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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄-𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐎𝐍𝐄;

𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚞𝚙 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚢𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍, 𝚒'𝚖 𝚋𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚍

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❝𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑!❞ I heard my sweet Lily scream from behind me as I was brisk walking towards Jared and Val. I turned back to see her panting as she stopped a meter away from me. "I- I- I need you" she said. DID SHE JUST SAY SHE NEEDS ME?

Damn, I really wanted to make the proposal. I never expected she would ask me out this way. This is so lame, I felt like all my great extraordinary magical imaginary proposals I planned in my head had shattered.

"I need you to play Quidditch" she said as she held her breath. OH WHAT? In my mind we already got married after she said, 'I need you', and she didn't even propose. I- I got ahead of myself, why am I so high today? It's probably because of Professor Binns' history classes which are the reason I always get my 8 hour beauty nap and I just woke up from it.

"You know I don't play Quidditch" I said as I started walking away in disappointment. Which part of me actually thought she was going to ask me out? I mean yeah Keres and Lily are in a really pivotal point right now but it's embarrassing to think that I thought she was going to ask me out. I'm so weird.

"Lyly you have to play! Heather has got a mild concussion which requires two weeks rest. Our substitutes suck and it's the semi finals next week. You're the only chance Gryffindor has, I already spoke with Heather, she said Rose will be captaining and I told her I'll bring you" she said putting forward the situation.

"I don't play Quidditch, I don't like getting sweaty and the sun is just too hot and I'm hot and hot and hot is fire" I said coming up with lame excuses. I mean I really want to help and I am going to agree to play only because I love Lily, but I can't let her know that I like her so I'm going to just complain for a while and make her beg for me to join.

"Please" she pleaded as she folded her hands in prayer. "Uhm, no" I said as I started walking away and she said, "PLEASE JUST THINK ABOUT IT!" she exclaimed running behind me. Yeah, I'm playing but she has to convince me longer. SHE HAS TO BEG AND FALL IN MY FEET.

"No" I said as I joined Val and Jared's conversation ignoring Lily, "Perfect time Ly, tell me 5 points about hex-deflection" Jared asked as Lily rudely interrupted us and said, "JARED! VAL! CAN YOU GUYS CONVINCE HIM TO PLAY THE MATCH FOR GRYFFINDOR NEXT WEEK IN REPLACEMENT FOR HEATHER" she asked.

"You should definitely go Ly" JJ encouraged and Val commented, "That would definitely increase your popularity". "Nah, it's just-" I started when Lorcan popped out of nowhere and said, "Lily, NO, not Lysander. Quidditch is the only thing I as a Scamander has shined in, I can't bear Lysander stealing away my title in like a day" he said in rage.

"Lorcan, Quidditch is about teamwork" Lily said rolling her eyes. "Lysander's only team is his ego, we'll just train the substitute" he argued. "Either way, I'm not joining so you guys can go on arguing about nothing" I said.

"Scamander!" Mongrel called me from the other end of the corridor, oh shit. I walked away from them and went to hear what Mongrel had to say.

"Did you finish the reports?" she asked. "Yes" I replied blandly. "The detention sheets?" she asked hoping I wouldn't have completed them by pulling a night, "Yes" I replied to her disappointment.

"The students O.W.L.s registration list for Gryffindors?"

"I handed it to Rose after the cross examination" I said confidently and I could see her ego shatter. I must say, I've kind of adapted to dealing with Mongrel's shit. "Ok, good job. Study well for the Transfiguration mock test" she said as she walked away. DID SHE JUST COMPLIMENT ME?! SHE COMPLIMENTED ME! I ACHIEVED THE IMPOSSIBLE!

I was just frolicking around in pride and a sense of achievement as I remembered my next class, 'Arithmancy'. It was the class where I have no partner, because Potter ditched me so she could sit with Keres. To be honest I should rename that class into, 'Daydreaming about my ill fate and my messed up relationship with Lily'.

I sat in the back bench of the classroom as I opened a random page in my textbook and put my hands on my cheeks and pretended to be reading. Not so soon after I felt the presence of someone sitting next to me, it was Lily.

"I convinced Lorcan, you're playing" she said. "No, I'm not" I said as I went back to acting like studying. "Please, we can't lose! It's Rose's last year! I really want to do this for my cousin" Lily begged. "Fine, but you have to beg me more" I said. I put up my index finger and thumb and snapped my fingers and said, "Start".

