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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄-𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐖𝐎;

𝚂𝙷𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙴𝙽𝚅𝙴𝙻𝙾𝙿𝙴 𝚆𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴'𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙺 𝚂𝙷𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝚃 𝙸𝚃 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙼?

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𝐎𝐇 𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊, FUCKITY, FUCKLATIC, FUCKALABERGASSTIC, FUCKEROTIC, FUCKING, NO FUCKING WAY. NAHHHHHH, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I FEEL LIKE JUMPING OFF A CLIFF IN THE HAPPINESS I'M OVERFLOWING FROM. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT KERES IS CHEATING ON LILY. AHHHHH, I'M JUST SO HIGH!

Today, May 12th of 2024 was when I saw something I couldn't believe, I walked into the room of requirement as me and my roomies were playing, 'hide the gnome' and it was Val's turn. Everytime we play hide the gnome he hides it in the room of requirement so naturally I went there to search for it.

For my extraordinary luck, surprisingly, I walked into Aurelia and Keres leaning on each other's shoulders as Keres smiled and played with her hair as they started snogging. I was uncomfortable seeing that but I had to click off a few pictures as proof for Lily.

I came happily skipping through the hallway with the polaroid pictures of Aurelia and Keres kissing. I can't believe I actually wasted some polaroid sheets on a couple photos for these both. I should be clicking pictures of me and Lily.

I made a sharp turn to exit the dark towers corridor to the main hall of Hogwarts when I was given a jumpscare by Lily. Her little red head bumped into my upper chest as I stood still. I could smell the fragrance of her sweet smelling hair. She immediately backed away as we both took a glance at each other.

Her beautiful green eyes and her cheeks muscles moved to a welcoming smile. I couldn't resist her charisma, her lips, her expressions, I want her.

I pushed her on the wall and I scanned her face, I placed my hand on her shoulder and she flinched. "Ly" I read her lips move. I brought myself closer and I saw her cheeks turn pink. She's just irresistible, I can't hold back, my hands are shaking and sweating. I pressed my body against hers and she let out a gasp.

"Lysander" she snapped. I got out of my addiction stage and acted like picking her lash off her face. "It was just a lash" I said. "Just a lash?" She asked, I THINK SHE SAW RIGHT THROUGH ME. "Yeah a lash" I defended. "Stop whatever you're trying to do" she said. I quickly stuffed the photos inside my pocket as Lily took a glance. "What are they?" She asked.

"Just photos" I said and I started sweating. "Photos" she muttered, Lily gave me a flirtful. She ran her fingers down my palm as my palms broke into sweat, I got goosebumps. Does she like me? Why is she flirting with me? "See ya!" she said as she walked away with her hair bouncing off her shoulders. I was just there with my heart racing and cheeks flustered.

I ran in excitement into the dorm. Lily is giving me hints! Keres is cheating! Aurelia will probably cut ties with me as I am no use to her anymore! THIS IS GREAT! I can't believe Keres cheated on Lily without any efforts from my side.

I lied on my bed in a good mood and I buried my face into my pillow as I smiled like an idiot. SHE'S SO CUTE. SHE'S SO ADORABLE. SHE'S SUCH A POOKIE. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

"Uhh, Lysander, mate? You ok? Did you find the gnome?" Val asked. "Screw the gnome, I'm bored, call the others, let's just chill for a while" I said. In around 20 minutes they all returned back as Lorcan came in celebrating about finding the gnome.

"We should really stop playing this stupid game, it's so boring and I never win" Jared complained. "Yeah, yeah, you just suck at the game" Lorcan said of the three time champion. "That's why you ditch it like me" I said.

I turned on the music as we all hopped into our bed, 'I DID SOMETHING BAD' by Taylor Swift started playing and all of us were having a whole concert with our favourite part being, 'DADDDUDUDUDUDUDUDU'.

I was just wondering when I can send Lily this proof that Keres is a fucking cheater and she should break up with him. From what I have gathered from the past few weeks about Lily's and Keres' relationship, it hasn't gotten any better. Both of them are still fighting and things haven't gotten any better. Lily's ego wouldn't allow to cooperate and Keres is still trying to approach her but she wouldn't listen.

