend like listening and then she annoys the hell out of me by dashing into my shoulders which I thoroughly enjoyed and I just roll my eyes as a reaction.

I bet her insides are burning up on what the fuck is going on. One day he's displaying games and then the next day he's acting like nothing happened. This is more than enough to make her realise how obsessively in love she is with me or if she has already realised that it'll trigger her to do something impulsive which is definitely in my favour because she's a ticking bomb she won't just sit simply and watch me playing with her.

My love for her is just ineffable. I want her, every part of her. I know I'm just repeating myself but, it's hard explaining love in words, it's just so complicated, this generation has completely tarnished the reputation of love, no matter how pure love is, it always has it's black marks. I get it some here and there are ok but having multiple partners casually is just- You have to set limits-

The reason I lost faith in the concept of love is because of all this shit, I won't say Lily is a saint either, she's also one of those pawns in the game. But I want to show her how it feels like to be with someone who would burn the world for her.

She was glass, I broke her so she could make everyone bleed. I just made her stronger, stronger to hold my undying love towards her. To unleash the fire in me and she'll be ready to bear the heat. She was already made for me, I just sharpened the expensive silver dagger that she always was.

It's not easy to deal with me, a narcissistic misanthrope who's so sceptical. I just want to make sure, I never hurt her even if she hurts me. I'm no hero, I'm not good enough to entitle myself a cruel villain but my immutable character which is unpredictable might lead me to situations where I have to be killed. If I go out of hand, I just want her to defeat me and I just hope I die in her presence from where it all started.

Herbology was over as I snapped out of my fictional dialogues which probably made no sense. Who do I think I am? Some cool antagonist or some fucking cool antihero, I should just stop thinking such plots in my mind, I'm just going to be another useless creature who brings misery to this planet, I hope it's going to be a large scale misery though.

I walked out of class with my roomies and they were all discussing something as I was just lost in my own world. I don't know why but for the past year, I've just felt so numb, dull and my social life has been constrained to my roomies and sometimes Lily and that too I feel kind of isolated. I usually just talk to people if I have any need of them and if I don't you're just some NPC walking around in the park or sitting around, studying or fooling around with obnoxious pranks.

I was walking, drowning in my thoughts, when Lily manhandled me. "We have the potions assignment, do you remember? Due is tomorrow! We have to do it" she said as I looked into her green eyes. She's so fucking attractive, it's so hard to act like a jerk who doesn't realise that, I can't believe a few years ago I was a blind idiot.

"Yeah, sure. Maybe 6:00pm?" I asked. "NO, I have a date with Judy, I delayed it for fucking 2 weeks she's been ignoring me and giving me that 'Ew this human' look, I might just die single like Lysander at this rate so, NO. LYSANDER IS MINE UNTIL HE SENDS ME OFF TO MY DATE WITH A BYE BYE KISS. He'll meet you at 7:00pm" Jared said as he pulled me towards himself like my toxic girlfriend. "Why bother, you Judy and Lysander can be in a threesome, then you'll have the best of both" Lily sneered.

"My sexuality is straighter than a ruler" Jared announced. "Does Hugo's flexible ruler count?" Val asked. "Nah, that's Lorcan's sexuality" JJ said. YO! JJ is on fire today, did someone spike his drink? Did he actually say that? All my friends and Lily looked at each other and we were screaming, "Ohhhhhhhhhh" as we broke into laughter while Lorcan just gave an unconcerned look.

"Yeah see you at 7:00pm, I guess" she smiled, I could see it in her expression that she was quite excited thinking of what I was going to scheme to activate her butterflies but to her disappointment, I'm going to activate that murderer inside her.

-TIME SKIP-

"Do I look well dressed?" Jared asked me as he came into the dorm as I was lying on the bed dreaming about Lily, her lips, her eyes and fantasising kissing her, the softness and purity balances my manipulative nature and desires. My fingertips feeling her warm skin, she struggles to pull away from me as I snuggle her and feel her face and body. Her moans and mutters as she swears at me under her breath but I just hold my doll close to me locked in my arms.