"Lysander, please. Lysander, please. Lysander, please. Lysander, please. Lysander, please. Lysander, please. Lysander, please. Ok, I'm done. So you're playing now right?" she asked. "No kidding, continue begging until I tell you to stop" I said grinning. Potter is so desperate, I'm sure she'll do it. She started her 'Please Lysander' chant as I was just zoned out looking at Keres taking quick glances of me and Lily.

She continued it for 2 minutes and she finally said, "Look, bitch. Are you going to play or not? If you're not I'll find someone else" she threatened me. "Find someone else" I said in arrogance. "Ok, bye. My time with you is over. I can't be losing my self respect for you" she said as she got up. I held her hand as she got up, "Ok, I'll do it" I said.

"Oh, it's fine, no worries. It seems like I'm forcing you. We'll manage" Lily said sassily in sarcasm. "No, I insist" I said. "THEN BEG ME FOR 5 MINUTES, I'LL THINK" she said as she played the uno reverse card.

I gave her a blank stare. "You can go now" I said as I went back to my book. I bet she's not going to find anyone better than me, let's see who she finds. She got up and slowly took her books expecting me to start begging. I acted normal and started underlining some lines in my textbook. Lily had moved 3 feet away from my bench and she came back and sat next to me.

"So you'll do it right?" she asked, smiling. "You'll come back each time you leave" I said, giving a grin like a devil. "Don't get ahead of yourself. Anyways, practice is every day at 4:30 starting from tomorrow" she said. "4:30? We have classes at 4:30pm" I said. "4:30pm? I meant 4:30am in the morning" she giggled. "4:30 IN THE MORNING?! DUDE THAT'S LIKE MIDNIGHT, I FALL ASLEEP AT 3:30, I CAN'T SLEEP FOR AN HOUR" I said flabbergasted. 4:30?! MORING?! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME.

"You gave your word no take backsies" she said. My mornings are going to be hell for the next one week.

-ON THE DAY OF THE MATCH-

That one week had been the most terrible week of my whole entire life. It was worse than the time I punched this dude in a karate tournament so hard on my ribs I bruised my knuckles and yeah, we don't talk about how he broke 4 of his ribs.

I looked half dead, sleep deprived like an average fifth year student. IS THIS THE DOWN FALL OF THE CHAIRMAN OF THE TORTURED STUDENTS DEPARTMENT?

Girls should really have some regard for some hard working crushes like me. I literally gave away my sleep for her. If we don't win I'm murdering off the whole Hufflepuff team. Well the best part is that I get to kick Keres' ass in the match so that's like major motivation.

I picked up my scarlet Quidditch robes written in golden 'Scamander' with the number '13' above it.

Jared was laughing uncontrollably. Bro, it's like 6:00 am, where does he get all this energy? "I'm telling you, I haven't even imagined you waking up at like 4:30 am dressed up in Quidditch robes ready to roll in the sunshine and sweat" he said in mocking irony. I gave him a side eye.

"Ok chill bro, chill" Jared said as he patted my shoulders. I picked up an old broom which was beside my bed and sighed trying to get my mind straight. "Ly, can I practice hugging you?" Jared asked. Am I hearing things? Or did that fucking cockroach called me for practicing hugging?

"You really have a death wish don't you? I'll do my research on which is the most painful way to die and use that method on you after the match" I said as my eyes glowed in rage. "You're just really grumpy in the morning, it's so cute" Jared giggled.

"Bro, go flirt with Judy please stop the bromance" I said as I picked up my water bottle and walked out of the dorm as I shut the door. "Good luck! I'll be there!" he screamed as I walked down the stairs.

My mind was singing the song 'Willow', as I walked to the Quidditch pitch ready for the warm up. On the way I was met by Keres after quite a long time. "Well, haven't seen you in ages pal" Keres chuckled. He looked hideous in his Quidditch robes. "Well I have better things to worry about" I said. "Gave up on Lily huh?" he asked proudly with a smile.

"Well, I told her I liked her. She told me I was just a brother so I gave up" I LIED, Well it does have some truth to it but I ain't giving up on Lily. I changed plans, I realized that Keres cheating felt too extra so I just thought I would gaslight this current fight Lily and Keres are having so I can make Lily single for me.

