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I stood there in front of the mirror and looked at myself. A dark copper red haired, emerald eyed, short girl. Looks simple but no it's not. I'm the daughter of Harry and Ginny Potter, it's me Lily Luna Potter. Such a shame I had to be born to a celebrity.

I can't live a normal life. All eyes looking at you whenever you walk down the hallway. Hundreds of crazy rumors for absolutely no reason. What did I ever do to deserve this? I can't even express myself or there will be someone judging me and I don't like that.

I finished taking out all the tangles on my hair and tied it into a ponytail and applied some lip gloss. "Urgh! Potter clean the hair brush and throw away all your hair stuck in it" Diana said. "Use your own brush" I shot back.

"Wake Michelle up right now or she's gonna whine and scold us and ask 'why didn't you wake me up uhhhh...'" I said.

"I'm gonna meet Val" Diana said and ran out of the room escaping from her responsibilities. Val this, Val that, I always thought Val was cool but now he's just getting on my nerves by stealing my friend. Boys are just so annoying and weird.

"Mickey, WAKE UP" I said, screaming in her ear. "Two minutes" she begged. "JUST GET UP IT'S LATE" I screamed. "Fine" Michelle said and got up. "I'll wait for you in the common room to get ready" I said. "Are we skipping breakfast?" She asked. "Yeah" I replied and walked out of the dorm.

I went down the stairs and entered the common room which was quite lively. I sat in the couch and Roxanne sat next to me, "Hey sis, how's it going everything ok?" She asked, smiling. "I'm fine Roxie, also how's it going with Callaghan?" I asked, displaying that fake smile.

"Glad you asked" she said and started explaining a whole story which I had to listen to but I was more distracted by some boys selling illegal joke products to the students. I wonder how Rose doesn't care about all this, she's the biggest rule freak I've ever seen.

But Rose is so cool. She's good at everything, she's pretty, good grades, she's savage and yet doesn't ruin her reputation and I bet she's not a weirdo like me. I swear to god if my intrusive thoughts were a person. I would be executed.

Eventually Roxanne finished reciting her story and got up and left. Now I was worried about dealing with that moron Asher. To be honest the only reason I dated him was because Lysander despised him and probably due to my impulsive nature after I got rejected.

Lysander is the real meaning of a devil in disguise. He's non existent, not really but kind of. He's just the normal kid who would sit with his friends and just live. But once you get close enough you're good as dead. He avoids drama and doesn't have a social life. I bet half of the school doesn't even know there is a kid like him.

I mean yeah, he's hot and he's smart and yet he has a low profile so he can keep up with his evil doings. I bet he sells drugs and murders people for pleasure.

The reason I like him is probably because I admire him too much for his skills of being good at everything and yet he doesn't flex it and run after fame. I mean if you get to know him you know his ego.

He has the potential of being the prince of Hogwarts but he still wears the disguise of a Peasant. I mean seriously how can you even be like that bro? He's not even human.

I also feel like I'm more of myself when I'm with him. I'm such a bitch when I'm with him cause that's who I am. But I'm just a dancer dancing to the tune of others when I'm with other guys. But then he's a kid who's messed up in his own mind.

OK WHY IS THIS ABOUT HIM AND NOT ME?

I looked at the doorway longing for Michelle to come and I saw Lysander and Lorcan run across the hall and exit carrying a pile of books. His messy golden hair flying and his diamond eyes sparkling in the sunlight.

Uhhhhhh... My mind wants me to hate this guy so much. I despise him, but the heart is just stupid, FIDDLESTICKS!

I should really move on. Its just funny to think that after I'm old and successful, I'll look down at this and think how naive I was obsessed over an idiot boy.

I can never imagine Lysander getting married unless its with a male anime character or Taylor Swift.

On the other hand though he has friends who are absolutely amazing. I think I'm in love with Jared without even realizing it. He's just perfect. Val is stupid. I used to think he's cool and outgoing but ever since Diana and Val became a thing I'm not a big fan of him.

Hugo is my loving cuzzy (cousin), he's awesome and he deserves better. Lorcan is fine, I really don't think I have much to say. I mean he sweet talks but sometimes he's weird.

My friends are incredible. Michelle has taught me so much about muggle stuff and if I fail in the wizarding world I'm pretty sure I'll sort my way through the muggle world. Diana is just different, she's a freaking monster. But I really need a friend like her. I just don't like Val ruining the things between us.

Michelle eventually came and we both exited the common room and walked to the great hall. On the way I saw Asher. Oh no this moron. "Hey" he said, giving a smile. I wanted to punch his face so bad.

"See ya" I said and walked away as I terminated the conversation. I went and gobbled up some food for energy to function for the rest of the day.

Two periods had already passed pretty well and now it was Arithmancy. Oh shit I have to face Scamander. I walked as slowly as possible to the arithmancy classroom. He was already there. I placed my books on the desk and sat next to him.