And Jared had to interrupt my daydream. I gave him a cold uninterested look and insulted him, "Are you going for a job interview?". I heard his heart clatter. "Come on, this took me hours, I don't know how to wear a tie properly" he said.

"Look, the first step in going on a date is being imperfect, girls are all know-it-alls, they'll think it's cute to correct your tiny flaws so you purposely dress a little informal and messy, plus being messy is hot" I said professionally as if I have had any successful relationships. "Can someone confirm it for me, I don't want a psycho who thinks threatening is a part of love giving me relationship advice" Jared said.

"I can confirm it for you" Val said. "You guys are the last people I should be asking for advice, two hopeless gay people, one person who escaped from the asylum and another one who has too many girls" Jared sighed.

"Be honest, I'm the most romantic being here" I said proudly. "In your imagination maybe, I don't think you realise you laugh with a straight face" Jared said completely demolishing me. "Ok look JJ, the main thing to capture a girl's heart is by acting like you know everything" Val said. "Everything in the sense?" JJ asked. "E V E R Y T H I N G" Val said dramatically as he dramatically started explaining to Val.

"You have to be a fuck boy" Val said dramatically. "WHAT?!" JJ asked as he panicked. "Jared don't do that or you'll end up like Diana and him" I commented trying to take authority as Jared's relationship advisor. "Jared chose one, me or Lysander? If you pick me at least you'll get to kiss her and fuck her, if you go with Lysander you're relationship will end up like him and Lily and Judy will start calling you, 'Little Brother'" Val said as he mocked, 'Little Brother' in Judy's voice.

Jared widened his eyes, "Lorcan, do you have any comments?" He asked. "You don't have the right to ask me for relationship advice, you've liked her over a year and not even kissed her, I won't give you advice you're a hopeless case" he said as he went back to reading teen magazines.

"Hugo?" JJ asked. "Just tell her that you love her and kiss her, it can't be that hard" Hugo said casually. Hugo, I get it you're gay but bro you should know that having a crush and asking them out is just suffocating, I dare you to face Lorcan if you're so brave.

"JJ just be chill, be yourself don't worry too much and mainly DON'T OVER-PLAN- Just adapt to the situation and play, it's fine to have a script but you have to make improvements according to the situations" I said.

I went to JJ and loosened his tie. "Be imperfect so she thinks she can correct you, give her some game to play with" I said. "Well, have you ever flirted with someone? Gosh I can't imagine you being with a girl, it's just such a rebellious thought" Jared said.

"Trust the process. Everything will be fine, if things go sideways and you can't express your love language then just kiss her. Piece of advice, if she restrains you just pull her into it. Don't freak out and just make a fool of yourself" I advised and Jared saluted.

"Yes sir! I'll do it" he said boldly. "She's just your pillow ok? You've trained for a year just kissing, show her your experience" I said and Jared's face turned red, "Stop saying such embarrassing things out loud" he said blushing.

"Ya'll are acting as if he's going to have sex and he needs advice. It's just a damned kiss, 10 galleons Judy kisses before him" Val said. "Deal" I said grinning and I turned to Jared, "Look bitch, if you don't kiss her first, I'll feed you to the werewolves in the forbidden forest" I threatened him.

"Just sharing an experience of mine, once he actually dragged me with my comforter and threw me inside the forest cause he lost a bet" Lorcan warned. I glared at Jared with an evil grin and he looked terrified.

"It's almost 6:45pm I better get going" Jared said as he picked up a bouquet of white roses wrapped in a blue paper wrap and with a satin dark blue ribbon. He took a deep breath and said, "Wish me luck" he said. We all saluted as if he was going out to fight a war for our country.

"If you guys get married, name your kid after me!" Lorcan screamed senselessly as Jared slammed the door and went off to his date.

"Don't you have a date with Lily?" Lorcan asked. "It's just a potions practicals homework" I sighed as I picked up the materials required as I got ready to leave. "Make sure you guys enjoy the chemistry" Val said giggling.

I made a straight face. "Ly, touch your heart and tell me that you haven't felt any sexual attraction for Lily" Lorcan said. "I haven't" I lied casually. "HOW!? Dude, she's like so fucking hot" Lorcan said.