To be honest I'll just keep feeding Aurelia to make contact with Keres so Lily can also have suspicions so that she has multiple reasons to break up. "It's okay mate, you can move on. Lily wasn't written for you that's all" he said as he patted my shoulder. "Yeah, oh by the way how are you and Aurelia?" I asked with a smirk.

"I don't like her, Lily is my girlfriend bitch" he said. "Or that's what you think, two girls at a time is too much don't you think?" I said. "Shut up" he said vexed. "LYSANDER FUCKING SCAMANDER! YOU'RE LATE BITCH" Lily screamed as she came walking towards me. "Look I-" I started as she gave a disgusted glare at Keres.

"Lysander stop talking to bitches, they can only bark, not talk! Plus he's an opponent he might do Legilimency and steal our plans after all he's the kind of person to stoop so low that- Just leave it" she said as she held my hand trying to drag me away. SHE HELD MY HAND. I was trying to hide my blush.

"Lily, why are you overreacting for no reason" Keres shot at her. "Oh yeah, you kiss any girl you want, you talk with random girls and call them your 'FRIENDS', friends don't work like that" she shot back filled with rage. "I don't like Aurelia, Lils I love you" Keres said with his eyes widened and clear.

"You don't that's the problem, you're lying, you've been lying to me for like 3 months" she shot back. This drama is so fun to watch, hahahaha. "I don't CAN YOU SHUT UP? I ALWAYS LOVED YOU AND I'LL ONLY LOVE YOU" he said trying to convince. "Lying again" she said in that disappointed tone.

"Lily, why? Why don't you trust me? I trusted you, this guy was lingering all over you. I never questioned you. Why can't I be friends with Aurelia? You have double standards" he said. "Oh, really? Lysander had his limits, Aurelia is like all over you and you guys have secret meetings and you keep hugging her and bad mouthing me to her, you seem real personally attached to her. Why am I here for Keres?" she asked.

LILY JUST SLAUGHTERED KERES. YO!

"You changed Lily, you weren't like this" Keres said. Lily laughed, "I'm sorry, I deceived you. This is who I am. I am a fucking bitch. I don't have time to waste anymore" she said as she pulled me away from the scene. Lily's face was red and her pupils were on fire.

I patted her head and messed her red hair, "Chill, baby doll" I said giggling. OH FUCK, I LET MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS TAKE OVER ME. SHIT THAT SOUNDED SO FLIRTY. Lily gave me a strong glare, "I- I'm- Let's get those lunges and pushups done?" I said changing the topic.

I suddenly felt so awake after seeing that whole Lily and Keres fight. I guess I don't need that whole cheating on Lily plan after all. I guess they already have only a few days before they call it off.

"YOU BOTH!" We heard Rose Weasley's terrifying voice. "Hey" I said and she gave me a glare, "GET TO WORK! GO ON MOVE YOUR BUTT!" she said as she walked away to annoy the others. I started warming up and we played a trial match and it went pretty well.

We practiced until half an hour before the match and students started gathering in the stadium. We were all summoned for the last minute team meeting.

"Ok look guys, it's our ticket to the finals so we have to play well, no slacking off. Roxanne you have to get those blungers on their noses, aim properly. Scamander, Lysander, don't kill anyone, we don't want to make such a murderous history. Leonea cooperate with Lysander. Lorcan FOCUS! DON'T FLEX AND FORGET ABOUT THE MATCH. Lils, don't let your emotions get to you, Ethan cooperate with Roxanne and finally, Wood, you have to catch that quaffle and not let it cross the hoops, I hope you didn't oil your gloves" she said.

"You should work on being calm" I suggested to Rose. She glared, her face expression said, 'You don't need to tell me you lil' bitch'. "GRYFFINDORS GO!" We cheered as we ran out into the stadium and there were cheers.

I FEEL SO POWERFUL, ALMOST LIKE AS IF I WAS THEIR KING AND THE PEASANTS WERE CHEERING AT MY GREATNESS. I spotted Hugo, Val and Jared on the front row waving at me. Next to Jared I saw Judy, DUDE WHAT IS VAL AND HUGO DOING INTERRUPTING JJ'S DATE ARE THE FUCKING MORONS?

