Friend, Please
Well this chapter's going to be a doozy. I know it's not a song from a musical, but I love the song Friend Please and I had an idea for a oneshot with my oc characters Pandora and Melrose.
Mentions of suicide and depression
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I feel for you but when did you believe that you were alone?
It happened three years ago.
You say that spiders crawled inside and made themselves a home where light once was.
12:30 Am. Sunday. Middle of winter.
Petrified of who you are and who you have become
She said she couldn't do it anymore.
You will hide from everyone, denying you need someone to exterminate your bones
She said she couldn't live her life of misery anymore
Friend, please remove your hands from over your eyes for me
I told her to stop. I told her to focus on the happiest things in her life.
I know you want to leave
I tried to keep her from leaving me. I tried so hard.
But friend please, don't take your life from me!
But she was stubborn. She always was.
Living like a ghost, you walk by everyone you know
She told me that there was no point in living if she was treated like a fucking spirit by almost everyone she knew.
You say that you're fine but you have lost your sway and glow
That night, she told me about all the failed attempts I'd never heard about. Seven, to be exact. All in the past year.
So I stopped by to let you know
I jumped in my mom's car. She wouldn't be mad at me for taking it if I told her I was saving my girlfriend's life, right?
Friend, please remove your hands from over your eyes for me
I stayed on the phone with her the whole time.
I know you want to leave
I didn't give a shit about the speed limit. My love was about to take her own life and I needed to stop her.
But friend please don't take your life from me!
She told me that she was about to slit her wrists. She told me that she loved me. Fifteen minutes. I wouldn't make it.
Would you let me know your plans tonight?
'Cause I just won't let go 'til we both see the light!
I kept driving and trying to talk to her. She was still alive after cutting herself, so she decided to make a noose and hang herself. I tried to talk to her, but she ignored me. I started muttering our song under my breath to calm myself down. She must have heard it, for she said that she loved me and that she wanted to move on, to forget her.
And I have nothing else left to say
But I will listen to you all day, yes I will!
I got there at 1:00 am. I barged in the door and ran into her room. I saw the trail of blood leading to underneath her ceiling fan. There she was, hanging by a belt, her feet barely touching the floor. I started crying and fell to the ground. I already missed her voice. Her personality. Her spirit. It was all taken from me.
Friend, please remove your hands from over your eyes for me
I had hopes for our future. I thought we were going to get married. Move to Florida. Adopt a couple of kids. But those dreams died with her. I know she would want me to move on.
I know you want to leave
But I've made up my mind. I can't live any longer without her. Three years was long enough. I can't live as a ghost any longer. It's almost 1:00 now. I need to see her again. There's no one to talk me out of this, not now.
But friend please, don't take your life from me!
As I make the noose, I swear I see her on the other side. Ironic, huh? I tighten the rope around my neck. As my vision goes black, I see her, clothed in white. I see my love as I saw her the day before she died. She grabbed my hand as I took my last breaths. She started to sing The Light Behind Your Eyes; our anthem.
The last thing I see are her sparkling blue eyes.
I missed you so much, Melrose.
I missed ya too, Pa.
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Man, I must be in the business of making sad stories. I'm sorry for yet another cringe-worthy and sad oneshot.
In case you're confused, Melrose was the first to commit suicide in this chapter, followed by Pandora who died to see their love once again.
I'll try to post a happier oneshot next week. If you have any suggestions, please let me know. Also let me know if you want another oneshot with my oc characters.
I'll see y'all in the next oneshot!
It's dangerous to go into the next oneshot alone. Take a 'emo' spongebob meme with you!
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