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ꜱᴏ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴍᴇ ꜱᴛʀɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴏɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀꜱᴛᴇᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇ

ᴀꜱ ꜰᴀʀ ᴀꜱ ɪ'ᴍ ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇʀɴᴇᴅ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘɪᴄᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴜʀɴ

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It's just frustrating keeping up with the world. Urgh all of them can't understand a simple thing. To make things worse I'm a celebrity's daughter. I mean I do love it when I get greeted by many people around me with smiles but it's just hard keeping a track of so many people and replying back to them.

Everyone is going to blame you and betray you at the end of the day. They never appreciate the maximum effort. They only look at the ones yet to be done.

To make things worse, something called 'love' exists. Totally hate that crap but it happens once in a while. It makes you fly like a bubble but it eventually POPS! Nothing lasts forever.

Currently I'm struggling to keep up my love with my Hunter. We used to be perfect. But this year he's been so focused on his N.E.W.T.s that sometimes he just forgets me. I don't like being forgotten. I don't blame him though. But ever since that whole Lysander scandal he's been worse.

I don't understand him, is he insecure that I might leave him for a stupid junior? Is he insecure of Lysander? Or does he think I'm cheating? But to be honest I am cheating on him.

I will never forget the real reason why I started dating him. It's all because of my love towards that idiot boy, Scorpius Malfoy.

I'm the reason for all my problems to be honest. I could have dated him long back. But my ego and status wouldn't allow me to. But all this drama has taught me that everything that I have done will eventually fade to nothing.

Now I've lost Scorpius, he probably threw me off his mind. Afterall he has been dating Polly for a while even though I heard they have been fighting lately. In this stupid fight for my ego and pride. I lost the one I loved deeply.

I've always admired Scorpius. He's really strong, but he doesn't show it. All the grief he has gone through he deserves better and what did I do? I broke his heart even though I wanted his love all because of my ego and pride which is worth losing. But I realized all this too late.

By the time I realized I was fighting a battle without an opponent, I gave up. He moved on in life and me, I'm still stuck here sitting alone with my stupid pride and ego.

I walked up to Hunter in the great hall and sat next to him and I leaned on his shoulders. He shrugged, how rude. "Rose, can you stop nagging me?" he said, looking at me sternly. "You've been working so hard just take a break" I said.

"Rose I can't, I can't handle you anymore" Hunter said, pushing me off him. My words sank and everything went blue. "Don't treat me like a problem" I shot back with anger.

"You're annoying me Rose, I just want to be alone. I'm busy, ok? You're just nagging and clinging on to me and I'm not a big fan of that" he said in his deep voice.

"I- I" I chewed on my words. "Where did we go wrong?" I asked, saddened. "Maybe it's your obsession over me" he replied coolly. MY OBSESSION OVER YOU? Ha! KEEP DREAMING, DATING YOU WAS ITSELF A MISTAKE I MADE.

The only reason I dated him was to make Scorpius jealous and I lost. I think it's time to burn this picture. "Let's break up" he said dramatically. "We broke up the minute you gave me that shrug which was full of attitude" I said in quiet rage as I got up and left.

All for nothing... one and a half years wasted. I wanted to cry and scream but I had no time to waste. It's time for completing my prefect work, I have a lot of paperwork. I pushed all my feelings deep in, I buried the ashes of all the pictures with Hunter six feet underground.

I sat in the Gryffindor common room study desk and started doing my work. My friend Mellissa tapped my shoulders and asked, "Why are you here? Isn't it Hunter time usually?" She asked giggling. "Oh that-" I said as I gave a pause, "We broke up" I announced.

Mellissa's face changed. "What?" She asked. "I don't wanna talk about it'' I said as I got up and exited the Gryffindor common room. I NEED PEACE NOT COMFORTING. I went into an empty classroom and took out my paperwork and started writing. Halfway through I saw drops of water smudging my writings. It was not water, it was tears.

I can't do this anymore. I'm sick of being what people want. I should really start thinking about myself more often. I wiped my tears and raised my head upwards so that tears won't flow down my cheeks and go back into the glands.

I went back to doing my paperwork. I sniffed, I sobbed, I was grieving but at the end I finished my paperwork and that's what matters. I went out of the classroom and saw Lily who was just about to come in. "I don't need comforting" I told her. "Comforting? For what? Oh- The whole Hunter thing" she said. OK, I LOVE LILY, SHE'S LIKE INCREDIBLE BUT SOMETIMES SHE GETS ON OTHER PEOPLE'S NEVERS AT THE WRONG TIME.

I gave her a glare and left. I'M GOING TO PUNCH HUNTER, HE'S RUINING MY PEACE OF MIND AND THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO GET BACK TO TRACK IS TO KILL HIM BUT MURDER IS ILLEGAL SO I'LL ABUSE HIM.

I marched towards Ravenclaw towers and asked some fellow Ravenclaws about his whereabouts. He was at the library. HE'S DEAD. I made a quick walk to the library with my sleeves well adjusted for a blow on his face. I stormed into the library and saw him in a heated conversation with his friends. I was walking towards him filled with anger and rage when someone pulled me back.

I turned around to see Scorpius. "Don't go around picking fights Weasley, get over it" he said in a sly manner as he adjusted his hair. "You have no right to advise me, you jumped off a train with your friend" I shot back. OH YES, I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I HAVE A PASSION FOR FIGHTING WITH HIM.

"I don't wanna do this Weasley" he said as his light blue eyes wandered. "Just stop getting in my way" I said to him as I walked towards Hunter. Scorpius grabbed my arm and screamed "STOP!"

Everyone in the library turned to see. How embarrassing. My ears turned red. Madam Hezernova, the librarian, threw us out of the library for being a disturbance and me and Scorpius found ourselves in the entrance of an old classroom.

"You're so annoying, she's not going to let me in the library for a week" I complained. "Aren't you glad that you broke up with bitch Hunter" he asked me. To be honest I didn't know. "Why'd you care?" I tried to leave but he kept blocking my path.

"I'm just tired, Rose" he sighed. "I'm tired of acting, trying to make you jealous, trying to make you mine. I'm sick of all these tilly tally games. I just can't keep doing this. TWO YEARS OF MY LIFE I DEVOTED AND WASTED MY TIME JUST FOR YOU. I KEPT WAITING. I'M SICK OF YOU AND YOUR DRAMA. I JUST-" Scorpius said, worked up as he gave a pause. His clear sky blue eyes and his silky silver hair all neatly combed he opened his pink lips to say something with hesitation.

"I just- I love you, I love you so much Rose and I want you to respect my feelings for you. I'll give you time to think about it. But just sit down and think. You're smart. You can figure it out" he completed. I turned into ice.

HE CONFESSED. I WAS SHOCKED BUT I HAD A SENSE OF EXCITEMENT AND HAPPINESS. I just stood there like an idiot as he walked away and joined Albus.

All this drama. I'm sick of it too Scorpius. I'm sick of pleasing everyone. I'm sick of giving a damn about what others will think about me. This time I'll think about what I really want. AND I'm not going to lose my chance again with my scorpion king. I gave a chuckle to myself as tears flowed down. It's ok to cry. Because this time it was tears of accomplishment and happiness.

I'm finally not going to be alone. I can truly have someone who loves me and someone I can love back. Scorpius Hyperion Malfoy,

I WANT YOU.

I NEED YOU.

I LOVE YOU.

And I'm sorry if I ever was a jerk to you. I'm sorry for making you go crazy. I'm sorry to my mental health for unnecessarily torturing it with unnecessary drama.

I won and I'm happy now, that's all that matters.

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