"We're just friends" I said. "Look, take a fucking hint Scamander, she has all the boys breaking their heads over her but she lingers around a weirdo like YOU, she obviously likes you" Lorcan said. I wish that was true Lorcan but, no, even if I pull a move she gets offended.

"Be honest Ly, you would have had a single moment where you were like, She's an angel, so pretty, so pure, so delicate, I want to fuck her" Val said. Woah, ok look, I like her but NO, I'M NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON- Dude I'm questioning whether this boy was the same one who used to say, "Ew, love is disgusting".

"Guess what, Did I mention to you I have a new girlfriend?" Val said. I guess he expected some reaction but he didn't give any. "No reaction?" he asked. "Well you had multiple girlfriends so is she like only one or do you have more?" Lorcan asked. "Shut up! I'm her and she's mine" Val said blushing.

"How do you have a girlfriend in a span of like 2 weeks?" Hugo asked. "Oh, she is a muggle. Me and her used to go to muggle school together and she moved next to my house during the holidays so we were surprised and we were trying to catch up with each other and we just clicked" Val said smiling.

"Friends to lovers never end well" Lorcan jinxed it. "You and Hugo are damned so yeah, with your case yes it's a disaster" Val shot back. "So, what's her name?" I asked. "Heh, it's Lily" he smiled. "Damn" Lorcan said. "Ok, I'm going to go now" I said as I heard Lorcan and Val chittering about the other, 'Lily'.

I put on my black robes above my white shirt. "I'm getting late so, so long losers and creepy perverts" I said as I bid them a farewell as if I was leaving to a great voyage as I walked down the stairs and used floo powder to teleport to the dungeons.

I walked into the classroom and saw Lily waiting for me. I kind of gave her a head nod to acknowledge her presence as I immediately went to set up the cauldron without saying another word.

"We have prefect duties after this" she initiated the conversation. "Hmm" I nodded as if I was intrigued by lighting the fire under the cauldron to the correct temperature. There was silence for a long time. I could slowly sense Lily's anger warming up the room.

"So how was your day?" She asked, trying to be cheerful. "Fine" I replied dryly and I saw smoke erupting from her nose and ears. Again there was a prolonged silence battle between our egos.

"What's wrong with you?" She snapped suddenly. "Uh? I'm fine I guess. Thanks for asking though" I said and I was controlling my chuckles. This is so funny and her expression, her puffy cheeks and anger, SHE'S JUST TOO CUTE, I WANT TO PINCH HER CHEEKS AND PAT HER HEAD.

ABSVGSJDBDVHDHEEHDN. CUTENESS OVERLOADDDDDDD...

XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX

EXCLUSIVE LILY'S P.O.V:

I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM SO MUCH. He flirts, he kisses, he hugs me and triggers my hormones with his sexy deep voice and the daydream look in his eyes and suddenly out of the blue he goes back to being normal. This is definitely his scheme to make me lose my head over him.

Hate to admit it but he knows me too well and I can't help myself but to fall into his traps, I just can't control myself. I feel so manipulated. He's so sweet with his cute face acting all innocent while that psycho personality of his is scheming like a criminal.

I controlled my anger and took a deep breath, I looked at the potion incantation and recipe, I went over to the supplies cupboard to take some materials. I went over to search for the glass jars.

"Occamy egg shell" I muttered as my fingers slid down the bottles and I noticed a faded label written, 'Occamy egg shells' in cursive handwriting. I went to grab it and I felt HIS hand touching mine, his fingers interlocked with mine as I felt his heavy breathing.

You really can't resist my charm how much you try, can you Scamander? I thought as I enjoyed the moment as I felt him lean on my back and press his chest against my back as he slowly wrapped his arms around my body and his nails traced my arms.

"Lily" he muttered into my ear in a low voice as I was melting in his love and suddenly got goosebumps as he called me again in his soothing bedroom voice, "Lily".

His chin on my shoulder as I could feel the coldness from the metal in his piercing touching my delicate pale skin as he tucked his neck into mine.

"Get away" I said as I closed my eyes as his hair tickled my face as I hoped he would kiss me on my cheek and hug me tighter. I want him.

