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I just have this weird feeling that I have to tell it to all of you. I was thinking of telling it to you some days ago and I was so happy and positive but now I'm just sad and a little bit confused.

So I liked a boy about a year ago and some time ago, probably about a month I had a crush on another boy who I figured out looked very similar to the first one. Then I felt that I have to talk to that boy (the first one obviously). So I wrote to him, he answered me and we were talking like everyday for about a week but then he told me that he accually have a girlfriend. Too late, I felt in love with him (somehow) and I just wanted to figure it out on my own and not to talk with him for a few days. But he wrote to me so I answered. The worst thing is that he makes me happy but I'm still heart broken.

When I started writing with him I thought I would be happy to be his friend, nothing more but now I just wish that he doesn't have a girlfriend. That's so super stupid but I had to tell you.

The only good thing about this is that I found out how amazing and supportive my friends can be. Like I didn't realize it for so damn long but they're not the one who cheered me up, he's the one. Yeez, being in love sucks.

(Jednak nie chciało mi się tłumaczyć xD)