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ᴛʜᴇʏ ꜱᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴀᴅ ɢᴇᴛꜱ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ʟᴏꜱᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʙʟɪɴᴅ ꜰᴀᴛᴇ

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Lily Luna Potter is literally the most unbelievable person in the world. Bro it's been a few weeks since you and Asher got together and you broke up already? Dude I was looking for some entertainment and she ruined it.

Asher challenged me into this whole weird situation of I stole your girl so come get her back, but I don't want her. I just don't want that bitch to be with her. Well bro I clearly didn't get her back but she dumped you so the game is over.

I feel embarrassed. I can't believe I actually thought he would make a good opponent for me. I feel like a complete idiot. I should just die. I don't know how I declared a loser like Asher to be worthy of my opponent.

Past is the past now. I'll never ever misjudge a loser as someone worthy of me. I should really know my standards and levels better.

"Hey" Lily exclaimed as she popped up behind me after 'care of magical creatures'. To be honest though, I think she just broke up with Asher so she can annoy me with all the useless time she usually spends with him.

"No really, be honest Potts, did you break up with Asher to annoy me?" I asked her as we walked together to the next class.

"Guess what, since James the great seeker of Gryffindor graduated there is a spot for a seeker on the team. I'm going for tryouts. Are you going?"she asked, avoiding my question.

"Told you a million times, I'm never going to play Quidditch" I assured. "That's good, I have less ass to kick" she said proudly. "Don't tempt me or I'll do it just to make you cry" I said. "Cry? I don't cry" Lily said laughing. I've seen her cry so much I lost count.

"Keep living in your delusional dreams" I said. "I still love you so, any opinion on that?" Lily said hesitantly, looking at me. Bro really has nerves how the hell did she bring up such an awkward topic this sudden. Like does she seriously not have any sense of embarrassment?

"As long as it's not awkward you can keep it up" I replied nonchalantly as I licked the melted chocolate off the wrapper that a Hufflepuff student had given for his birthday.

Did I really tell her to love me if she can? Even though I have no chance of ever falling for her. This is just stupid.

"Also, can you maybe you know, tell Val to go a bit slow on Diana. We don't want issues and he's kind of stealing my friend so he might get on my bad side" she said. "Tell Val, not me I don't wanna get involved in this whole dating situation" I said as I stuffed the wrapper into my pocket. Oh gosh next was Transfiguration. I can't put up with Mongrel.

"Why'd you always have that blank expression? It's annoying but kind of cute" she said smiling.

"Look Potts I can see what you're doing but you can't mystify me with your fake comments" I said chuckling. "Let's just say I'm your friend who's a great admirer of you" Lily said giving an awkward Suzy smile.

"So you're my fan girl oh that's so cute" I said giving a sarcastic smile. "Really?" She asked. "No" I said sternly as I walked away a little quicker trying to lose her.
She really acts innocent and naïve. How far will she really go to impress me? Or is she actually that dumb?

Nah I mean she is dumb but not that dumb and the Potter I know is the feisty one who bashes people with her words.

"Hint to my heart: Don't be awkward and be your example, hit my head and scream something in my face like how you always behave. RUTHLESS" I said.
"Oh that's good I was almost quite disappointed that you like stupid girls but I guess you like me" she said smiling and giggling as she tugged on my hand. "Leave me" I said, pushing her away.

"I'm sick of clinging to you, can we just try dating?" Lily asked. Wow that's BOLD she really is desperate. But I'm not letting my guard down. "For the second time I reject you" I replied savagely.

"You know I would kidnap you and bring you on a date with me to Hogsmeade but you're too heavy for me to carry" She said as she took a few steps ahead of me.

"Anyways, come and watch me play or I'll lock you in a broomstick cupboard without your wand" She said frowning is a flirty way. Last time I got locked in the broomstick cupboard by James Sirius Potter I had to interrupt two students kissing.

To be honest though, I actually think Potter might have a chance with me. Threatening me to go on a date with her? Kidnap me for a date? Threaten to torture me in a broomstick cupboard full of cockroaches and lizards oh yes this is getting good. Totally my cup of tea.

"I'll work on my wandless magic skills all day long I guess '' I said, giving a sarcastic smile. She stuck out her tongue. "Keep that tongue of yours in or I'll rip it out" I screamed behind her as she walked away from me. She looked back at me and stuck her tongue out again and said, "Catch me if you can '' and ran for her life laughing.

I ran back. What am I doing? Why am I running after her? Why am I giving her hope? I can't be with her, that's just wrong. She's annoying and keeps me on my toes but I don't hate her. She's not bad at all. I don't want her to be just my friend.

I love her.

But only as a sister that I could never have.