I was rolling around in my bed as Jared came and sat on my bed near my leg space and said, "Hey bro, how's Lilysander going?" He asked. "Well, any luck with Judy?" I questioned him back. "Well yesterday we both went on this romantic evening walk and she was just so fucking pretty, we even had moments but I was just too scared to pull a move, I feel like she might push me away" he complained.

"She likes you bro, why would she hang around you and meet you almost everyday if she doesn't like you? Take a hint! She's just waiting for the moment you kiss her" I said and suddenly the door banged open.

I saw Diana walk in with Michelle. Diana's eyes were on fire, it was evident that she was angry, oh fuck did she find out about Val cheating on her? "VALENTINO ANDERSON" she screamed and all of us just looked at her in confusion. "YOU FUCKER! ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME?" Diana screamed as her voice echoed. "WHAT?" Val said acting like he was innocent.

"TELL ME BITCH DID YOU CHEAT ON ME?!" Diana asked in rage with her murderous eyes. "NO I DIDN'T" he shamelessly lied. "YOU SHAMELESS BITCH" she screamed as she lost control and grabbed a fruit knife.

"YO! STOP! CRAZY GIRL!" Hugo screamed. OH MY GOD AM I GOING TO WITNESS A MURDER? OR A SUICIDE? "DIANA!" Michelle screamed as she pulled the knife away. "YOU FUCKING BITCH HOW DARE YOU LIE TO ME. WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU?! YOU-" Diana screamed as she attacked Val and scratched him hands as she went for his face but Lorcan pulled Val away, "FUCK, DIANA CONTROL YOURSELF" Lorcan screamed.

For some reason I was on the verge of laughing, WHY AM I LAUGHING?! I'M A PSYCHOPATH. Diana started wailing and crying uncontrollably. OK, this was scary, watching any girl cry is just scary. I could see Jared's hands shaking. "Diana I-" Val started and Diana gushed forward and attacked him. "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID THIS TO ME!" She screamed as Michelle pulled her back.

"LOOK! YOU- JUST- YOU WERE CHEATING ON ME TOO! I SAW YOU WITH MICHEAL" Val screamed. "STOP MISUNDERSTANDING WE AREN'T A THING" Diana said. "THEN? YOU WERE JUST HAVING A SWING BY?" Val asked. "YOU STARTED IT! I SAW YOU WITH HELEN THEN YOU HAD ASHLINE AND WHO KNOWS WHO ALL YOU HUNG OUT WITH?" Diana asked.

"TOBIAS AND JONATHAN, EXPLAIN" Val questioned back. YO! HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE INVOLVED IN THIS SCANDAL, THIS IS WORSE THAN THE AMBER HEARD- JOHNNY DEPP CASE. THERE ARE MORE PEOPLE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP CHAIN THAN THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE I HAVE TALKED TO IN MY LIFE.

"You're a fucking slut, you have no rights to complain" Val said and Michelle slapped him tight. YO THAT SLAP WAS PERSONAL, ME AND JARED STARTED LAUGHING SO BAD WE BURIED OUR HEADS INSIDE OUR PILLOWS. "You're turning me into a psycho" Jared said, giggling quietly. "Shut the fuck up" I said giggling.

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU CALL YOURSELF A MAN, INSTEAD OF ACCEPTING YOUR MISTAKE YOU'RE JUST BLAMING HER" Michelle screamed in rage. "OH SO YOU GIRLS CAN GO AROUND HAVING RELATIONSHIPS AND SLIDING WHERE AS US BOYS HAVE TO BE THE FUCKERS" Val screamed and Diana lost her control again.

I grabbed a potion of sleeping draught and I said, "Michelle can you hold her for a second" I said as I drugged her with the potion as she fell asleep. Michelle gave a glare and she picked Diana up and put her hands on her shoulders and dragged her away.

I closed the door and Val screamed, "FUCK".