"POTTER!" He suddenly snapped and I opened my eyes to him, snatching the jar of the egg shells as I was holding tight onto it. "Can you stop daydreaming and maybe focus?" He said a little annoyed as he took the jar and walked away.

WAS I JUST DAYDREAMING AND HALLUCINATING ABOUT HIM EMBRACING ME? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I'M JUST SICK OF MYSELF AND THE WAY MY MIND WORKS AND PLAY TRICKS ON ME.

I walked back to the crafting table watching Lysander do all the work. "Can I help?" I asked. "Well, maybe you can stop daydreaming about romancing with your crush" he said. WAIT HOW DID HE KNOW THAT- WAIT DID I JUST ACCEPT THAT HE'S MY CRUSH- I-

"What's with you Scamander?" I asked frowning, I can't let him keep playing games with my heart. "I told you, I'm doing alright Lily Luna" he replied. HIS DRY REPLIES AND HIS STRAIGHT FACE- THAT- BITCH-

"Why do I always have to be the one initiating the conversation and you just keep killing it? You're just being so mean and arrogant, you arrogant toe rag" I snapped losing my cool.

"Arrogant?" He asked cluelessly. HOW CAN HE CASUALLY PUT UP AN ACT LIKE THAT I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT LYSANDER FUCKING SCAMANDER.

"One day you flirt and kiss me and then the next day you act like nothing happened. You ignore me and keep giving me dry replies and I feel like some desperate little girl waiting and clinging on to you, if you're not interested- just tell me that you don't want to be friends, don't force it" I let out my anger.

"If I act like your friend you have a problem if I try to get more of our friendship, you start whining saying that I broke your faith and trust in me. What exactly do you want?" he asked as his blue clouded eyes with a silver lining sparkled.

"Don't ignore me, I just want attention. I want you to like me as much as I do, I don't want our friendship to be one-sided" I said truthfully.

"I don't even want our frustrating friendship" he said. "What?" I asked as he moved closer to me and cornered me against the wall he put his hand over my shoulder. "You want my love but you don't want to give me anything in return, you're so greedy" he said as I saw his vengeful eyes crawling over my body.

"You're selfish" I shot back at him as I pushed him gently and his playful fingers pressed me against the wall as my heart started racing. I looked into his glowing eyes, his desperate, desire filled eyes.

He came closer as he ran his fingers on my neck and touched the bit mark he gave me as a gift of his love. "Sorry about that" he said softly as he touched it. I saw him steadily making his way closer to me and once he crossed the line I pulled out my sweet darling, 'demise'.

I held demise and polished her silver blade in his neck and said, "Any plans to pay a visit to hell, but be careful, you might get trapped there" I said looking at him with a smug smile and he just looked at me with a dazzling look admiring me. I got annoyed.

"Don't make me poke your eyes" I said, playing with demise by waving her around. "Lily, why are you wasting our precious time? Just admit it" he said in a low voice as he brought his face closer to me, "You love me" he muttered into my ear.

"Lily, you love me" he said with his luscious voice nibbling on my ear as he twirled my bangs. I felt captivated, I felt like I was under extreme pressure- His voice, his hair, his body language perfectly calculated into a golden ratio which could knock any girl off her feet. "I don't love you" I said valiantly.

"Lily" he cooed in my ear. The tension he creates every single time was the one giving me the most temptations, he's just irresistible- his come-hither looks. Why can't he just do it- Why can't he just kiss me, get a slap and get over with it, why does he want to poison me slowly, so slowly that that poison slowly turns to amortentia.

"Stay away" I said as I slowly pressed the knife into his neck, one more press I'll be drinking his blood from his neck. "You want me" he said in his low voice as he tickled my back and my body gushed towards him. I looked away from him to break out from his enchantment and he pushed my chin to face him. I turned more and more scarlet every second his eyes melted on mine.

He loosened his tie as he gave a chuckle scheming in his mind. He was so- I don't know- Hot would be too be too lacking to describe his charm, the lilt of the innocent face on the devil.

"Give me a chance" he muttered as he traced my face. My face was filled with goosebumps, I didn't even know you could get goosebumps on your face. "S-S-Stop" my voice trembled. He didn't care his index finger wandered around as they reached their destination and touched my lips. That evil smirk and pleasure he gets in defying one's orders.