Halfway through the class I saw him conquering more leg space than he needed and the worst part. I let him snatch it away from me. I gave an aggressive kick and gave a stare. He gave me back a stare and started scribbling something in his book.

I peeked and he was drawing mustaches and beards and commenting about how the arithmancer should visit the barber and get a haircut. Oh gosh and I thought this guy was serious.

Then after a while he started humming some songs. Wait, I know this song. What was it again, it's that sad song, oh yeah, 'exile'. Michelle has made me so cut out for Lysander. I don't understand what he doesn't like about me.

I went to take my quill and I went for it when Lysander placed his hand to take the quill and our hands touched. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so cliche or that's what I thought.

He gave an annoyed look at me and pushed my hand away and took the quill. Oh shit that wasn't even my quill.  How embarrassing.

DUDE BUT HOW CAN A GUY BE THAT COLD HEARTED COME ON LIKE SERIOUSLY YOUR LIFE ISN'T A FREAKING K DRAMA IN WHICH YOU HAVE TO BE THE COLD HEARTED GUY WHO CATCHES FEELING MIDWAY. I wish he does catch feelings midway though. 😅😅😅

I wonder if he did love me back, how he'll ask me out. But if he does ask me out, I'll reject him first for making me run around like a psychopath. But then what if he loses interest in me. Oh gosh am I day dreaming again. In which freaking world would Lysander like me anyways.

But how much I try to hate him. The heart wants what it wants. I don't understand why I'm so ill fated  when it comes to relationships. It doesn't last for more than 3 months.

Oh shit, I was so busy daydreaming I fell back on the notes. Oh gosh Professor just erased the board and I didn't copy it.

I gotta catch up. I peeked into Lysander notes and started copying quickly in my shitty handwriting. I think he realized that and covered his notes. That devil!

My anxiety levels were shooting high. How much space should I leave? What if I miscalculated the space. My handwriting is questionable and if it's all crammed up Professor's gonna reduce my internals.

If I get less in internals then I won't be defeated by Scamander any soon and- I'll be over shadowed and I'll be unemployed due to the lack of my spacing skills. No, I'm overthinking this.

I looked at Scamander in fury. He looked back and gave a nonchalant eyebrow raise.  "Miss Potter, I hope you're copying down the notes" Professor said, further increasing my anxiety. "I'm fine" I said and I pretended like I was writing.

I was so lost and my palms started getting sweaty. That's it. I quickly snatched Scamander's notes and started scribbling down. "Oi" he said angrily. "Two minutes" I said in a terrifying voice. "You two, everything ok?" Professor asked as the whole class turned to see the scene of Lysander struggling to snatch his notes from me.

Me and him remained silent and the class sank back into the Professor's lecture. After I finished Scamander harshly took the notes from me and gave me a stink eye.

"Thanks" I said quietly. "You're such a child" he commented. There was just silence. He hasn't talked to me in two months and this is the first thing he says. "Don't you have anything to say at all?" I asked.

"What?" He asked, putting on that blank expression. "We have not talked in months" I said. Can you believe this boy seriously? Tell me he missed me at least a pint.

"So?" He asked and I felt like lightning had struck through me. I'll just convince myself that on the inside he's probably having a party that I'm talking with him again.

I guess being delulu is the solulu at least for happiness.

"Class dismissed, just collect your test papers before you leave" Professor said and Scamander immediately got up to collect his paper and leave. I stretched and let out a howl of exhaustion and got up slowly and collected my paper. 30/30 wonderful! Perfection as always.

I saw Lysander staring at his paper intensely. I peeked in, 29.5/30. OH MY GOD I WAS GOING TO CRY OUT OF HAPPINESS. HE GOT LESS THAN ME. HE LOST. I SNATCHED THE PAPER FROM HIM AND RAN OUT OF THE CLASSROOM AND RAN AS HE RAN BEHIND ME.

I ran to the great hall and went to the table Jared, Val, Lorcan and Hugo were waiting for him and I screamed, "HE GOT 29.5 and I got 30" I announced proudly. I saw all his friends drop their jaws and scrolled through the paper.

Lysander came a snached the paper and sat down disappointed at himself. "So you guys made up? Finally I don't need to hear Lysander whining about you" Jared said.

OH MY GOD LYSANDER TALKS ABOUT ME. BUTTERFLIESSSSSSSSSS...

"Shut up, I never whined about her, '' Lysander snapped at Jared. "Them why'd you keep acting like her ex-" Hugo said as he was choked by Lysander.

I can see this getting real good. But maybe right now I just need back the Lysander I loved to tease. I wanted the Lysander who I can threaten about his doings in the holidays to his friends. 

I think I'll move on. Maybe I just felt less lonely when I was with him. But I think things will go back to normal after today. I don't want to lose him for months again.

I guess I'll love him like the brother I always wanted instead of having loony James and moody Albus.

Everything will be alright, if you keep me next to you...

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