"What you did was messed up bro, like what?" Hugo asked. "It must have been fucking Potter who told her, she caught me yesterday" Val sighed. "VAL, DON'T BLAME LILY FOR THIS" I said losing it, nah, Lily can't get dissed for doing absolutely nothing always. "You're just saying that because you like her" Val shot back at me. "Guys, guys please" Jared said. "I don't like Lily" I said coldly.

"OH FUCK OFF, WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS ARE YOU?" Val screamed as he walked out of the dorm as he slammed the door. "OH YEAH VAL! I DARE YOU TO COME BACK HERE FOR SLEEPING! I DARE" I screamed at him. Lorcan tailed after Val.

"Drama, drama" Hugo sighed in exhaustion. "Dude, what's wrong with him? Why did he have to drag Lily into this, I honestly think it's our fault we didn't tell Diana first" I said. "Chill, Ly" Jared said. "No, I don't get it, Val is my friend ok? But Lily's my friend too and it was Val's mistake this time, I have to take Lily's side" I explained myself.

"Yeah he shouldn't have dragged Lils into this" Hugo said, taking my side. "I hate this, now the dorm is going to be all weird and quiet, O.W.L.s is also coming up, URGH" Jared sighed. "Can't believe Val did this" Hugo said.

The rest of the afternoon was pretty quiet. I was reading 'Trials of Apollo', while Hugo, Lorcan and Jared were studying. Val was still missing, he was last seen with Lorcan at the astronomy tower and now he was nowhere to be found.

"You sure he's alright?" Jared asked in the quiet of the room. "He needs some time" Lorcan said as he sighed and put his head down on his book.

"I'm going to go out and you know chill for a while and make sure I don't bump into Val" I said but of course that was a lie, my real reason was because I had to send the photos to Lily. I walked down the stairs and walked into the common room where I was held up by no other but Lily Luna Potter.

"Ly, is Val ok?" She asked. "Why do you care you're the one who screwed him up right?" I asked. "Look, Diana is my friend and I care about her ok?" She shot at me. "YEAH! I KNOW I NEVER SAID YOU WERE WRONG" I said losing my cool. "ARE YOU BEING SARCASTIC RIGHT NOW? DO YOU CONDEMN CHEATING?" Lily questioned.

"I just don't want to talk about this situation Potts, I don't blame me I'm just mad that I didn't stop him, I knew this like a few months ago" I said sighing. "Oh" she said in an understanding voice.

"They were perfect but I don't know how it all ended up like this" Lily said in a saddened and disappointed voice and my mind voice said, 'It's a tragedy just like you and Keres'.

"They were so close you know? They loved each other so much but- I don't know, I don't understand how you can love many people at the same time to be honest, your heart will only belong to the one I love. I mean multiple crushes and attraction is ok but kissing and dating with multiple people is just wrong in many ways especially when you're committed. The most important foundation of a relationship is trust and when that's broken it all falls, even if it's one of the greatest loves of all time" she said dramatically.

I don't know why but I felt like I didn't want to give her those photos. I didn't want her to feel bad and I hit my guilt. Even if I wasn't responsible for the whole cheating scandal, I was the one who manipulated Aurelia to like Keres, I made them fall in love with each other and created circumstances for them to be together. So, indirectly I'm hurting her too.

I don't think Lily can take this, she'll definitely break but it will be worse if she finds it out by herself after a long time. It's just been around 2-3 weeks since Aurelia and Keres became a thing so, I guess it's better to strike while the iron is hot.

"I should really make amends with Keres, he's such a valuable person and I'm just- I wasn't ready to listen to him" Lily sighed. Oh no, not the right time to make that decision. "Lily- I- I need to tell you something" I said as I clutched the letter with the photos.

"Hm?" She asked. "I- Kere- he's" I started but I couldn't say it. "Ok screw my fucked relationship, just make sure Val doesn't do anything in the heat of the moment" Lily said. "Val and suicide are like me and Lorcan, polar opposites" I said putting my thumbs up in assurance.

"They were pretty close though, they even slept together" Lily said. I kinda choked on that sentence. Val having more intense secrets than me is just disappointing but I'm pretty sure he didn't tell us cause we would overreact. I bet he told his other jock gang.