"Dude Val and Hugo are killing Jared's date" I complained to Lorcan. "Oh yeah, fuck. What's wrong with them?" Lorcan said, annoyed as he looked. We were trying to signalling Hugo and Val. "Sir? Gentlemen? It's time to play" Rose said. We all got into positions and were really still.

I saw Keres opposite to me. I wonder how he'd look in the state of failure, I don't need to wonder anymore, I'm going to witness it today. "Three, two" the professor said and blew her whistle hard and we kicked off.

The Quaffle flew into Leona's hands, "FORWARD FORWARD!" Rose screamed as Leonea passed the quaffle to her. "Pass, I can see a hoop" I said and Rose passed it to me and I threw the ball correctly at 100 km/h in respect to the air resistance and drag. If someone tried to catch that ball the possibility of them getting hooped with the ball would be high. A Hufflepuff chaser tried to intercept it but it failed! It hooped right threw as the keeper missed the quaffle and there was a cheer.

"GRYFFINDOR GOALLLLLLSS!!!!! THE NEWBIE TAKES THE FIRST SCORE!!!" the commentary announced.

That was such a cool score. We continued playing with a good pace and Edward Boot was doing a real good job with those keeping skills. The game was in a really good direction, 70-10 after thirty minutes in. The only problem was Roxanne kept fouling because she couldn't keep her calm and Rose was just pissed.

Another legendary goal made by me was so funny. It was our 80th point, Leona passed the Quaffle to me and dived and passed it to Rose who was right above me, three of us in a V-shape dodging the blunger we forwarded.

INTERCEPT! Keres stole the Quaffle from Leona. "FUCK!" Rose swore as she indicated Roxanne and Lorcan for an attack. "Lysander, you take care of that black haired dude" she said pointing at another Hufflepuff chaser. I tailed him as I saw Rose chasing another Hufflepuff girl. Keres passed the quaffle to black haired dude, Oh so he's dying in my hands, nice!

I chased him and kicked his broom has I flew side by side to him, he passed the Quaffle to Keres who was right above him, "ROSE I'LL TAKE CARE OF KEKE" I said as I thrusted upwards to chase him as Rose tailed, black haired dude.

"Konnichiwa, keke-chan" I said in a female Japanese accent. "Bug off" he said as he hit me and deflected me off path as I raced back. "Look, we were just talking bro, just gimme the quaffle" I said as I tried kicking him off the broom. He rammed into me and we were crashing into each other and we were shoulder to shoulder tangled with one another, "KERES! STOP BEING GAY, I'LL TELL LILY AND AURELIA" I said hysterically laughing like a psycho.

"Listen you fuckin-" he started as he got hit and fell off his broom and I caught the free Quaffle and saw Keres lying on the cold hard ground and said, "I'M LISTENING KEKE-CHAN!" as I giggled and rushed forward and I saw Lorcan who was making a Korean heart symbol with his fingers. He was the one who hit Keke!

I sent him a flying kiss and winked as and gushed forward I threw the ball as hard as I can OH FUCK I THINK SOMEONE MIGHT DIE IF THEY TRY TO OBSTRUCT IT. "WATCH OUT!" I screamed as I warned the Hufflepuff players. The keeper didn't listen and BOOM! FUCK, HIS JAW, THINKING ABOUT THE DAMAGE HURTS. A goal and I also hooped the keeper, so does that give me extra points?

"LYSANDER WHOOPING SCAMANDER HOOPED THE QUAFFLE AND THE KEEPER OF HUFFLEPUFF! HAHAHAHAHA! MAYBE EXTRA POINTS?!" the commentary said. There were laughs across the stadium.

"Lily Luna Potter is rushing towards the snitch and it seems like she has spotted it! Zenobia Smith tailing her trying to overtake Lily, THEY DIVE DIVE DIVE! OH FUC- SORRY PROFESSOR! OH GODS THAT WAS A CRAZY DIVE!" the commentator said. I saw the whole scene, damn Potter is really good. That was a really good dive. She looked so hot in her serious and determined face with her eyes queering and red hair gushing backwards.

Her hands were so close to the snitch. OH FUCK AM I LOOKING AT HER! I got back into the game as I saw Rose screaming at me, "Leonea! Tell her to get into arrowhead formation!"