"I dare you to love me, just try" I threatened as my lips moved on his finger. "I dare you to not fall for me" he said as he beamed towards me and went black to twirling my hair with his other hand. He gave me an aphrodisiac glare. My heart stopped.

"Maybe the most bloodthirsty win" I announced with confidence as his fingers on my lips pressed harder.

"Let's cut to the chase, I always win" he said with a smirk. "The stars won't always align on your side" I sneered.

"The stars and fates were never on my side" he said as his finger on my lips went down to my neck as his hands started crawling below my clothing-

I pushed his hands away and I slashed his palm with my blade. It was a reflex action. I recovered from the tension of the scene. Blood trickled from his hands dripping from his nails. SHIT, I- I DIDN'T MEAN TO ACTUALLY HURT HIM- IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. I GOT IMPULSIVE-

My lips trembled at the sight of his blood trickling down on the stone floor and the remains on my blade. I started panicking, I widened my eyes. Even in this mess he didn't let me from his grasp and held me close. "Are you ok?" I asked, trembling looking at his blooded hands. "Are you fine? You look petrified" he said. "This is why you keep your hands to yourself" I warned him, still worried about his hand.

"What made you think this will stop me from feeling your skin?" he asked with a psychotic smile as he touched my shoulder with his bloodied hand. "Scamander-" I said panicking, blood- BLOOD- HIS BLOOD- I freaked out as they stained my robes.

"You should stop the bleeding I said, trying to pull out my wand from my pocket" I said as I stuffed my hand into my pocket and he held my hand as said, "That can wait-" as he spread his blood on my cheeks. HE'S CRAZY- HE'S CRAZY- HE'S CRAZY-HE'S CRAZY- HE'S CRAZY- HE'S CRAZY-HE'S CRAZY- HE'S CRAZY- HE'S CRAZY...

"Honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy?" he asked as he leaned in for a kiss as he tightly grabbed my shoulder- I pulled demise out again- "You don't want another slash do you" I said as I pressed it on his neck. I moved closer to him as he took his steps back to the end of the classroom. "Your heart says it's still reserved for me, mine" he said as I held him at knife point against the wall.

"You're so brave" I chuckled. "I know" he said with a smirk. "Why don't you just admit you love me? Why all these twisted games?" I asked. "I don't love you" he muttered and I lost my cool, OH SO YOU DO ALL THIS AND TELL ME YOU DON'T LOVE ME? I took the blade of his neck.

"You have got to be kidding me" I stormed. "You're just pretty cute and fun to play with- I don't like you. It's just lust- You're hot- I like your charisma and reactions" he chuckled. WHAT? DID HE JUST-

"I hope- you die cruel- I will pray for your death" I said irritated and annoyed. My mind turned dizzy- Was it all fake? Was I imagining too much? Was it just lust? No, it can't be- that sounds wrong- why is he confusing me? Is it a part of his plan? But no- this doesn't make sense. What will he benefit from this?

The only benefit he gets is depriving me of my mental health. "Lily!" he called out, chuckling. My mind was still hazy, "I was just kidding! Did I scare you?" he screamed. I felt overwhelmed, I felt breathless, I can't love him- he can't do this to me- he's toxic, I'm too weak hearted- I can't-

Then I felt his warm hands wrap around me, "Sorry about that- I didn't mean to burden you-" he said in his comforting voice. But no one could ever comfort me, not right now. I pushed his hands away and said, "Don't. EVER. Come behind me again-" I said as I ran out of the dungeons and went to an empty corridor.

I stood in a empty hallway teary eyed, I love him, Love him so much- But I can't keep up with him, I'm just too sensitive and he- he's just- I want- I don't know- tears flowed down my eyes- Why do I have to love you so much? Why did you have to be alive? Why were you born Lysander Scamander- You were right that day- You told me that you were sorry for being alive-

You should be.

I eventually caught my breath and walked to my dorm and lied down on my bed. His daze still stuck on my eyes. His glare upon me, the tickle of his golden hair, I have an unhealthy obsession with him- He's like a drug- I'm that addict who's high on him- I want to recover- I want to go to rehab.