"Well" I said as I mustered up my courage to give her the letter, but I just wanted to send it anonymously as a random tip off, I didn't want her to know it was me. "Who's the letter from?" Lily asked, looking at the letter I was clutching.

"Your cousin Lucy" I lied. "DON'T TELL ME IT'S A LOVE LETTER" she said as she tried to grab it but I lifted my hands up so that petite little Lily couldn't reach the letter. "It's personal" I sneered. "Don't tell me you like her" Lily said. "Why'd you care" I asked with a smirk. Is Potter getting jealous? I'M LOVIN' THIS!

"Its probably some corny poem so I don't care" she said, turning away as she walked into the girls dorm towers with her cute puffy cheeks. I walked into the corridors wondering if I should send the letter, I really don't want to break her but if she figures it out herself that would be way worse.

I went to the great hall and saw a few students talking, I saw my owl Hermes arrive at the dinner table gracefully. I gave her the letter and instructed her to deliver it to Lily. I sat in the great hall with no one beside me in a perplexed manner.

I wonder if I should tell my roomies about Lily and my whole obsession over her, but I really have trust issues. My introverted personality would never allow me to accept and go around telling people 'I love a girl!' For some reason I find it really embarrassing and my anxiety gets triggered.

I summoned a plate of sizzling hot brownies topped with some vanilla ice cream as I was wondering how Lily was going to react to the situation. I feel like my whole crazy obsessed love era is finally reaching its endgame and it's going to move on to a sweeter one.

I should really not get my confidence up high right now and remain chill, this is the most important part of my relationship with Lily. I should not lose my cool and persuade her into loving me, I have to show her that I'm a trustable and lonely soul who needs some of her love. I should not rush or get over excited cause then I'll lose Lily's respect for me and BOOM! She'll never see me again.

I saw Keres enter the hall with his friends and he sat at the Hufflepuff table smiling and giggling with his friends. That smile ain't going to last long my dear Keke. You're going down. You think I gave up on Lily, you thought I lost? I won't give up anything that easily, I'm usually hell possessive when it comes to things that I love, but Lily is someone I need to complete me. I ain't giving her up.

I took quiet bites of my brownies keeping a secret eye on Keres and after 6 minutes and 23 seconds, Aurelia had entered the great hall. THIS CAN'T BE A COINCIDENCE! There is a 82% chance that they met a few minutes ago and Aurelia came in delayed to avoid raising suspension. I saw her eyes glare over Keres' table. Keres' gave her a sweet smile and his eyes spoke to her.

She smiled and sat down at the table as she munched on some grapes as she was sighting at Keres with a secret message in every eye contact that they made. AW, HOW CUTE. CAN'T WAIT FOR MY FIRE TO ENTER THE SCENE, I'M JUST WAITING FOR A LITTLE RED HEAD.

It had been a long 20 minutes. Lily's arrival didn't seem to be arriving any soon, I was exhausted waiting for a dramatic scene to take place. I was Aurelia and Keres finished with their meal and they were going to leave and here I was, still eating my brownie and my ice cream which had become milkshake, I guess it's not a bad combination, I'm pretty used to eating chocolate cakes and brownies with milk, it's kinda my thing.

OH MY GOD LILY LUNA POTTER WHERE ARE YOU?! ARE YOU CRYING?! CRY ABOUT IT LATER NOW COME AND BREAK UP WITH THIS BITCH!

The great hall doors opened as I saw Lily walk into the scene, her face seemed relaxed. WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING? She walked to Keres and asked, "Hey, Keke! How's life, it's been a while hasn't it?" she asked. SHE'S BEING SARCASTIC RIGHT?!! OH SHIT THIS IS SO FUNNY.

"Well, I thought we weren't talking" he said. "Well, I'm so sorry, I wasn't ready to listen to you. I realised my mistake Keres, I'm sorry" she said. THIS IS TOO GOOD, I SHOULD BE VLOGGING THIS RIGHT NOW!

"Ok" he said blandly as he took a quick glance at Aurelia, the expression on Aurelia's scared face was so funny. Lily noticed Keres' glance, "Who are you looking at, darling?" she asked. "Nothing" he replied as he gulped and he started sweating.