I grabbed her shoulders and wrapped my arm around her neck to choke her and she took the melted candy from her pocket and rubbed it on my face and I immediately moved back with my chocolate covered face. Even though she was panting like crazy she was still laughing.

That psychopath! I pulled her hair and she pulled mine back. "Leave my HAIR" she threatened furiously. "You leave mine first little devil" I said, biting my teeth angrily. She left the bunch of my golden hair that she had grabbed and I released her copper strawberry curls.

The environment chilled down. I found myself leaning on her as she was plastered against the wall.

"You look stupid with chocolate all over your face. Like a weird kindergartener who ate too much chocolate in a messy way" she said, chuckling under her breath.

We were nust a few inches away that I got PTSD from that day we kind of kissed. We were so close. It triggered that traumatic memory.

I slowly tried pulling away from our 3 inch distance and she wiped some chocolate off my face with her hands as she rubbed my cheeks spreading the chocolate all over my face as if I was a piece of bread.

She gave a small giggle and her cheeks turned rosy pink. My heart- I think I'm having a heart attack. My pulse is over 160 bpm for sure. I'm dying...

"What?" Said a voice. SHIT NO. "I knew it, I don't even want an explanation" Jared said quickly as he started walking away from the misunderstanding .

"No, it's-" I started as he cut me off and said "I don't want to hear excuses" he said. "But-" I stuttered. "NOPE" he said adamantly and closed his ears with his fingers and walked away.

"IT'S NOT WHAT IT SEEMS" I said, tailing him as I left Lily. "YOU BETTER COME TO WATCH ME AT THE TRYOUTS" Lily screamed behind me.

The clock turned and afternoon turned into a humid evening and I was at the Quidditch stadium. I was watching Lily's tryouts.

I didn't practice wandless magic cause when I tried it I looked like Sasuke doing jujutsu. So I had no choice but to come or I would get locked up in a broomstick cupboard.

I also failed in explaining the misunderstanding to Jared. The good thing is that Jared's a good boy he's not going to let me explain the situation but he won't go telling my roomies about it so they can troll me.

While worrying about all this, my eyes caught Lily's wavy red hair gushing in the wind and her determined face.

I must say she has improved from the last time she played. I guess she practiced. After around half an hour the tryouts ended she went straight to Diana and Michelle who were sitting on the bleachers and started talking to them.

Later, she walked towards me and asked, "How'd I do?"

"Good enough, you'll make it" I said and I sighed as I got up and I patted her head awkwardly. "Don't keep my hopes up alive. Please hate me, I really want to move on" Lily said as she chucked the broom from her hands to mine as she pulled her hair and tightened her ponytail.

"It's not like I want to be close to you but every time we try to walk away from each other there is an invisible string knotted together which keeps getting tighter every time we walk away" I said looking away from her. For some reason I couldn't bring myself to look at her eyes.

She grabbed my chin and turned my face towards hers. "Always maintain eye contact while speaking Scamander, you don't have a crush on me or something right? Stop acting like you love me it's the biggest help you can do for me" Lily said as I looked into her emerald green eyes which reminded me of a black cat with emerald green eyes I saw when I went on a trip to bali with my parents.

"Ok" I said as she left my jaw and there was an awkward silence.

"I- I- just leave it. Change of topic, buy me candies" she asked, snatching her broom back from me. "Why?" I asked her confused. "You're seeing the reason for the great future of the Gryffindor Quidditch team" Lily said, hitting me with her elbows playfully.

"This face?" I said pointing at her and laughing hysterically. "I can't wait to see Slytherin cry at my feet. Quidditch will always be ruled by the POTTERSSSS" Lily said hyped.

"It's hard to hate you, we're starcrossed haters you know" I said and suddenly I felt my throat getting a weird and heavy sensation.

"I know, I've heard of starcrossed lovers but we're the new trend. We aren't the old school Romeo and Juliet. We're modern idiots" she said smiling.

I was at loss of words. I didn't know what to say further. I didn't know why I said that its hard to hate her in the first place. "Yeah" I said awkwardly.

Something about today just doesn't feel right. You know the whole thing with Lily. Its just different. In a weird way and I don't like it all.

"I have to go and celebrate cause the other two kids who tried out sucked they have like no chance so it's going to be me anyways so PARTY! See ya! Also send me a letter regarding the homework which was given in arithmency. I slept in class" Lily said as she ran back to her friends.

"Bye" I muttered awkwardly just standing when she was already halfway gone. A sudden essence of blankness and emptiness went over me. What am I even doing here? Why? I'm just so confused.

Her smile. It's so intriguing you know. She has a smile as sweet as a sugar quill which turns our eyes blind.

XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX

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