I hurt him though- Maybe he just said that to give me instant karma for hurting my hands- Maybe I overreacted- Maybe I deserved it- I don't know. Maybe his plan was to make me miserable, maybe his plan was to break me so I could go to him for my medicine-

He hurts me because he's the only one who has the medicine to cure me, he wants me running back to him every time. I can't keep doing that, I want to have your medicine of love my whole entire life, I'm selfish after all-

I want him, I know he's crazy, but he's the one I want-

I think I just fell into his traps again. He's making me want to confess to him- Deep down he's just a scared little kid new to romance- Tormenting me are you Lysander Scamander? I'll show you what a real game of love look like-

It's dirty, filthy but I guess you'll catch on eventually after all you started the dirty work. Making me resentful? Oh, you just made you move- It's my turn now- Knight on F5.

Oh yes, the heart on my sign is reserved for you but for the time being, I'm going to lease my heart to someone else, maybe that would at least trigger you...

We can't fight the alchemy, but what can I do when you keep telling me the wrong process on purpose just to make me look weak.

I guess it's up to me to melt your frozen heart and make them beat for me until it explodes and of course that doesn't mean I'll accept you Scamander, I'll make you crazy, I'll poison you like how you poisoned me, I'll give you a taste of your own medicine. I'll create mayhem until you resign from the post of being my future boyfriend.

☆꧁✬◦°˚°◦. 𝕃𝕚𝕝𝕪.◦°˚°◦✬꧂☆

EXCLUSIVE JUDY'S P.O.V:

"Do I look good?" I asked Anya, looking at myself in the mirror as I twirled around in my baby blue cotton midi. "You look like someone from the 80s" she said as she munched on some chips while reading marvel comics. "Wow, thanks for the compliment" I said as I rolled my eyes and looked at the mirror and adjusted my necklace.

I can't believe Anya actually convinced me to dress up so girly and weird. I'm usually just the kind of person roaming around with my messy bun, an oversized t-shirt and a sweatpants. "You look pretty ok? It's not that bad- Jared will like it to stop freaking out" Anya said again munching on her chip.

"Would you stop munching for a second?" I said as I got annoyed by the chewing noise. "Uh, no" she said as she went back to her book. "A little bit more blush" said my other friend Miranda as she applied some more 'THINGS' on my face.

"I feel overdressed" I complained. "YOU'RE UNDERDRESSED GIRL- IF HE SHOWS UP IN A SUIT OR SOMETHING YOU'RE LIKE SCREWED" she said. "Are you stupid or stupid? This is just a casual lakeside date" I said. My friends are just idiots and I'm also a proud idiot being friends with idiots.

"You're good to go" Miranda said as she turned me around to get a look at me. "OMG! Such a cutie is Judy!"she exclaimed as Anya just gave a side eye rather not impressed. I'm just going to convince myself that she's just envious of me.

"Ok look, stay chill, don't freak out. let him take the lead. You're the prettiest queen in the world, high queen Jude" Miranda said bowing. I was just cringing so bad while Anya said, "Don't forget to kiss or I'll lock you out of the dorm, I want to at least have today's night a peaceful one without you complaining about your urge to kiss him" she said.

"Ok guys, I'm already 10 minutes late and like JJ is usually early so I better get going" I said. "GOOD LUCK!" Miranda said and Anya screamed, "7:00 PM REMINDER! KISS HIM!" she screamed as I went out of the Slytherin common room rushing to meet HIM <3

I kept looking at my watch as I was running to the destination, I saw many people look at me like an idiot, Ok Judy, you're in a dress! Present yourself like an elegant lady. I slowed my walk and walked like a true lady like how my aunt had taught me.

Now more people were looking at me, AH! JUST SCREW THIS! I rushed to the lake like Cinderella rushing to her pumpkin carriage.

I panted as I reached the destination and I saw Jared standing there in his white shirt and black pants with his hair a bit messy and a loose tie. He looked so sexy with that sunset background, I straightened up my face and acted a bit upset and mad as I approached him and he smiled upon my arrival as he said, "Hi"in a manly voice.