"So, we're cool now right? So back to normal?" she asked. "Yeah, sure, starting tomorrow" he replied. "Why tomorrow? Are you going to break up with Aurelia tomorrow?" she asked. BOOM! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! IT WORKED NO FUCKING WAY...

Lily waved her wand and a waterfall of cold water fell right over Keres' head. NO FUCKING WAY, THAT'S LIKE SAVAGE. Keres was shaking due to the coldness. "LILY ARE YOU CRAZY?!" he screamed. "YEAH, I AM CRAZY KERES DEVON PARSONS! I WAS CRAZY ENOUGH TO LOVE YOU AND TRUST YOU! IT'S ON ME THIS TIME" she screamed and everyone in the great hall were glued to the scene.

"Lily, stop, everyone's looking" Keres said. "LET THEM LOOK AND KNOW WHAT A FUCKING CHEAT YOU ARE BITCH" she screamed. "Lily, do you even have proof?" Keres asked, thinking he was some genius. Sorry babe, she needed cold hard proof so, I gave her some.

Lily slammed the photos on the table and his friends took them to take a glance. Lily was shaking in anger, she glared at Aurelia and asked, "DON'T YOU HAVE ANY SHAME GIRL? HOW LOW CAN YOU GO?" She asked. "Oh shut up you little slut, go hang out with your other boyfriends, you have plenty don't you?" Aurelia shot back.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY BITCH?" Lily said as she pointed her wand at her and said, "Leviosa! Accio! Stupefy!" in an order and Aurelia flew across the hall! YO FLYING STUDENTS! IT WAS ALWAYS MY DREAM TO SEE SUCH A FIGHT! "LILY STOP!" Keres said as he got up and ran towards Aurelia. "I WON'T! I TRUSTED YOU! IS THIS WHAT I DESERVE?" She asked.

"You faked your personality and deceived me!" Keres shot back. "FAKED? LOOK, I LOVED YOU I WAS KIND TO YOU, I CAN'T ALWAYS BE THE GOOD GIRL OK? I CAN'T KEEP SMILING ALL THE TIME TO PLEASE YOU. I'M NOT A DOLL. YOU AREN'T THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS" She screamed in rage, Lily's red hair was going to catch on fire.

"BOMBADRA!" Aurelia shot but Lily casually deflected it as her pupils broke into flames. "You could have broken up with me, instead you took the path of cheating" Lily said. "You're freaky Lily, what if you threaten to kill yourself or kill me? You're a fucking crazy ass bipolar girl" Keres said.

FLAMES. FLAMES. FLAMES. THIS WAS SO GOOD TO WATCH. EVERYONE THINKS THIS WHOLE SITUATION IS A LOVE TRIANGLE BUT HERE AM I, IN THE SAME ROOM RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL THESE COUNTER MOVES.

I AM THE SOUL OF THE PROBLEM, I AM THE CREATOR, I'm there right here in the middle of the drama, hidden in the shadows even without any of the players unaware of my presence and prominence in the problem.

"I trusted you, I opened up, I told you everything, you betrayed me and I know that you'll never feel sorry" she said as she started tearing up. "Lily, I'm sorry. I didn't- I was just confused- I'm sorry but you and me, it's just- I love you but-" Keres started. DID HE JUST SAY HE LOVES LILY? OH DAMN, HE'S GONNA BE SEEING WHAT HELL LOOKS LIKE TODAY.

"You love me? You're a fucking insane bitch Parsons, I have no words to- JUST FUCK OFF- FUCK OFF AND DON'T EVER CROSS MY PATH, IF YOU DO, I CAN'T GUARANTEE YOUR SAFETY, THIS ENDS NOW" She screamed panting. "We're breaking up?" he asked. BRO, STOP HE'S MAKING ME LAUGH.

"YOU HAVE A QUESTION?" Lily asked, pointing her wand. "No, but really I'm sorry-" he was saying when Lily muttered, "Silencio!" and he shut up. Lily gave a glare at Aurelia and his friends as she walked stomping out of the hall.