"The game is going to end" I said as there were sudden cheers and the commentary screamed, "LILY LUNA POTTER CATCHES THE SNITCH AND GRYFFINDOR WINSSS!!!!!!!"

We all grounded and ran to pick up Lily who was on the sandy floor. I quickly rushed forward. I went and helped her up, "WE WOOONNNNNN!!!!" she screamed into my ears in delight. "Chill" I said. "DUDE SMILE! WE WON!" she said as she tried to stand straight but she fell down again. "Fuck, my ankle" she groaned.

I helped her up and put her arms around my shoulder as I helped her walk. "Lily! YOU'RE AWESOME" Rose came as she came smiling and hugging her cousin in the sense of accomplishment. "You're good too" Lily complimented.

"Ly, can you piggyback me. My ankle" she said as I bent down and she hopped on my back as I held her legs. This is so funny, I'm so close to laughing but it's also pretty cute and I'm just grateful that I can give my crush piggyback rides without raising any suspicions of me enjoying every moment of her hair all over me.

She put her chin on my left shoulder as I could feel her shuddering breath on my neck, my heart started racing. "WOOOOOOOO!!!!" Lorcan came running as he removed his shirt. "LORCAN STOP THERE ARE GIRLS!" I screamed in concern. "Well that's why I'm doing it" he said with a sneaky face and an eyebrow raise.

I suddenly felt dizzy and weakened, it happens all the time after I stay in the sun for a long time. I'm not really the most outdoor person. I left Lily's right leg and told her to balance and hold on. I took a bar of dark chocolate from my pocket, it was all melty. With my wandless magic I hardened it and opened the wrapper and took a bite as I felt my soul coming back to my body.

"Mhmm" Lily said as she put her head on my left shoulder and took a bite off my chocolate FROM WHERE I HAD BITTEN THE CHOCOLATE. IS SHE GIVING ME MIXED SIGNALS?! MY CHEEKS TURNED HARD RED. FUCK, STOP BLUSHING LYSANDER, BE MATURE, BLUSHING FOR SILLY THINGS LIKE THIS IS IMMATURE. IF SOMEONE ASKS WHY I'M RED I'LL JUST BLAME IT ON THE SUN! I saw Keres who was coming for a handshake totally flabbergasted but the incident which took place.

Keres and Lily exchanged glares as they didn't give each other a hand shake and just left. How long is this fight going to last? JUST BREAK UP WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND, I'M BORED.

"WOOOOOOO!!! GREAT JOB ROSE! GUYS WONDERFUL GAME!" Heather, the original team captain, came to congratulate us as we entered the dressing room. "WE DID IT!" Lily screamed in happiness. "Still at the ankle breaking tradition, eh Potter?" she replied as she gave Lily a hug. "Nice moves blonde hottie" she said as she patted my shoulder.

I gave a chuckle as I placed Lily on a bench and took a look at her ankle. "I can mend it if you want or do you want to go to the hospital wing?" I asked. "I'll just mend it myself" Lily said as she took out her wand and mended her ankle. "You did well Potts, that was one hell of a dive" I complimented her. She smiled, "I'm just too good" she said in a narcissistic manner.

"Ok look you're good but, I won't sugarcoat it" I said. "OK GUYS! PARTY AT 6:00PM! Y'ALL BETTER COME WE HAVE FREE BOOZE SO YEAH DON'T MISS IT!" Lorcan screamed.

I better get changed and get back to the dorm and get some rest on this sunny Sunday. I can't afford to miss the first party that I got invited to.

-AT THE PARTY-

I ran down my dorm hoping I wasn't late even though it was already 6:23pm, but it's fine, it's only 23 minutes. I was dressed up in my casual black hoodie, blue jeans and my black Converse. Lorcan had already left 20 minutes ago with his only motivation being alcohol, wine and beer.

I ran out of the Gryffindor common room and made a quick sprint to classroom 6-G in Gryffindor towers. I barged open the doors to see the Quidditch team members already stacking beer bottles and cups.