He's so cute. "Yeah, hi" I said in a bored tone acting mad at him. "Sorry for the whole delay it's just-" he started. "It's fine, we're here now, that's what matters" I said. He pulled out the chair from the tiny wooden table that he set up under a tree for the date.

"Cute" I commented a bit flustered as I sat down and he seated himself opposite to me. It was a bit awkward as we both were pretty much speechless not knowing what to talk about, usually we have a lot to say to ourselves.

"How are classes and your N.E.W.T.s preparation?" he asked a mediocre question. "Yeah, so and so" I lied to him, I haven't started studying at all. "How is your brother?" he asked. JJ WHAT ARE YOU DOING? THESE ARE BORING QUESTIONS. WHY ARE YOU BRINGING UP MY BROTHER, THAT LITTLE DEVIL ON OUR DATE?

"Guess what? I made these for you" he said as he summoned a stack of freshly baked pastries which smelt like heaven. "Awww, thanks" I said looking at the whole setup. He took one and handed it to me. WHY CAN'T HE FEED ME? I grabbed it a bit disappointed in his actions and munched on it, it was buttery smooth and it was just perfect.

"You're just too good" I chuckled with food in my mouth, OH GOSH WHERE ARE MY MANNERS- I JUST- I turned pink in embarrassment. "You're so cute" he smiled as he wiped off some crumbs from the side of my lips. I turned scarlet as he gazed at me with his significant pair of sapphires vibing with the orange skies.

"I like your style" I said awkwardly, trying to compliment him. He smiled and then silence bestowed the air once again. Then suddenly I felt his shoes teasing mine as they rubbed against one another. I gave him a flattered look as he looked back at me with the most romantic glare ever.

"It's hard to believe that you're real" Jared said, still melting me with his glimpses. "Why?" I asked. "I never thought I'd fall for a girl this hard" he said smoothly and my heart raced he said that with no sense of struggle. YO- HOW? THAT CONFIDENCE IS JUST-

He placed his hands over mine as he looked straight into my eyes, I couldn't look back at him as my heart would EXPLODE if I did, I focused on his cheek instead to prevent myself from a major incurable stroke. "Judy" he mumbled as he paused.

I was levitating, the sunset, being with him, the sweet smell in the air, it all felt unreal. "My Judy" he muttered. My heart felt filled with contempt as he added, 'My'. Should I say something romantic to match with him? Nah, I'll screw it up and I'll ruin the moment. "se agapó" he muttered. What?

"I'll translate it" he said as his sweaty palms conquered my small hands as he moved closer to me. I involuntarily moved closer, I hoped this table would just disappear right now and right at the moment they disappeared and our chairs dragged close to each other as his knees touched mine.

"De tout mon coeur, Judy, L'amour de ma vie. Je t'aime" he mumbled, I understood. All those French classes with him paid off well. "With all my heart, Judy, the love of my life. I love you. Am I right?" I muttered under my breath. "Oui" he said as our noses slid against one another and my heart paced, "Love you too, Jared Jaques" I smiled as he kissed me without another word said.

I closed my eyes and savoured every part of his soft lips. It was good, it was like candy floss, it was intoxicating, he seemed like a professional. His hand on my chin and the other hand's fingers entangled with mine. He slowly pulled away as we opened our eyes and we both looked flustered.

"Was that too- uh- cheesy- Did I-" he started and I shut him up as I kissed him again savouring his lips, my property. "You did pretty well, I'm impressed" I said still in a daze as I mumbled onto his lips.

"You know your French really well" he said as he giggled. "What did you say initially?" I asked. "Greek" he said. "Hmm" I said, still lingering around his cute face. "I love you, I loved you the first time I saw you" I confessed. "Can we kiss once more?" he asked. "Delightfully" I said, oh wait- DID THAT SOUND TOO DESPERATE?

"I guess Lysander is getting his 10 galleons" he muttered like an idiot out of context as we dived into our deep kiss and embrace. He may be an idiot, but he's my idiot, ONLY MINE.

This happens once every few lifetimes. These chemicals hit me like white wine. If this is a dream, I hope I never wake up and keep living in the fiction of my reality.

xx 𝓙𝓾𝓭𝔂 xx