I leaned back, it's over, all of this drama is finally over. I sighed. I need to now only focus on my baby love. Keres had finally died after hundreds of attempts of murder, Aurelia is out of the picture and my life.

Lily was brave and fiery on the outside, but I know how scarred she would be on the inside, I better check up on her. I need to be there for her and prove myself, build a trust and friendship as pure as possible so I make her fall for me.

Keres got up and started walking along with his friends and Aurelia, "Keres" I called out as I walked towards him. He stared at me, "Quite a scene" I said in laughter. He gave the most unhinged glare ever. "Well, guess what? She had a envelope" I said and I leaned and whispered into his ears,

"Where'd you think she got it from?"

Keres looked at me, widening his eyes and all I did was smile, cause I'm a mastermind.

"You did this?" he asked. "I couldn't have Lils, you can't have her either. You didn't want her and me, I didn't want you and her. Simple" I lied. "We both lost, it's even" he said. "Yeah, I have to go now. Hope I never see ya!" I said as I walked past him. I lost? Ha! I'm just getting started.

As I was walking I heard Aurelia ask, "Wait aren't you guys friends?" she asked. "Not exactly" Keres broke. Me and him both lied to Aurelia that we were friends, I wonder how he's going to manage explaining that.

I walked back to my dorm. My dorm was still silent and everyone was glued to their books. Now I can peacefully write my O.W.L.s. I laid on my soft bed, I need some sleep, some good sleep after a long time, after months and months of torture.

XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX

EXCLUSIVE LILY'S P.O.V:

Love is fake. Well that took me long enough. Scamander told me a million times, I didn't listen. I can't believe I glorified the concept of love for no reason. It's just overrated. All the greatest loves are over now.

I trusted Keres, wholeheartedly. I opened up about him after the whole, 'Kissing Lysander' incident and he was ok with it. If he actually had a problem he could have told me and we could have figured things out. But we moved on, taking a new step in our relationship. So I started trusting him, maybe a little too much.

In the end, I was betrayed, fooled. I should have seen that coming. Maybe it was my fault, maybe I was the problem for this problem too. It's always me. Why can't things ever cool off? Now there are going to be newspapers screaming, 'LILY LUNA POTTER THE HOGWARTS SLUT BROKE UP WITH HER LONG TIME BOYFRIEND! CAN'T EVEN MAINTAIN A SINGLE RELATIONSHIP, WHAT KIND OF A GIRL IS SHE? HOW MANY BOYS DOES SHE HAVE?'

Why does everyone think I'm some kind of jerk? The newspapers write shit for more readers and subscriptions, even if it means hurting an adolescent girl who did absolutely nothing. All they care about is content. They don't care about the truth, no one does, it's all fake.

I mean let's be honest, if Keres cheated on me that's like totally ok cause Keres is not the son of Harry Potter but if I cheated on him, OH YEAH, THAT'S SERIOUS NEWS! CAUSE THE ALL SWEETHEART LILY LUNA IS A JERK, SHE CAN'T KEEP A GUY AND DATES TOO MUCH.

I really try not to care but when crazy shit like this gets published in the news, my reputation, the way people look at me changes. They all start talking behind my back and all my enemies who once started out as friends laugh and mock. It's hard to ignore all that.

It's just hard when everyone just expects me to act normal when no one treats me normally after all these scandals.

Life is EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE.

Right after I finished talking with Lysander, I went up to my dorm and talked with Roxanne about the whole Diana-Val situation and when I entered the dorm I noticed an envelope on the coffee table. That was the one which gave me some cold hardened proof.

I had suspicions ever since last week, Keres usually checks up on me and runs after me everyday but last week he barely showed up almost as if he had given up. I wanted to confront him but I didn't have any proof. But when this arrived, I was sure.

God bless the soul who didn't condemn cheating, hope this person lives a hundred years.

When I saw the letter though, I broke, because deep inside me, I still couldn't accept the fact that a person like Keres would ever cheat. He was just too pure. More than rage, I was disappointed at what a person he had become and it's such a shame that he had turned into a bitch in my own sight.