"You're finally here!" Rose exclaimed, she looked a bit drunk as you could see her cheeks a bit flustered. "I saved a spot for ya!" Lily said as she indicated a place next to her. I awkwardly went and stood next to her. "OK! TIME FOR CHEERS!" Roxanne said as they all took a glass of wine while I took a glass of sparkling water. "GO GRYFFINDOR!" We cheered as we chugged our drinks.

For some reason I just felt really out of place. The last place you can find me is at a party but here I am at a party. Everyone was just taking shots and drinking and I was just there awkwardly munching on some Cheetos and sipping on my Sprite.

They were all making the most unfunny jokes in the world and were passing their time laughing while I was just there being the VOID in the party. I just felt so useless being there, they were all singing and dancing while I just sat on the sofa wondering when the party would end and I could maybe listen to some actual music.

"Ly! Stop being sad! WE WON! BE HAPPY!" Lily said as she poked her fingers into my cheeks and made me smile. "Uh, I'm not really a party person" I said as I chuckled. "Fine, wanna play truth or dare?" she asked. "DID I HEAR TRUTH OR DARE?" Edward said as he seated himself opposite to us.

"Yeah, only spicy questions guys" Lorcan said as he pulled up a chair and everyone sat in an irregular circle.

"Ok, so this is for Mr. Party Pooper" Roxanne said pointing at me as she continued, "Kiss the hottest girl in the room" she chuckled. AH FUCK, I SHOULDN'T HAVE COME. "I-" I started and Edward cut me off and said, "Don't be a coward it's just a kiss" he said. "I wanted to ask how long" I said, smirking. "OOOO... Playboy" Leona commented.

I had the perfect plan, I walked up to Lily and I sat down next to her, "OF COURSE IT'S LILY!" Lorcan screamed. My fingers tangled in her curls, the smell of vodka in her breath, her half-dead eyes and her rosy cheeks gave me goosebumps as I enjoyed every single element of her.

I brought myself closer as our noses collided and I could sense Lily's fear go up. Why is she scared of me? Does she feel like she's betraying Keres? Either way, I'm going to do what's best for me. Our noses played cat and mouse for a while as I saw the people in the room get impatient and they started chanting, "KISS! KISS! KISS!"

I saw her red lips a few centimeters away from me, I wanted every part of it. I want to savour it as a whole. Her heart shaped full lips in dark maroon matte lipstick with some bubblegum flavoured lip gloss. I was really tempted to devour them.

"Ly, it's fine" Lily muttered under her breath as she brought herself closer. I can't let my intrusive thoughts out. I can't get away with this kiss. I went closer and placed my lips on her cheek near her lips and kissed her.

I pulled back and said, "I'll be respectful, I know you still love Keres. I can't kiss you with your heart belonging to someone else". FUCK, THAT SOUNDED SO FUCKING DRAMATIC, I'M CRINGING.

"EYYYYY, CHOCOLATE BOY RUINING THE FUN! CAN WE KICK HIM OFF?" Edward said. "I didn't want to be a fuck boy" I said. "I honestly prefer fuck boys" Lily said in a disappointed tone looking at me in mockery. Oh gosh this is embarrassing, I guess I should just stick with being myself and not let all this weird kindness and all get into place.

I just sunk back into the sofa as I withdrew myself from the game. I sighed and just kept overthinking about the kiss. I should have kissed her, I called it out wrong. I thought not kissing her would make her feel more comfortable and I would gain her trust and give her some warmth.

The party eventually got over and we were walking back to the Gryffindor common room. That was when Lily pulled me aside in secret as everyone seemed to walk in a drunk state forgetting about the both of us.

"Ly, thanks" she said. "What?" I was confused. "The kiss" she mentioned. "Oh, um what about it?" I asked. "You really understand me, Ly. I still love Keres, thanks for being respectful and sorry I kinda embarrassed you there. But really though, don't be someone you're not, don't be kind to me. You should have just kissed me to save your reputation" she said.

"I just didn't want you to be my first kiss, I wasn't being kind at all" I SHAMELESSLY LIED TO HER. Lily's cheeks turned red and she slapped my face, "IDIOT! I THOUGHT YOU WERE AN INNOCENT BITCH" she said as we both walked to the common room giggling.

"Ly, I love you" she said as her eyes twinkled as we entered the common room. "I wish you could tell me that when you're not drunk, maybe with a sweet smile and a bit less distance" I said. "No I seriously love you" she said as she tossed her hands around me. "No, you don't. You have Keres" I said walking away.