With my hidden muffled cries, I took the letter and straight up went to him and broke up. I didn't tell anyone, I didn't see the need to tell everyone and gather the town for this drama.

I came back after the incident holding the letter. I was holding back my tears. I gave my blood, sweat and tears for this but now I'm standing alone in a blood soaked gown. As I entered my dorm I saw Diana sobbing and Michelle comforting her.

I went and buried my face into my pillow as I sobbed silently so that no one could hear. I didn't want to be troubling anyone, I have troubled everyone enough. I think-

I'm better off alone...

I tried so hard to control my muffles, flashbacks of his hair, his smile, his kiss, everything was fake. Nothing was true. We're all just actors and actresses playing as per life's skit and this is the great tragedy of my love life. A year of my efforts to love him wasted. Everything is gone in a few weeks.

"POTTER! YOU'RE HERE! AHHHHH!!! THAT WAS SOME KIND OF BREAK UP BABES LIKE THAT WAS SO ENTERTAINING" I heard Tiffany scream as she entered the room.

"Break up?" Michelle asked, looking at me. I didn't dare to let them see my exhausted weepy face filled with tears. "I'm fine" I said hiccuping as I put a thumbs up. "You and Keres broke up?" Diana asked.

"YEAH BITCH! IT WAS SO FUN TO WATCH" Tiffany said laughing like a lunatic as she sat on her bed and tapped my back and asked me, "Do you think I should paint my nails red or pink? Also if you're going to get a break up haircut, can I recommend some to you some?" she asked.

"Tiffany shut up" Michelle said as she came and sat on my bed and patted my back. I don't know why but I just started feeling really bad as my friends slowly started pitying me, my sobs grew louder and louder. I just felt helpless and hopeless. "Leave me alone" I said as my voice cracked and I let out a loud sob.

"Lily-" Michelle started when I cut her off and said,

"Get me a fire whiskey"

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EXCLUSIVE VALENTINO'S P.O.V:

What I did was wrong. I know, but I just can't accept it. Diana was also unfaithful in our relationship. I found out in January itself that our relationship was breaking apart. I don't know how we managed to drag it this long.

Things didn't work out. Old, sloppy lines, Diana started nagging, it was just so dry. Both of us never seemed to have any feelings for each other except for sexual attraction and lust.

She also kept advising me and all that shit and it's just annoying hearing all that. I just got tired of her telling me what to do, I ran out of the essence of love, our river filled with love had dried up and reached rock bottom.

How can plants grow if there is no water from rivers and rain? My love life just seemed so dried up so I cheated. I couldn't help myself. Diana is also a drama queen. If I break up with her she'll make a big mess of me and just portray me like a bitch.

I can't believe even my best friends took her side, it's a simple reason, it';s because she's a GIRL and my cowardly friends can't stand up for me. I'll be honest I've never been more angry at a person than how angry I am at my roomies right now.

SERIOUSLY, HE TALKS WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING THE SITUATION. I GET IT BRO, YOU GUYS GET LIKE TOP MARKS BUT SERIOUSLY, YOU SHOULD STOP TELLING PEOPLE WHAT IS WRONG AND WHAT IS RIGHT.

CAUSE I KNOW WHAT I DID IS RIGHT FOR ME. Maybe it seems wrong to you cause cheating is bad and all, but all I was trying to do is escape from this fake relationship which was nothing more than lust.

But maybe, I shouldn't have gone too far by dating three girls at the same time. I got impulsive, cheating is wrong, I shouldn't have done it this way.

I just can't deny the fact that I'm right but I can't also condemnI do cheating. I'm just really confused and fucked right now. If I go apologise Diana would give me a slipper shot on my face. If I go back to my dorm my roomies will treat me like a criminal.

I just feel so alone. I don't know what I'm doing.

I just feel so dizzy and null cause it's been a long time since I had even given such a big thought, I didn't know how thinking worked until today. It's the first time my brain had such a hefty task to think about.

I guess I'll recover but I really wish someone could comfort me and talk some sense into me right now. But the problem is that I just can't accept the fact that I'm wrong even if I know it is. Lorcan came to talk but I just chased him away.

Why am I always the reason for all my problems?

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