"Boys and men walk in my life, but you're the one who's been holding me forever, how can I lie that I haven't loved you all this time"

XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX

EXCLUSIVE AURELIA'S P.O.V:

I was searching for Keres, I inquired his friends, and apparently he's been pretty off since the Quidditch match. I mean I wouldn't blame him, imagine having to deal with Lily Luna's shit everyday, that girl is one kind of drama queen with attitude.

I walked around as I tried tracing him with a joke shop product, it was just bringing me in circles. I wonder if he has eaten, he seemed pretty low after the match and he's missing. I really hope he's alright.

The joke shop product suddenly started buzzing again and I followed it as it led me to a deserted corridor near the dungeons. I went down to the basement and I saw Keres curled up in the corner of an empty abandoned classroom with black eyes, he looked weak and frail.

"Keres" I called out as I immediately went to him and sat next to him and took a glass of water and fed him. "What's wrong?" I asked. "Everything" he said his voice cracked and he was on the verge of breaking down.

"Is it Lily?" I asked. "I loved her, I still love her so much but she just doesn't want to wrap up the drama, she keeps picking fights and- she keeps flirting with Scamander, it's just- I can't-" he said. "Keres, she's depressing you" I replied.

THAT FUCKING POTTER IS MESSING EVERYTHING UP, I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER. WHY DOES SHE THINK SHE'S SOME KIND OF QUEEN AND SHE'S MAKING A PURE INNOCENT SOUL LIKE KERES CRY.

SHE WILL GO TO HELL, I HOPE A DEVIL KIDNAPS HER AND TORTURES HER TILL DEATH.

"Keres, you should really think about this relationship" I said. "I've thought long enough, I think it's ending Aura but I just can't accept it, I can't let my Lily go, I can't afford hurting her" he said. "Don';t you care about yourself? Look how miserable you look!" I screamed in anger. WHY IS HE DOING ALL THIS SHIT FOR A BITCH LIKE POTTER.

"Lily is, she's like a broken angel, she's just misunderstood half of the time. I just want her to show that there is good left in the world, I can't let her take the other path" he said. "But, is that what she wants?" I asked.

There was silence and Keres whined, "Aura, I can't leave her, I love her". "You don't, the Lily you're fantasizing the good girl with smiles is not who she is I know it's hard to accept reality but that's the truth" I said as my anger shot up.

LILY! LILY! LILY! What's even so GREAT ABOUT THAT MISS POTTER BITCH.

"I can't do this anymore" Keres said as he teared up and groaned. "Keres" I said as I held his hand, yes, Aurelia this is the time, you have to do it.

I interlock my fingers with his hands and move closer to him. I brought myself closer to him as he squinted his eyes like a puppy and acted confused. I brought my hands to his face and wiped his tears. "Tears of a good person should never spill" I muttered and I couldn't resist myself. I have come this close to him, a few more inches wouldn't hurt.

I gushed towards him as I titled my head and I kissed his lips, hard. His kisses were deep, emotional and filled with anger, guilt and sadness. He kissed me back. Our lips were moving in sync and it was probably the best moment of my life. The butterflies I felt when he started kissing me back. His hair tickling my forehead, his cheeks on mine.

We broke apart and he said, "I'm sorry, I- didn't I just-" he tried explaining himself. "Are you actually sorry Keres?" I asked as his blue eyes glowed. I pulled him closer as I kissed him again and we had this whole session of PURE LOVE. MY STOMACH IS GOING CRAZYYYYY!!!

FIRSTLY I CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY HAD THE GUTS TO DO IT AND SECONDLY HE'S OK WITH IT! We again broke apart trying to catch our breath, "I love you Keres, I've loved you for too long" I confessed. "Lily-" he started. I pressed my lips on his before he could finish the sentence. I muttered under my breath, "Who the fuck cares? She doesn't care about you, she's hanging out with Scamander, why can't you have me?" I asked.

"Cheating is wrong" Keres said, "She started it Keres, we're just getting revenge" I said as I felt my blood run up my nerves. "I can't love you, I- can't let Lily-" he stuttered.

"Keres, you don't love her. You just don't want Lily to be with Lysander don't you?"

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